Submissions by emogirl
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I started wrinting poetry on stormy nights when i was depressed and had ideas just pouring into my head now i write them more often but they are never happy.
SELF POEM
Published
21st Apr 2012 3:41pm
21st Apr 2012 3:41pm
Undergrowth
the undergrowth reaches out and grabs me by the waist
i try to scream byut only a whisper is heard
it squeezes me tighter and tighter as i struggle more and more
finally it has consumed myliving body and taking me underneath
i see things flying before me
mystic and wonder
i softly think to myself
heaven or hell?
when finally i have reached my destination
my question answered
home
i try to scream byut only a whisper is heard
it squeezes me tighter and tighter as i struggle more and more
finally it has consumed myliving body and taking me underneath
i see things flying before me
mystic and wonder
i softly think to myself
heaven or hell?
when finally i have reached my destination
my question answered
home
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Jan 2012 3:09am
5th Jan 2012 3:09am
may not be a poem. but it's what im feeling
pain
hurt
heartache
alone
i can't trust anyone
depressed
all these i feel
from just one guy
one mistake
that will soon lead to more
they can't be undone
they can't be fixed
i can't change anything
i want to start over
maybe I won't hurt so bad
I want to fix the mistakes I made
I want more smiles in my life.
But i'm messed up
there is something wrong with me and I know it
That's why they make me take
those ugly pills
day and night
hopeing they will help
fix what they have created
but what they don't...
hurt
heartache
alone
i can't trust anyone
depressed
all these i feel
from just one guy
one mistake
that will soon lead to more
they can't be undone
they can't be fixed
i can't change anything
i want to start over
maybe I won't hurt so bad
I want to fix the mistakes I made
I want more smiles in my life.
But i'm messed up
there is something wrong with me and I know it
That's why they make me take
those ugly pills
day and night
hopeing they will help
fix what they have created
but what they don't...
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SELF POEM
Published
29th May 2011 7:13pm
29th May 2011 7:13pm
Why i am who I am
I've been beaten
so I have my guard up
I've been crushed
so im careful
I'm judged
so I change
i am who i am
am i really
i bleed red
i cry tears
i've been pushed around
and beaten
yet i dont change from that
i've cut
i've bruised
i've broken
i've lied
i've loved
i am hated
so I have my guard up
I've been crushed
so im careful
I'm judged
so I change
i am who i am
am i really
i bleed red
i cry tears
i've been pushed around
and beaten
yet i dont change from that
i've cut
i've bruised
i've broken
i've lied
i've loved
i am hated
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
29th May 2011 7:10pm
29th May 2011 7:10pm
What i mean
T-tortured
A-abused
Y-yell at
L-laughed at
E-envy
R-rebroken
J-judged
O-organized
R-real
D-dead inside
Y-yelps
N- never again
B-bruied
U-unforgettable
E-envied
L-laughed at
L- longs for freedom
A-abused
Y-yell at
L-laughed at
E-envy
R-rebroken
J-judged
O-organized
R-real
D-dead inside
Y-yelps
N- never again
B-bruied
U-unforgettable
E-envied
L-laughed at
L- longs for freedom
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th May 2011 2:29am
5th May 2011 2:29am
idk random having bad day
i know you know me
because i know you
i watch you
i listen to you
i talk to you
but you still
act like you don't know me
i love you
i think about you
but you hate me
but you loved me
then changed your mind
then you see the blood i shed
you "love" me again
i heal
you leave
i cry
you laugh
crimison red pours
you bounce back?
not this time
i think about you
i still love you
but now
i'm hating you
but you
of all people
dont care
so neither do i
i loved you
i thought...
because i know you
i watch you
i listen to you
i talk to you
but you still
act like you don't know me
i love you
i think about you
but you hate me
but you loved me
then changed your mind
then you see the blood i shed
you "love" me again
i heal
you leave
i cry
you laugh
crimison red pours
you bounce back?
not this time
i think about you
i still love you
but now
i'm hating you
but you
of all people
dont care
so neither do i
i loved you
i thought...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
30th Apr 2011 2:23am
30th Apr 2011 2:23am
who am i
i want to be her
i wish to be that one person
i wish i was nobody
but i already am
i wish i was someone
but i hate most
each drop of blood that falls
falls for a reason
i wish i had happiness
but depression is easier
i wish i had friends
but they cause drama
and that is damned
i wishi knew why that blood falls
but it just keeps falling
i wish alot
but all i wish
is to know who i am
why am i here
where do i go
after this damned life
is finished
what will happen
when the years pass
how will i die...
i wish to be that one person
i wish i was nobody
but i already am
i wish i was someone
but i hate most
each drop of blood that falls
falls for a reason
i wish i had happiness
but depression is easier
i wish i had friends
but they cause drama
and that is damned
i wishi knew why that blood falls
but it just keeps falling
i wish alot
but all i wish
is to know who i am
why am i here
where do i go
after this damned life
is finished
what will happen
when the years pass
how will i die...
