Submissions by gorgeousLa

My habits are frustrating
I keep tryna refuse it
But at the bk of my mind i say to myslf
Its my fix i need to reuse it

Abusing myself not worried about the bruises
My life is a dungeon
There is no gettin clean
Darkness all around
Gettin high is my lifes daily routine

No bathe, i stink my breathe beyound horrible
For six days i havent eatin n im starting to wonder
Im lost...lost without a clue
Clueless to the ppl outside
Numbness to the emotions i hide

No where to run
No where to lay at night
I scream loudly ...

life has twist and curve balls who knows where it will end
growing up as a child you see it flows wit the wind

Rich or poor we all try to strive
Day by day we all try to survive
Grasping for air; we drown as it twist, wonderin where to run
We dive at its despense

Pain, hurt, deceit is all ive known
Happy days areover now; my nightmare has only begun

Life has twist and curve balls
Who knows where it will end
Growin up as child
You see it jus flows with the wind