Submissions by lilbrokenbaby
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
4th May 2010 9:51pm
4th May 2010 9:51pm
Taxlor :)
She's funny and nice (at times)
She is strong willed but a little shy
When she walks, its with confidence.
She keeps her head held high and doesn't let anyone put down her friends.
She sticks by my side through thick and thin, and she will be there for me if i need her.
She is beautiful and funny, lovable and cute.
She love boys with brown hair and blue eyes, but will take into consideration boys who are loyal, funny, nice, cute and respectful. (all of those, not just one)
She has high standards and doesn't take anyone's crap.
She will hit me if I'm being...
She is strong willed but a little shy
When she walks, its with confidence.
She keeps her head held high and doesn't let anyone put down her friends.
She sticks by my side through thick and thin, and she will be there for me if i need her.
She is beautiful and funny, lovable and cute.
She love boys with brown hair and blue eyes, but will take into consideration boys who are loyal, funny, nice, cute and respectful. (all of those, not just one)
She has high standards and doesn't take anyone's crap.
She will hit me if I'm being...
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd May 2010 9:28pm
3rd May 2010 9:28pm
Imperfection
As we walk hand in hand,
I wonder, "was this your plan?"
Is this what you want?
a depressed little me?
You do notice I'm falling apart, right?
Because I can barely hold your hand without losing my mind.
I can't look you in the eye without seeing my own pain tucked away.
Can you see my pain? or am I too good at hiding it?
Because, honey, something is wrong. Something is too different for my little shattered heart to handle.
I have seen a lot. And quick changes, well, they change me.
And this, this was a very, very, quick change. Too quick. ...
I wonder, "was this your plan?"
Is this what you want?
a depressed little me?
You do notice I'm falling apart, right?
Because I can barely hold your hand without losing my mind.
I can't look you in the eye without seeing my own pain tucked away.
Can you see my pain? or am I too good at hiding it?
Because, honey, something is wrong. Something is too different for my little shattered heart to handle.
I have seen a lot. And quick changes, well, they change me.
And this, this was a very, very, quick change. Too quick. ...
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Apr 2010 9:54pm
30th Apr 2010 9:54pm
Damned
It's hard to find myself
While I'm falling through nothingness
Will this ever stop?
The darkness surrounds my mind as I try to fight through this
It pushes me back. It torments me.
I'm slowly going blind.
Blind to the pain I cause others.
Blind to the pain I cause you.
(Are you tired of me?)
I know I hurt you.
I don't try.
Or maybe I do.
Maybe in the back of my mind I have a premature judgement about your love.
Maybe I just want to get you before you get me.
I know you wont try to hurt me.
But I'm scared that the hurt will...
While I'm falling through nothingness
Will this ever stop?
The darkness surrounds my mind as I try to fight through this
It pushes me back. It torments me.
I'm slowly going blind.
Blind to the pain I cause others.
Blind to the pain I cause you.
(Are you tired of me?)
I know I hurt you.
I don't try.
Or maybe I do.
Maybe in the back of my mind I have a premature judgement about your love.
Maybe I just want to get you before you get me.
I know you wont try to hurt me.
But I'm scared that the hurt will...
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STORY POEM
Published
28th Apr 2010 3:07am
28th Apr 2010 3:07am
Safety
She's laying in the damp sand
The water, blue and sparkly, is rushing up almost touching her little painted toe nails.
She is afraid of the water.
She hears about big sea monsters and poison things that could hurt her.
She is afraid that she wont be able to stay above the water.
She does not trust herself, her body, her soul.
She has always wanted out. Maybe this is how.
Maybe if she could just sneak out of her "fathers" sight. Maybe she could just slip into the water.
Even though it scared her.
She could suck it up. She knows how to take pain....
The water, blue and sparkly, is rushing up almost touching her little painted toe nails.
She is afraid of the water.
She hears about big sea monsters and poison things that could hurt her.
She is afraid that she wont be able to stay above the water.
She does not trust herself, her body, her soul.
She has always wanted out. Maybe this is how.
Maybe if she could just sneak out of her "fathers" sight. Maybe she could just slip into the water.
Even though it scared her.
She could suck it up. She knows how to take pain....
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th Apr 2010 2:52am
28th Apr 2010 2:52am
Love me
Why cant you just love me for me?
Why do you have to try to change me?
or make excuses for what i am?
Why cant you just love me?
Why cant you just
Love.
Me.
Why do you have to try to change me?
or make excuses for what i am?
Why cant you just love me?
Why cant you just
Love.
Me.
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Apr 2010 6:18pm
26th Apr 2010 6:18pm
A Monster?
I'm falling apart
I can't focus
My mind is slipping
Through the dark never-ending abyss
I can't see
My mind can't register this
Why is this happening?
Am I meant to be this monster?
Am I meant to live forever off of the lives of others?
No?
Well then tell me what I'm supposed to be.
Tell me because i would like to know.
Apparently you know everything I'm supposed to be.
You know my whole life story right?
So tell me.
Go ahead.
I thought so.
You don't know for sure.
You never will.
If I tell you...
I can't focus
My mind is slipping
Through the dark never-ending abyss
I can't see
My mind can't register this
Why is this happening?
Am I meant to be this monster?
Am I meant to live forever off of the lives of others?
No?
Well then tell me what I'm supposed to be.
Tell me because i would like to know.
Apparently you know everything I'm supposed to be.
You know my whole life story right?
So tell me.
Go ahead.
I thought so.
You don't know for sure.
You never will.