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DARK POEM
Published
30th Apr 2011 1:37am
30th Apr 2011 1:37am
just random i dont knot
i have shed my own blood
and watched it fall
i given him my heart
and watched him tear it apart
ive watched days go by
and there's not one when im not missing you
i dream of death
for my nightmare is living
if it were not for my sister
i would be rotting in a grave right now
if it not for my brother
i would be in jail right now
if it not for my father
i would kill everyone right now
they are my light
and keep me whole
if i did not have them
i would hang from a pole
i have lived...
and watched it fall
i given him my heart
and watched him tear it apart
ive watched days go by
and there's not one when im not missing you
i dream of death
for my nightmare is living
if it were not for my sister
i would be rotting in a grave right now
if it not for my brother
i would be in jail right now
if it not for my father
i would kill everyone right now
they are my light
and keep me whole
if i did not have them
i would hang from a pole
i have lived...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Apr 2011 2:59am
26th Apr 2011 2:59am
I now Know
i now know
what i would do for him
if it was mandatory
i would give him
my Heart
i would
Die
for him
i would do anything for
him
just so he can always be with
me
i love him
he is mine
and i am his
i dread the day he goes
when he dies
i will
inside
forever
i never
want him to travel
that way
i need him
more then
air
anything
i love you
im your flesh and blood
good
that way
you'll
always
be with
me
what i would do for him
if it was mandatory
i would give him
my Heart
i would
Die
for him
i would do anything for
him
just so he can always be with
me
i love him
he is mine
and i am his
i dread the day he goes
when he dies
i will
inside
forever
i never
want him to travel
that way
i need him
more then
air
anything
i love you
im your flesh and blood
good
that way
you'll
always
be with
me
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2011 3:55pm
23rd Apr 2011 3:55pm
What i see
laughing
judging
humaliating
stupidity
these are just some
but they always hurt
even if you dont know
they do
people have backrounds
even you do
but still
laughing
judging
humaliting
violating
these hurt
but you dont care
its funny
so you watch
or act
not thinking
just doing
well maybe
just
maybe
more thinking
is better
then
more doing
judging
humaliating
stupidity
these are just some
but they always hurt
even if you dont know
they do
people have backrounds
even you do
but still
laughing
judging
humaliting
violating
these hurt
but you dont care
its funny
so you watch
or act
not thinking
just doing
well maybe
just
maybe
more thinking
is better
then
more doing
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STORY POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2011 3:48am
23rd Apr 2011 3:48am
No Title
amansion
big andtall
surrounded by miles of evergreens
lightning flashes every dusk
steel gateguarding the grounds
i go here every night
i spy a young female
sitting in the center of the palace
her wrists flooded with crimsion red
a slice of glass at her side
with her blood stained
her tears are dried
resting on her cheeks
no ear can hearher
no eye can spot her
but still
all people despise her
they judge on
what they see
not what they know
so she sits
alone
slowly
surely ...
big andtall
surrounded by miles of evergreens
lightning flashes every dusk
steel gateguarding the grounds
i go here every night
i spy a young female
sitting in the center of the palace
her wrists flooded with crimsion red
a slice of glass at her side
with her blood stained
her tears are dried
resting on her cheeks
no ear can hearher
no eye can spot her
but still
all people despise her
they judge on
what they see
not what they know
so she sits
alone
slowly
surely ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Apr 2011 2:45pm
22nd Apr 2011 2:45pm
You Promised
"i love you"
"i'll never leave you"
"me and you 4ever baby"
you lied
you left me
you came back
"i never stopped loving you"
how do i know it's true
you promised me
you'd stay
but i still doubt
i still
love you
but do you
really
love me?
"i'll never leave you"
"me and you 4ever baby"
you lied
you left me
you came back
"i never stopped loving you"
how do i know it's true
you promised me
you'd stay
but i still doubt
i still
love you
but do you
really
love me?
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd Apr 2011 2:41pm
22nd Apr 2011 2:41pm
I still remeber
I still remeber
your fists
your screaming
i remeber
my screams you ingored
my cries for help
i remeber
my hair in my hands
the bruises on my body
the way you screamed
i remeber
while you try not it
i do
im still scared
your still here
it could happen again
but you say you
"learned" and that your
"smarter" now
but i know different
because
i still remeber
your fists
your screaming
i remeber
my screams you ingored
my cries for help
i remeber
my hair in my hands
the bruises on my body
the way you screamed
i remeber
while you try not it
i do
im still scared
your still here
it could happen again
but you say you
"learned" and that your
"smarter" now
but i know different
because
i still remeber
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