Submissions by notrem
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
idk!
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Thin thread
Shrugged shoulder
Half open eyes
The light hurts
I look calm
Not to the core
You smile at me
Wish I could smile back
Not this fake smile I wear
I walk
Eyes on ground
or totally unaware of people
I see them as just passers by
They come
Do Whatever
Then go
The idea sort of makes me glad
It won't be forever
I'm gonna leave the roller coaster planet
One day or another
Yaay!!
I hope it won't be long, otherwise.....
Shrugged shoulder
Half open eyes
The light hurts
I look calm
Not to the core
You smile at me
Wish I could smile back
Not this fake smile I wear
I walk
Eyes on ground
or totally unaware of people
I see them as just passers by
They come
Do Whatever
Then go
The idea sort of makes me glad
It won't be forever
I'm gonna leave the roller coaster planet
One day or another
Yaay!!
I hope it won't be long, otherwise.....
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incatenato
Narcissistic mother
I wanna kill
Gun right in your mouth
To shut it
Shut it from all those lies you've been feeding me
I will be finally relieved of this heaviness
All I did was my very best
You were never satisfied
Whatever I did wasn't good enough for you
You had all the excuses to treat be badly
Your fucking tradition
Your fucking religion
People supported you
Thinking its right! A horror!
I hear the door open
I panic
The air thickens right when you enter
and gets worse later on
Home never felt like home when I was...
I wanna kill
Gun right in your mouth
To shut it
Shut it from all those lies you've been feeding me
I will be finally relieved of this heaviness
All I did was my very best
You were never satisfied
Whatever I did wasn't good enough for you
You had all the excuses to treat be badly
Your fucking tradition
Your fucking religion
People supported you
Thinking its right! A horror!
I hear the door open
I panic
The air thickens right when you enter
and gets worse later on
Home never felt like home when I was...
696 reads
4 Comments
+_+
You attempt to kill her
struggling her neck
Is that what makes you a man?
Big muscle
No heart
What were the promises for when you exchanged rings?
Was it so she manufactures babies for you?
Be your object of misuse?
struggling her neck
Is that what makes you a man?
Big muscle
No heart
What were the promises for when you exchanged rings?
Was it so she manufactures babies for you?
Be your object of misuse?
731 reads
3 Comments
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I'm gonna fill up this space
with words
Because I just feel like
I know not why
Sometimes my head twitches to the side
continuously
I really don't know why
Just does so
I enjoy plucking out my eyebrow hairs with my fingers
Don't ask me why
I just do
I wake up every morning and I'm rarely late
Even when I feel damn tired
I wonder why I can't just sleep away, out of life
It would be so much easier
I don't know why I keep waking
Its like I'm a programmed robot
Myy
with words
Because I just feel like
I know not why
Sometimes my head twitches to the side
continuously
I really don't know why
Just does so
I enjoy plucking out my eyebrow hairs with my fingers
Don't ask me why
I just do
I wake up every morning and I'm rarely late
Even when I feel damn tired
I wonder why I can't just sleep away, out of life
It would be so much easier
I don't know why I keep waking
Its like I'm a programmed robot
Myy
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dedos em movimento
Dear whoever will read this
How are you?
Maybe that’s too much to ask
For ‘I’m fine’ is the typical escape
Escape from letting out
From screaming
Have you ever tried screaming? I mean screaming it out, from inside out?
Escape from explanations on how you actually feel
Which truth be said gets mostly misunderstood
Dear whoever is still reading this
Pardon me now for the next few lines I’m not gonna write words but just play with the keys at random
aeuicgbraeyg caosuegycb eutcegycu eagybcxiu uyegrxoawg rweecyug esoigrf oeigur oaig reig ogroaig...
How are you?
Maybe that’s too much to ask
For ‘I’m fine’ is the typical escape
Escape from letting out
From screaming
Have you ever tried screaming? I mean screaming it out, from inside out?
Escape from explanations on how you actually feel
Which truth be said gets mostly misunderstood
Dear whoever is still reading this
Pardon me now for the next few lines I’m not gonna write words but just play with the keys at random
aeuicgbraeyg caosuegycb eutcegycu eagybcxiu uyegrxoawg rweecyug esoigrf oeigur oaig reig ogroaig...
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just chilling
PHsst!
I love that sound,
when I open the canned bottle.
I take a sip with a deep sigh of relief
Swallow
Can faintly hear when it reaches my stomach.
