Submissions by neybabi666
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"Fuck You And Have A Nice Day" I shine bright and stand tall in others' eyes, while secretly drowning in the own darkness of my life...
I'm back, Bitch
Tired and lonely,
Sitting alone in my bed.
Watching, waiting;
Collaborating.
Thinking about the writing.
Posted on these walls.
I've been gone for so long.
Helpless and waiting,
But now?
I'm back.
Letting all flow free from my mind.
This is my safe place;
My home.
Here I belong!
An accepted misfit,
A sister among brothers.
We all fight the same battle;
The only escape?
Here.
These virtual walls set us free.
Supporting each other,
Helping us all grow.
To be loved.
Sitting alone in my bed.
Watching, waiting;
Collaborating.
Thinking about the writing.
Posted on these walls.
I've been gone for so long.
Helpless and waiting,
But now?
I'm back.
Letting all flow free from my mind.
This is my safe place;
My home.
Here I belong!
An accepted misfit,
A sister among brothers.
We all fight the same battle;
The only escape?
Here.
These virtual walls set us free.
Supporting each other,
Helping us all grow.
To be loved.
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My Family
my eyes tear up from joy
i see her looking back at me
starring at me with your eyes
i pick her up and she giggles
hold her in the air and spin
you walk through the door
enveloping us in your arms
you pick up our beautiful baby, Nicole
Nicole Marie
with both of us in your arms
i know where i'm supposed to be
that i was blessed with you
and our beautiful Nicole
Nicole Marie
i see her looking back at me
starring at me with your eyes
i pick her up and she giggles
hold her in the air and spin
you walk through the door
enveloping us in your arms
you pick up our beautiful baby, Nicole
Nicole Marie
with both of us in your arms
i know where i'm supposed to be
that i was blessed with you
and our beautiful Nicole
Nicole Marie
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Just let me brake
I can feel my insides jumble
turmoil that i cannot escape
freeeeeeeaaaaaaaaak
but on he ouside,
it's the calm before the storm.
it looks like i'm at peace
but i want to cry. i want to die.
they terrorize my dreams
my brain
everything is spinning.
i can't make sense of this
or anything
i try too keep the calm,
but how long before it all brakes lose?
i don't know how kuch more until i fall
until i brake, crack and crumble
give me a break?
i don't know how mush more i can take...
the veil of death
has a nice ring to it,...
turmoil that i cannot escape
freeeeeeeaaaaaaaaak
but on he ouside,
it's the calm before the storm.
it looks like i'm at peace
but i want to cry. i want to die.
they terrorize my dreams
my brain
everything is spinning.
i can't make sense of this
or anything
i try too keep the calm,
but how long before it all brakes lose?
i don't know how kuch more until i fall
until i brake, crack and crumble
give me a break?
i don't know how mush more i can take...
the veil of death
has a nice ring to it,...
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Let Me Fall, Let Me Fly
what if i cant get better?
let me fly, let me cry
oh my angels let me die
im drowning in this sorrow...
you offered me your hand
but ill drag you down as well
deep into this hell
just let it go, let me go...
i wanna fall, i wanna fly
take my soul up to the sky
watch me rot up in the heavens
in these drugs i decay
essence pours from my veins
just let my blood fall and rain
maybe i wont even see the day...
let me fall, let me fly
i just want to say good bye
cant you hear these screams?
watch my...
let me fly, let me cry
oh my angels let me die
im drowning in this sorrow...
you offered me your hand
but ill drag you down as well
deep into this hell
just let it go, let me go...
i wanna fall, i wanna fly
take my soul up to the sky
watch me rot up in the heavens
in these drugs i decay
essence pours from my veins
just let my blood fall and rain
maybe i wont even see the day...
let me fall, let me fly
i just want to say good bye
cant you hear these screams?
watch my...
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One Night Stand
"Dont be scared honey, it will soon become the end..."
His words she paid no mind
Her body they would find
Covered in blood and maggots
He violates her body
Grabs, bruises on her arm
He swore to her in secrets
That their would be no harm
"Oh baby, i'll love you. Forever..."
His wrods she paid no mind
Her body one wouold find
Covered in bllod and maggots
Scars and wounds abundant
Her eyes bashed into her head
He's keeping her alive
She's wisheing she were dead...
His words she paid no mind
Her body they would find
Covered in blood and maggots
He violates her body
Grabs, bruises on her arm
He swore to her in secrets
That their would be no harm
"Oh baby, i'll love you. Forever..."
His wrods she paid no mind
Her body one wouold find
Covered in bllod and maggots
Scars and wounds abundant
Her eyes bashed into her head
He's keeping her alive
She's wisheing she were dead...
