Submissions by gray_child (gray_the_great)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Accepting my demons and I will be whole.
LOVE POEM
Published
18th May 2016 5:10am
18th May 2016 5:10am
Repetitive
I am not mad nor sad
that you left me.
I am mad and yet sadden
on how you left me.
I was able to build myself
to start a new.
Then, you came into my life
as if you were just a lone
wanderer.
You were able to call me home,
but like all homes you wanted
to move somewhere better.
I gave you the fire that is
my love.
Only for you to put it out,
and leaving it empty without
a single notice.
Like the rest of them....
Leaving me with nothing
to start over.
that you left me.
I am mad and yet sadden
on how you left me.
I was able to build myself
to start a new.
Then, you came into my life
as if you were just a lone
wanderer.
You were able to call me home,
but like all homes you wanted
to move somewhere better.
I gave you the fire that is
my love.
Only for you to put it out,
and leaving it empty without
a single notice.
Like the rest of them....
Leaving me with nothing
to start over.
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DARK POEM
Published
22nd Oct 2015 1:05am
22nd Oct 2015 1:05am
The Trilogist
Day by day you are somebody else
You see and hear everything
It annoys you yes but
you still wallow in it
It's unavoidable
because it is
all around
You.
Day by day you are somebody else
You fix the broken because
that is who you are and
you live the way how
happines is all
around but
You.
Night by night you are the same
crying to sleep because its
the closest to death
The only thing you
have with you are
the demons
And the
broken
soul.
You see and hear everything
It annoys you yes but
you still wallow in it
It's unavoidable
because it is
all around
You.
Day by day you are somebody else
You fix the broken because
that is who you are and
you live the way how
happines is all
around but
You.
Night by night you are the same
crying to sleep because its
the closest to death
The only thing you
have with you are
the demons
And the
broken
soul.
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2015 8:27am
2nd Sep 2015 8:27am
FoF
12:20 am and everybody asleep
but me and you.
You're always with me in the night
We fight all the time.
But you're the only one at my side.
From elementary to high school and now
I didn't know what to think of you.
You are my weakness but
I find comfort in you.
Although I cannot kill you,
I will live with you.
Whether you be a friend or foe
You'll still be in my head.
And well still battle it out
but me and you.
You're always with me in the night
We fight all the time.
But you're the only one at my side.
From elementary to high school and now
I didn't know what to think of you.
You are my weakness but
I find comfort in you.
Although I cannot kill you,
I will live with you.
Whether you be a friend or foe
You'll still be in my head.
And well still battle it out
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
3rd Jul 2015 8:52am
3rd Jul 2015 8:52am
Day 1
You're not here...
I miss the day where we laugh
I miss the night where talked our heart out
I miss the evening just knowing you're next to me
I miss the fact that we were lost but found each other
I miss you..
I miss the day where we laugh
I miss the night where talked our heart out
I miss the evening just knowing you're next to me
I miss the fact that we were lost but found each other
I miss you..
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Mar 2015 11:16pm
21st Mar 2015 11:16pm
I wander to to sleep.
Ye I grow weary
Each day and each night
My presence is eerie
Pushing those away
I can only bring misery
I know what I want
This isn't what I want
I grow a drowning thoughts
The ones in which cannot
Be forgotten for the night
I can not tell the difference between
My demon or ghost
In a way there are the same
They keep me down
I am in need of sleep
Not just a 8 hour rest but
A rest to rid me of my problems
I want my final slumber.
Each day and each night
My presence is eerie
Pushing those away
I can only bring misery
I know what I want
This isn't what I want
I grow a drowning thoughts
The ones in which cannot
Be forgotten for the night
I can not tell the difference between
My demon or ghost
In a way there are the same
They keep me down
I am in need of sleep
Not just a 8 hour rest but
A rest to rid me of my problems
I want my final slumber.
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DARK POEM
Published
15th Mar 2015 3:23am
15th Mar 2015 3:23am
WhoWhy
I can no longer
see, hear, or feel.
I am in complete solitude,
just another person who drowns
in their own thoughts.
I can remember the happiness,
but those are memories.
Memories of joy that burn me and hurt me.
