Submissions by maria (IRK)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I try to write but then I go back and read what I wrote and realize I kind of suck. I'm really not as smart as I thought
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Oct 2014 4:27pm
20th Oct 2014 4:27pm
Maybe We're High
Do you want a coffin
I want to keep you close
You make me bleed so easy
My summer jam
People thought it spinned
Does it look good in red
I can't wait for you to love me
You'll rebel to anything
I'm just watching you
Could somebody help me
Need more inside
I'm dying
I want to keep you close
You make me bleed so easy
My summer jam
People thought it spinned
Does it look good in red
I can't wait for you to love me
You'll rebel to anything
I'm just watching you
Could somebody help me
Need more inside
I'm dying
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Oct 2014 6:07am
5th Oct 2014 6:07am
Who Am I Now
Stars in my eyes
Scars on my thighs
You think I'm really nice
So you see past the lies
Been through a lot
I sympathize, but
I don't victimize myself
So when you cry I don't give a fuck
Disguise myself so pretty
Hidden amongst the witty
My spirit feeling gritty
All lives are pretty shitty
And you thought I was your friend
Untill I fucked you in the end
Never knew who I was
So why'd you bother to pretend
Thought a lot about it
Never gave no shit
Maybe that's why she's too quiet
Tried to hide it,...
Scars on my thighs
You think I'm really nice
So you see past the lies
Been through a lot
I sympathize, but
I don't victimize myself
So when you cry I don't give a fuck
Disguise myself so pretty
Hidden amongst the witty
My spirit feeling gritty
All lives are pretty shitty
And you thought I was your friend
Untill I fucked you in the end
Never knew who I was
So why'd you bother to pretend
Thought a lot about it
Never gave no shit
Maybe that's why she's too quiet
Tried to hide it,...
683 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Sep 2014 8:16am
14th Sep 2014 8:16am
Log Out
Log in
To the word of dillusion
Race the mind like horses
Grab your magic wand
Pull up your pants
Walk tall sunglazed
They're watching you
Suck it up
To the word of dillusion
Race the mind like horses
Grab your magic wand
Pull up your pants
Walk tall sunglazed
They're watching you
Suck it up
652 reads
1 Comment
SONG LYRICS
Published
28th Aug 2014 8:24am
28th Aug 2014 8:24am
Pretty
Time is going by pretty fast
Lately I've been having flashbacks of the past
my body so sore
My heart and mind so numb
I guess I'm feeling pretty lonely
I've changed and I feel they don't see me
My soul and body feel no more as one
The monster that I am conceiving
It needs time to grow
So I'm still myself
Though almost somebody else
When I cry I'm holding it all in
I dry my face to hide the shame
I hide when I can't keep control
Times when I'm not so pretty myself
I guess I'm feeling pretty down
...
Lately I've been having flashbacks of the past
my body so sore
My heart and mind so numb
I guess I'm feeling pretty lonely
I've changed and I feel they don't see me
My soul and body feel no more as one
The monster that I am conceiving
It needs time to grow
So I'm still myself
Though almost somebody else
When I cry I'm holding it all in
I dry my face to hide the shame
I hide when I can't keep control
Times when I'm not so pretty myself
I guess I'm feeling pretty down
...
772 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
28th Jul 2014 6:22am
28th Jul 2014 6:22am
Creepy Thing Me
Where are you
Creepy thing
We used to be so different
We used to be so the same
But now I don't hear your voice
I don't see your shadow
I wonder where you left
A part of me
Connected by a silver thread
Now I'm sure you're content
You floated somewhere far
But I'm daydreaming
Spacing off too often
I know you are afraid
To stand strong, to stay serious
but everything always it changes
And mischeif was for you
A part of the many growing phases
Before is not you now
You must always grow and learn ...
Creepy thing
We used to be so different
We used to be so the same
But now I don't hear your voice
I don't see your shadow
I wonder where you left
A part of me
Connected by a silver thread
Now I'm sure you're content
You floated somewhere far
But I'm daydreaming
Spacing off too often
I know you are afraid
To stand strong, to stay serious
but everything always it changes
And mischeif was for you
A part of the many growing phases
Before is not you now
You must always grow and learn ...