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I'm Back
twisted thoughts of anger fly
flushing out any last good the world hath left me with
can you feel the heat?
my soul is like an inferno, you cant touch me
ill beat you into a paste
my solid bat with but one spike
feel the torture i know
die in grace like me
im in a liquid fire, dripping and growing
an army with in me, im a conqueror
you cant touch me
i fly through the air like a bat from hell
breathing evil from my soiled lips
can you take the heat?
i can dive through the deepest pits of hell and remain unscaved
can you? hardly!...
flushing out any last good the world hath left me with
can you feel the heat?
my soul is like an inferno, you cant touch me
ill beat you into a paste
my solid bat with but one spike
feel the torture i know
die in grace like me
im in a liquid fire, dripping and growing
an army with in me, im a conqueror
you cant touch me
i fly through the air like a bat from hell
breathing evil from my soiled lips
can you take the heat?
i can dive through the deepest pits of hell and remain unscaved
can you? hardly!...
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block.
it seems like i cant write
words blend and fade
just like they're not there
is it only me?
my words seem to have no affect
like they are hollow and meaningless
i try to put in everything i can
to let my emotions seep into the ink
but does it truly work?
it seems i may never know
words blend and fade
just like they're not there
is it only me?
my words seem to have no affect
like they are hollow and meaningless
i try to put in everything i can
to let my emotions seep into the ink
but does it truly work?
it seems i may never know
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i fell for him...
you walk me to the grave yard
with its eerie lights and candellit smiles
you shower my body with kisses
your grin like that as a child at play
i know you dont love me
so why do i keep falling deeper and deeper?
the steers are silent
dogs bark off in the distance and we're alone
im addicted to your punishment
the way you tease me
it pulls me closer, like im drawn to you
was this ment to be???
the hour before my 15th year
and i cannot stand the barrier between us
a mist parts us
and it seems we are alone again, lost
you take me...
with its eerie lights and candellit smiles
you shower my body with kisses
your grin like that as a child at play
i know you dont love me
so why do i keep falling deeper and deeper?
the steers are silent
dogs bark off in the distance and we're alone
im addicted to your punishment
the way you tease me
it pulls me closer, like im drawn to you
was this ment to be???
the hour before my 15th year
and i cannot stand the barrier between us
a mist parts us
and it seems we are alone again, lost
you take me...
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my prize
watch me take away your life
as i let this fire consume me
in a rage i demand
a cure that shall never be known
let me claim you
make your body with my love
a trail of razor kisses
let my dress be of your blood
a sweet essance that ill lick from your lips
as you cry out to me
i shall show no mercy
where is the fun in that?
my craving will be satisfied
as i slowly devour your flesh
my breakfasat meal
one that last a life time
i seduced you with my lies
and you lost The Game i play
now your life is my prise
and...
as i let this fire consume me
in a rage i demand
a cure that shall never be known
let me claim you
make your body with my love
a trail of razor kisses
let my dress be of your blood
a sweet essance that ill lick from your lips
as you cry out to me
i shall show no mercy
where is the fun in that?
my craving will be satisfied
as i slowly devour your flesh
my breakfasat meal
one that last a life time
i seduced you with my lies
and you lost The Game i play
now your life is my prise
and...
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J.
i cant stand this
you live so far away
i want you
cant you take me with you? please?
what lust you put me through
you know my weakness
the way you touch my skin
it makes me crawl
the way your lips move
the words you speak
the way you touch me
bring me with you
if only we were close
then maybe i could stand this feeling
you live so far away
i want you
cant you take me with you? please?
what lust you put me through
you know my weakness
the way you touch my skin
it makes me crawl
the way your lips move
the words you speak
the way you touch me
bring me with you
if only we were close
then maybe i could stand this feeling
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i wonder
i watch as the clock slowy ticks away
and the moonlight starves the sun
do you see my dreaded facade?
i wander as you bleed
the crimson pouring from your lips
it's golden
you you feel this anguish?
that the night is dead and gone?
i wonder what you like to do
alone when know ones watching
are you still a perfect gentelman
who will hold a ladies hand?
do you see the visuals that consume most others?
i wonder, do you dare?
i know your mind as well as mine
and i can feel it calling
begging you to sleep
do you know...
and the moonlight starves the sun
do you see my dreaded facade?
i wander as you bleed
the crimson pouring from your lips
it's golden
you you feel this anguish?
that the night is dead and gone?
i wonder what you like to do
alone when know ones watching
are you still a perfect gentelman
who will hold a ladies hand?
do you see the visuals that consume most others?
i wonder, do you dare?
i know your mind as well as mine
and i can feel it calling
begging you to sleep
do you know...
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kettle
i watch the kettle boil
the bubbles escape like slaves
just like me
im cursed to this
a silence of eternity
do you feel the pressure?
yes. i do.
its pushing down on me
i watch the kettle boil
like my anger
time and time again
but what are you gonna do?
i pour the final cup full
and drowned myself in the heat
blistering my skin
thats my little girl
dead and gone
just the way things should be
the bubbles escape like slaves
just like me
im cursed to this
a silence of eternity
do you feel the pressure?
yes. i do.
its pushing down on me
i watch the kettle boil
like my anger
time and time again
but what are you gonna do?
i pour the final cup full
and drowned myself in the heat
blistering my skin
thats my little girl
dead and gone
just the way things should be
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