Now I write my name in blood,
to remember at least who I am.
see, hear, or feel.
I am in complete solitude,
just another person who drowns
in their own thoughts.
I can remember the happiness,
but those are memories.
Memories of joy that burn me and hurt me.
Now I write my name in blood,
to remember at least who I am.
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Mar 2015 6:23am
12th Mar 2015 6:23am
My Devil or Lesson
You were always there
That little grin ,smirk ,and the eyes
made me feel safe
every hour, minute , days.
Now you're my regret
the pain, scars , and long stares
When you spoke to me I would
contradict , question myself but
I still wanted you.
The thing is,
I don't know what you are.
Handsome,smart,but deadly.
The lips you used to heal me
are the same as the ones that killed me.
You didn't even try and took everything
my heart, my mind,my innocence.
That little grin ,smirk ,and the eyes
made me feel safe
every hour, minute , days.
Now you're my regret
the pain, scars , and long stares
When you spoke to me I would
contradict , question myself but
I still wanted you.
The thing is,
I don't know what you are.
Handsome,smart,but deadly.
The lips you used to heal me
are the same as the ones that killed me.
You didn't even try and took everything
my heart, my mind,my innocence.
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Mar 2015 00:27am
11th Mar 2015 00:27am
My true self
They see my scars
Asking "why"
I process the times everything
The pipe
The blade
The bottle
The pills
The meaningless nights
I say why not
All I ever knew was to get hurt
Nothing matter
My health
My body
Not even my mind
They asked "are you broken"
I say broken is something that can be fixed
I have been disintegrated
Asking "why"
I process the times everything
The pipe
The blade
The bottle
The pills
The meaningless nights
I say why not
All I ever knew was to get hurt
Nothing matter
My health
My body
Not even my mind
They asked "are you broken"
I say broken is something that can be fixed
I have been disintegrated
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Dec 2014 1:46am
24th Dec 2014 1:46am
Mine,his,our problems
I'm not safe from him
He plots to only harm me
And I can't even stop him
Telling me I worthless
Everybody tells me he's not doing anything
Many people call him happy
Yet I call him fake and deadly
So is I just the lies I tell myself
Every time I do talk him
Lies come from him
"Fuck you and enjoy the ride"
"It's my turn"
"This time is mine "
"Here just smile"
"Unless you want the chains back on"
"Really do want to go back to the dr."
Telling him lies also
So we...
He plots to only harm me
And I can't even stop him
Telling me I worthless
Everybody tells me he's not doing anything
Many people call him happy
Yet I call him fake and deadly
So is I just the lies I tell myself
Every time I do talk him
Lies come from him
"Fuck you and enjoy the ride"
"It's my turn"
"This time is mine "
"Here just smile"
"Unless you want the chains back on"
"Really do want to go back to the dr."
Telling him lies also
So we...
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Dec 2014 3:32am
18th Dec 2014 3:32am
I just don't know anymore
I want all you can offer
No I need it
Everything thats good and
Even the bad
Don't tell me no
How can we be one
Every time we deny each other we
Lose a little of ourselves
People like us are puzzles with lost pieces
No I need it
Everything thats good and
Even the bad
Don't tell me no
How can we be one
Every time we deny each other we
Lose a little of ourselves
People like us are puzzles with lost pieces
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DARK POEM
Published
13th Dec 2014 3:19am
13th Dec 2014 3:19am
Can't spell depression without die
Isolated in my own world
All I see is black
Not sure if I'm blind
Or not sure if my world is done
Losing everything but feeling everything
No longer do the scars hurt
I try to put more
But don't feel them
Body damaged and mind damaged
Feeling like a comatose person
Thoughts of the world or mine
Lost because there is no way out
Circles and circles trying to chase my demons out
Having nothing questioning a I'm something
I'd rather be dead than feel dead.
All I see is black
Not sure if I'm blind
Or not sure if my world is done
Losing everything but feeling everything
No longer do the scars hurt
I try to put more
But don't feel them
Body damaged and mind damaged
Feeling like a comatose person
Thoughts of the world or mine
Lost because there is no way out
Circles and circles trying to chase my demons out
Having nothing questioning a I'm something
I'd rather be dead than feel dead.
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