If I tell you...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Apr 2010 5:04am
22nd Apr 2010 5:04am
Stress
I need to slow down
To take a rest
Just for a while
I can't breath
There is too much going on right now
I need to just stop and figure out what's going on
I need to sleep
Or take a hot shower
I need a vacation
I need to get rid of this
But nothing i do will take this away
I try to be nice and she hates me
I try to explain myself and you yell at me
I try to trust someone and they throw it in my face
I just need a break from all this stress
To take a rest
Just for a while
I can't breath
There is too much going on right now
I need to just stop and figure out what's going on
I need to sleep
Or take a hot shower
I need a vacation
I need to get rid of this
But nothing i do will take this away
I try to be nice and she hates me
I try to explain myself and you yell at me
I try to trust someone and they throw it in my face
I just need a break from all this stress
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Apr 2010 9:55pm
21st Apr 2010 9:55pm
Under Loved
Why did u let that happen?
I told you.
You did nothing.
You just sat and waited.
You expected me to be ok.
That stuff sticks!
It sticks to the part of me that i wish i could just rip out!
I need that gone.
I wish I could just forget it.
I need to.
He invaded me.
He used his power over me to hurt me.
I was so small,
so weak.
How did you expect me to take care of this myself?
How did you expect me to fix that on my own?
I can't trust you.
How can I after that?
I needed you.
You didn't care. ...
I told you.
You did nothing.
You just sat and waited.
You expected me to be ok.
That stuff sticks!
It sticks to the part of me that i wish i could just rip out!
I need that gone.
I wish I could just forget it.
I need to.
He invaded me.
He used his power over me to hurt me.
I was so small,
so weak.
How did you expect me to take care of this myself?
How did you expect me to fix that on my own?
I can't trust you.
How can I after that?
I needed you.
You didn't care. ...
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ANGER POEM
Published
21st Apr 2010 4:21am
21st Apr 2010 4:21am
Stabbed
How could you betray me like that?!
I mean you go low but thats really low...
Even for you!
How could you tell me deepest secret like its nothing
This could kill me!
And you just throw it around like its just a joke
Well its not if you needed to be reminded!
I hate you!
You just stay away from me! ok?
Don't ever talk to me again!
Maybe it was my mistake for thinking i can trust you.
Maybe i just need to be more careful in picking my friends.
Maybe this is all my fault.
Oh man how i wish i could just slice you into pieces.
You not only...
I mean you go low but thats really low...
Even for you!
How could you tell me deepest secret like its nothing
This could kill me!
And you just throw it around like its just a joke
Well its not if you needed to be reminded!
I hate you!
You just stay away from me! ok?
Don't ever talk to me again!
Maybe it was my mistake for thinking i can trust you.
Maybe i just need to be more careful in picking my friends.
Maybe this is all my fault.
Oh man how i wish i could just slice you into pieces.
You not only...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Apr 2010 1:31am
21st Apr 2010 1:31am
Up in the Clouds
The clouds don't look like much these day's,
Just big clumps of fluff
Not animals or flowers like how they used to be.
I must have changed.
Will I see them again?
Ever?
I sort of miss them, but they wouldn't know.
They never loved me enough to stay.
The clouds.
Oh how I wish i could see them again.
Maybe its for the better.
Maybe I was never meant to see them.
Maybe I was never meant to touch them.
I was probably meant just to stay down here.
Right here.
Just big clumps of fluff
Not animals or flowers like how they used to be.
I must have changed.
Will I see them again?
Ever?
I sort of miss them, but they wouldn't know.
They never loved me enough to stay.
The clouds.
Oh how I wish i could see them again.
Maybe its for the better.
Maybe I was never meant to see them.
Maybe I was never meant to touch them.
I was probably meant just to stay down here.
Right here.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Apr 2010 4:51am
20th Apr 2010 4:51am
Calories
"NO! I will not eat!"
I cant eat. If I eat, I will gain weight. I can't gain weight. I can't. If I do I will look ugly.
Well more ugly that I already do. "I can't! Please don't make me! Please!" I scream this as he pushes the food to my lips. I press my lips together hard so he cant open them. He tries and fails. So he tempts me with his scent. He breaths close to my lips and i start to lose consciousness. My lips parts and he feeds me. I cry and he holds me. My stomach doesn't register the food. My body wont let me keep it. It comes back up as fast as it went...
I cant eat. If I eat, I will gain weight. I can't gain weight. I can't. If I do I will look ugly.
Well more ugly that I already do. "I can't! Please don't make me! Please!" I scream this as he pushes the food to my lips. I press my lips together hard so he cant open them. He tries and fails. So he tempts me with his scent. He breaths close to my lips and i start to lose consciousness. My lips parts and he feeds me. I cry and he holds me. My stomach doesn't register the food. My body wont let me keep it. It comes back up as fast as it went...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Apr 2010 9:28pm
19th Apr 2010 9:28pm
The Eternal Punishment
Im scared.
My life is on the line.
He doesn't seem to mind though.
He just pushes farther and farther away.
He thinks I will just forget about it eventually and he can just slip out of the way.
"NO!" I scream, I grab at him and pull him close. He doesn't embrace me he just stands.
"I won't let you leave me now. Not when i just got close to you"
He pulls me away and lets go. For the last time. He walks away and I slip into the deep dark fiery abyss.
I won't ever be back.
This is my eternal punishment for loving him to much.
My...
My life is on the line.
He doesn't seem to mind though.
He just pushes farther and farther away.
He thinks I will just forget about it eventually and he can just slip out of the way.
"NO!" I scream, I grab at him and pull him close. He doesn't embrace me he just stands.
"I won't let you leave me now. Not when i just got close to you"
He pulls me away and lets go. For the last time. He walks away and I slip into the deep dark fiery abyss.
I won't ever be back.
This is my eternal punishment for loving him to much.
My...
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