This makes me laugh a little
I throw in a cube of chocolate
I suck it
love the way it melts
I absorb the taste with eyes closed
uuh! me likes this moment, when I finally taste its molten center
mmmm..
I love that sound,
when I open the canned bottle.
I take a sip with a deep sigh of relief
Swallow
Can faintly hear when it reaches my stomach.
This makes me laugh a little
I throw in a cube of chocolate
I suck it
love the way it melts
I absorb the taste with eyes closed
uuh! me likes this moment, when I finally taste its molten center
mmmm..
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In my imagination is where I keep you.
Reality stole you away from me.
I replay the moments we shared,
over
and over and over and over again. . .
Maaaaaan
Me sick mind!
Reality stole you away from me.
I replay the moments we shared,
over
and over and over and over again. . .
Maaaaaan
Me sick mind!
713 reads
6 Comments
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I need something, something, anything
I need to forget!!!
Its tormenting me, choking!
I want out!
I'm on the edge once more
I can't take it!
The noises are back
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
I need to forget!!!
Its tormenting me, choking!
I want out!
I'm on the edge once more
I can't take it!
The noises are back
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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/: desserpmoc
Social situations; I dread so much!!!!!!!
Full of people!! aaaakkkkk!
Full of their assumptions about me, even non verbal, I can tell.
Their thoughts get more clear to me.
They make me wanna bwaaaaaaaaaaah!!
Idk, I'm trynna find the word
hmm
more like sink into the floor
Or make them pooof! Disappear!
I find relief when I'm finally away from them.
Its too bad I have to face them daily due to the nature of the systems.
It just drains my energy on the inside in an ugly way.
Full of people!! aaaakkkkk!
Full of their assumptions about me, even non verbal, I can tell.
Their thoughts get more clear to me.
They make me wanna bwaaaaaaaaaaah!!
Idk, I'm trynna find the word
hmm
more like sink into the floor
Or make them pooof! Disappear!
I find relief when I'm finally away from them.
Its too bad I have to face them daily due to the nature of the systems.
It just drains my energy on the inside in an ugly way.
570 reads
4 Comments
!!!!peels on
3 am
What?!
Here I go again.
I come to this page cause I feel more at home here.
I'm at liberty to express myself without fear.
Fear?
Is that it?
hmm
Ok, so I'm having debates in my mind
It won't rest
It keeps me up
I hardly remember last time I had a good slumber without the aid of those round white things...what they called? sleeping pills?
...
What?!
Here I go again.
I come to this page cause I feel more at home here.
I'm at liberty to express myself without fear.
Fear?
Is that it?
hmm
Ok, so I'm having debates in my mind
It won't rest
It keeps me up
I hardly remember last time I had a good slumber without the aid of those round white things...what they called? sleeping pills?
...
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2 Comments
noisnet
I'm fucking tired of you all!
Fucking tired of you talking to me like I'm a dummy!
Fucking tired of you looking down at me, I hate the way you look at me!
I hate the way you bug me around about my sadness!
Fuck off!
Can't you see that I'm trynna survive in this world I didn't choose to be in?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
The world is nothing but sad, can't you see?!?!
You have blinded yourselves with your money!
You think the more money, the merrier.
You think you can owe someone's soul with your money, fools!
When I say this, you call me crazy, well that...
Fucking tired of you talking to me like I'm a dummy!
Fucking tired of you looking down at me, I hate the way you look at me!
I hate the way you bug me around about my sadness!
Fuck off!
Can't you see that I'm trynna survive in this world I didn't choose to be in?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
The world is nothing but sad, can't you see?!?!
You have blinded yourselves with your money!
You think the more money, the merrier.
You think you can owe someone's soul with your money, fools!
When I say this, you call me crazy, well that...
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2 Comments
Relief? maybe, maybe not...
So its all peaceful again
We have ironed it out again
For the 100th+ time
I keep my fingers crossed
Hoping your anger spells don't come back
I get weary of them
They trigger me to get angry as well
With everything
With every one of my friends
They are slowly running away from me
uhmm
wait
They have left me already, never to return
Great!
We have ironed it out again
For the 100th+ time
I keep my fingers crossed
Hoping your anger spells don't come back
I get weary of them
They trigger me to get angry as well
With everything
With every one of my friends
They are slowly running away from me
uhmm
wait
They have left me already, never to return
Great!
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