Submissions by firesister (Samantha Jane)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
ive been built up, ive been broken down, but still i stand waiting for the next blow.
DARK POEM
Published
6th Jun 2012 4:45am
6th Jun 2012 4:45am
Thoughts....
These thoughts come and go
Should I act on them or wait awhile to let go?
My heart is dead my mind confused
Im dead inside but not out
Can I get through all this self doubt?
Holding the gun to my head
My hand shakes on the trigger
The happy memories of us grow bigger
I cant stand another breath
I feel myself torn again
Sadly I wont see home again
I pull the trigger
I hear the shot
Now I'm floating above the spot
My body is there bloody and lifeless
Am I dead? Is this my hell?
To...
Should I act on them or wait awhile to let go?
My heart is dead my mind confused
Im dead inside but not out
Can I get through all this self doubt?
Holding the gun to my head
My hand shakes on the trigger
The happy memories of us grow bigger
I cant stand another breath
I feel myself torn again
Sadly I wont see home again
I pull the trigger
I hear the shot
Now I'm floating above the spot
My body is there bloody and lifeless
Am I dead? Is this my hell?
To...
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Jun 2012 7:58pm
4th Jun 2012 7:58pm
Why
Why cant I say goodbye
Why cant I move on
Ive found someone to take the hurt
Hes amazing. Hes everything your not
Yet you still have a hold on me
Why cant you get out of my life
One minute you hate me
The next you say you never stopped loving me
Cut the BS I dont need you
Leave so I can finally be happy!
You are my past
He is my present
You put me through hell
He brought me back
Go Fuck that bitch you left me for
I dont give a shit anymore
Im already gone so why cant you be
Im happy...
Why cant I move on
Ive found someone to take the hurt
Hes amazing. Hes everything your not
Yet you still have a hold on me
Why cant you get out of my life
One minute you hate me
The next you say you never stopped loving me
Cut the BS I dont need you
Leave so I can finally be happy!
You are my past
He is my present
You put me through hell
He brought me back
Go Fuck that bitch you left me for
I dont give a shit anymore
Im already gone so why cant you be
Im happy...
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LOVE POEM
Published
31st May 2012 4:11am
31st May 2012 4:11am
More Than I Know
You plus your smile equals a happy me
More than I know your always there
Even when I don't know
Your there and you actually care
Ive been left behind and forgotten
Ive been used and abused
Yet your there to help me
More than I know
Holding onto that sliver of hope
I will cope with you being a world away
More than I know
You keep me strong
Keeping me safe is what you do
More than I know
We could be more just so you know
More than I know your always there
Even when I don't know
Your there and you actually care
Ive been left behind and forgotten
Ive been used and abused
Yet your there to help me
More than I know
Holding onto that sliver of hope
I will cope with you being a world away
More than I know
You keep me strong
Keeping me safe is what you do
More than I know
We could be more just so you know
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
23rd May 2012 11:24pm
23rd May 2012 11:24pm
your gone
You were here now your not
Its been a year who'd a thought
Missing you they have no clue
Seeing your name on that rock freezes me in my spot
No one can take your place
I wouldn't let them anyway
My light in the dark
My shining star
I'll love you forever
My dear aunt Marie
Its been a year who'd a thought
Missing you they have no clue
Seeing your name on that rock freezes me in my spot
No one can take your place
I wouldn't let them anyway
My light in the dark
My shining star
I'll love you forever
My dear aunt Marie
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th May 2012 1:07am
20th May 2012 1:07am
Trust
Kiss me gently
Hold me softly
Do as you please
But dont be a tease
Only you do I trust
To you I must
There cant be love
With no trust
Love and lust are not the same
One is true and the other a game
I know you and you know me
We are truely free
Holding tight
In the darkness of night
I feel a breeze
And then a harsh wind that knocks me to my knees
You catch me as I fall
So i curl up in your lap like a small doll
Looking into your loving brown eyes
I see the...
Hold me softly
Do as you please
But dont be a tease
Only you do I trust
To you I must
There cant be love
With no trust
Love and lust are not the same
One is true and the other a game
I know you and you know me
We are truely free
Holding tight
In the darkness of night
I feel a breeze
And then a harsh wind that knocks me to my knees
You catch me as I fall
So i curl up in your lap like a small doll
Looking into your loving brown eyes
I see the...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
17th May 2012 3:47am
17th May 2012 3:47am
Dorks!!!