537 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Jun 2014 1:28pm
28th Jun 2014 1:28pm
Asexual?
If one is two
Me talk to me
Talk to me talk to you
I am one
I am two
Let's have a baby
Baby me baby you
Me am you are us is three
You are me
Me is you
We is us
I am me
Me talk to me
Talk to me talk to you
I am one
I am two
Let's have a baby
Baby me baby you
Me am you are us is three
You are me
Me is you
We is us
I am me
664 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
18th Jun 2014 6:58am
18th Jun 2014 6:58am
Crystal Lie
I believe it
Hardly doubt
Crystal's what it's all about
Fill my brain to the brim
Tear it up
Watch it spin
Heart beats fast
So alive
Glassy eyes
Dead inside
Feel my body
Feel it burn
My bones crumble
Still I yearn that sparkle
That lies to me just right
Hardly doubt
Crystal's what it's all about
Fill my brain to the brim
Tear it up
Watch it spin
Heart beats fast
So alive
Glassy eyes
Dead inside
Feel my body
Feel it burn
My bones crumble
Still I yearn that sparkle
That lies to me just right
836 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Jun 2014 9:13pm
17th Jun 2014 9:13pm
Deep Sleep
A world of sleeping people
And I sleep just as deep as them
The only one awake
Is the one who ask questions
And myself I don't think
Just let things happen
What will it take
I don't really know
But I hope I wake up
Before it's too late
And I sleep just as deep as them
The only one awake
Is the one who ask questions
And myself I don't think
Just let things happen
What will it take
I don't really know
But I hope I wake up
Before it's too late
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DRUGS POEM
Published
17th Jun 2014 9:06pm
17th Jun 2014 9:06pm
Self Proclaimed Lesbian
God here I am again
With this glass in my hands
Giving money to my friends
Having sex with strange men
This self proclaimed lesbian
Going straight to hell
Coming up
Then down again
It's not the last chance
To become a greater being
To serve
To be served
If you know what I mean
But my brain feels pretty mush
And I love to see those crystals
Sparkle in the fire
Love how I can never tire
Horrible hours for
a happy house
Got to earn it with your body
And your mouth
Maybe this is the...
With this glass in my hands
Giving money to my friends
Having sex with strange men
This self proclaimed lesbian
Going straight to hell
Coming up
Then down again
It's not the last chance
To become a greater being
To serve
To be served
If you know what I mean
But my brain feels pretty mush
And I love to see those crystals
Sparkle in the fire
Love how I can never tire
Horrible hours for
a happy house
Got to earn it with your body
And your mouth
Maybe this is the...
854 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th Jun 2014 5:49am
13th Jun 2014 5:49am
I Believe Something
Feels like
What do I have to offer?
Who is the author?
Am I just a person?
Or is there a reason?
I believe in what I believe in
For a reason
What do I have to offer?
Who is the author?
Am I just a person?
Or is there a reason?
I believe in what I believe in
For a reason
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ANGER POEM
Published
8th Jun 2014 11:57pm
8th Jun 2014 11:57pm
Cold as Ice
This is painful
The hardening of my heart
I can feel it
My soul being ripped apart
I am crying
I am wishing I was dead
But getting hurt again
That's the one thing I dread
So I'll put on this mask
Not showing how much it hurts
To walk on broken glass
I'll wear my poker face
To protect me not only from the past
But from everything and everyone
To let the world know that I'm done
Done being treated like garbage
With being taken advantage of
Sure, it's immature
But I will not be seen as...
The hardening of my heart
I can feel it
My soul being ripped apart
I am crying
I am wishing I was dead
But getting hurt again
That's the one thing I dread
So I'll put on this mask
Not showing how much it hurts
To walk on broken glass
I'll wear my poker face
To protect me not only from the past
But from everything and everyone
To let the world know that I'm done
Done being treated like garbage
With being taken advantage of
Sure, it's immature
But I will not be seen as...
798 reads
1 Comment
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