On the phone with you
A county away
My best dude friend
My idiot blonde
Mr. Smiles
Fifth grade besties
Sixth grade crushes
Seventh and eighth grade therapists
Freshman buds and Sophomore dorks
Being friends is so interesting
I cant explain how stupid we can be
Teenagers meant to be wild and free
One thing we never do is not pull through
A county away
My best dude friend
My idiot blonde
Mr. Smiles
Fifth grade besties
Sixth grade crushes
Seventh and eighth grade therapists
Freshman buds and Sophomore dorks
Being friends is so interesting
I cant explain how stupid we can be
Teenagers meant to be wild and free
One thing we never do is not pull through
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th May 2012 1:24am
14th May 2012 1:24am
I'm Here
I try and give you hope
But your heart its just to broke
If I had the chance I'd give you mine
Like I used to do all the time
My dear dont cry
My dear I refuse to let you die
She can burn in hell for her lies
You deserve better
You deserve greater
Love is what your looking for
Love is what I can give
But you need time to heal
To break free from that witch's seal
Be strong my dear
Have no fear cause I'll always be here
But your heart its just to broke
If I had the chance I'd give you mine
Like I used to do all the time
My dear dont cry
My dear I refuse to let you die
She can burn in hell for her lies
You deserve better
You deserve greater
Love is what your looking for
Love is what I can give
But you need time to heal
To break free from that witch's seal
Be strong my dear
Have no fear cause I'll always be here
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LOVE POEM
Published
13th May 2012 1:53am
13th May 2012 1:53am
Your Back
Your back in town you heartbreaker you
Still tearing me apart still ripping me through
Go away leave me be
I dont want to be cut like a poor little tree
You believe you've fallin in love with me
Even after you left me to bleed
Did she throw you out
Did she make you see
That no one could love you as much as me
Too bad now my heart is gone
Give it back and I'll think somemore
But for now my feelings are unsure
Goodbye for now Mr. Brooks
Im sure I'll get over all your loving looks
Still tearing me apart still ripping me through
Go away leave me be
I dont want to be cut like a poor little tree
You believe you've fallin in love with me
Even after you left me to bleed
Did she throw you out
Did she make you see
That no one could love you as much as me
Too bad now my heart is gone
Give it back and I'll think somemore
But for now my feelings are unsure
Goodbye for now Mr. Brooks
Im sure I'll get over all your loving looks
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SELF POEM
Published
4th May 2012 2:04am
4th May 2012 2:04am
Please Accept Me
Your acceptance is all I want
You critique my life
My mistakes
You tell me I never make it
And my dreams wont ever come true
What a dad you are
Tearing my heart
Daddy please accept me
If only you loved me
Your acceptance is all I need
So dont sit there and break me as you please
Daddy I'm sorry
Daddy I'll fix it
Daddy I'll be what you want me to be
Gone...
You critique my life
My mistakes
You tell me I never make it
And my dreams wont ever come true
What a dad you are
Tearing my heart
Daddy please accept me
If only you loved me
Your acceptance is all I need
So dont sit there and break me as you please
Daddy I'm sorry
Daddy I'll fix it
Daddy I'll be what you want me to be
Gone...
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LOVE POEM
Published
29th Apr 2012 1:40am
29th Apr 2012 1:40am
Just A Crush
I barley know you
But even still I wanna show you
Just a crush they say
He'll definitely say nay
My heart it seems is beating
To fast for me to tell
Is this just a little crush
Or is it something more
You live so far away
An ocean in between
A complete world apart
Im opening up my heart
So dont break it apart
Maybe just for now
This is Just A Crush
But even still I wanna show you
Just a crush they say
He'll definitely say nay
My heart it seems is beating
To fast for me to tell
Is this just a little crush
Or is it something more
You live so far away
An ocean in between
A complete world apart
Im opening up my heart
So dont break it apart
Maybe just for now
This is Just A Crush
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2012 9:28pm
23rd Apr 2012 9:28pm
f**k this World
Fuck this world
Fuck this life
Pain is all I get isn't that right?
You watch me slowly bleed out
Smiling as your greed is found out
I lay in wait for death to take
The life from me
My heart is broke
And I'm getting choked
Please save me
Please dont go
I know you hate me even so
I do love you its the honest truth
Do you love me?
Thats questionable too
Hold me close as I die now
Its your fault I'm breaking down
I was your little bird
I was your little world
Now I'm gone for good you see
So now you have no right to...
Fuck this life
Pain is all I get isn't that right?
You watch me slowly bleed out
Smiling as your greed is found out
I lay in wait for death to take
The life from me
My heart is broke
And I'm getting choked
Please save me
Please dont go
I know you hate me even so
I do love you its the honest truth
Do you love me?
Thats questionable too
Hold me close as I die now
Its your fault I'm breaking down
I was your little bird
I was your little world
Now I'm gone for good you see
So now you have no right to...
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2012 6:08am
23rd Apr 2012 6:08am
Broken Memory
If only I hadn't lost that razor blade
My life wouldn't be hell today
Knives work the same
But they dont give the right kind of pain
They cut just as clean
Yet the wounds wouldn't be as deep
I wish I was laying dead on the street
Watching my soul as it reaps
Death is a comfort
Life is a pain
So just kill me Jon it wont be in vein
One move and its over
One move and I wont be strong
Just like in our song
Ill be long gone
Nothing to save me
Noone to care
Life is a mystery
But mine is now history
Laying here I ask the...
My life wouldn't be hell today
Knives work the same
But they dont give the right kind of pain
They cut just as clean
Yet the wounds wouldn't be as deep
I wish I was laying dead on the street
Watching my soul as it reaps
Death is a comfort
Life is a pain
So just kill me Jon it wont be in vein
One move and its over
One move and I wont be strong
Just like in our song
Ill be long gone
Nothing to save me
Noone to care
Life is a mystery
But mine is now history
Laying here I ask the...
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