Submissions by emoboi24 (Nik-Forever)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Poetry is my love.
LOVE POEM
Published
20th Dec 2017 12:34pm
20th Dec 2017 12:34pm
Old poem re written - Bleeding for my sympathy
I’m a fool although I was never really a fool for you.
Yeah sure, you lead me on.
I lead you on, I hurt you so bad.
Yeah you hurt me deep.
You sliced away at my heart so easily,
Do you do this often?
I want to know a secret.
How do you sleep at night knowing you’ve broken someone?
And they can’t eat
And they can’t sleep.
How do you smile knowing, you used me.
While I’m sitting here asking myself,
Where is the girl I adored?
The girl who promised me I was nothing but perfect.
Where’s the girl who swore she only loved me. ...
Yeah sure, you lead me on.
I lead you on, I hurt you so bad.
Yeah you hurt me deep.
You sliced away at my heart so easily,
Do you do this often?
I want to know a secret.
How do you sleep at night knowing you’ve broken someone?
And they can’t eat
And they can’t sleep.
How do you smile knowing, you used me.
While I’m sitting here asking myself,
Where is the girl I adored?
The girl who promised me I was nothing but perfect.
Where’s the girl who swore she only loved me. ...
#PopCulture
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ANGER POEM
Published
9th Dec 2017 4:07pm
9th Dec 2017 4:07pm
I don’t like how you can lie like that
How the fuck are you gonna say that kinda shit huh?
Acting like his always been the one for you,
How many “the ones” you fucking got huh?
Guess he doesn’t know about the texts you’ve sent, talking about how you miss my touch.
Guess he doesn’t know huh
Cause it was just the other day when I was the one, right?
Texting me asking if we stand a chance again.
So you’ve got someone else in your life,
And you’ve got someone inside you tonight?
Mmm that’s cool,
I honestly don’t care about all that.
But how the fuck you gonna act...
Acting like his always been the one for you,
How many “the ones” you fucking got huh?
Guess he doesn’t know about the texts you’ve sent, talking about how you miss my touch.
Guess he doesn’t know huh
Cause it was just the other day when I was the one, right?
Texting me asking if we stand a chance again.
So you’ve got someone else in your life,
And you’ve got someone inside you tonight?
Mmm that’s cool,
I honestly don’t care about all that.
But how the fuck you gonna act...
#sadness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Dec 2017 10:51am
5th Dec 2017 10:51am
Thank you for hurting me.
It all makes sense now
And it’s all past tense now
I’m thankful you broke my heart
And I’m thankful for him playing a part.
Through pain I finally seen,
That you were just never for me.
I’m seeing things now that I brushed off before,
I’m sitting here listening to the nasty in your words.
See you wanted him?
Have him.
He wanted you,
Go for it, he can fucking have you.
Cause I don’t want you.
You’re a liar,
I didn’t deserve that,
And I don’t deserve this.
I’m not bitter cause I’m happy,
While you’re...
And it’s all past tense now
I’m thankful you broke my heart
And I’m thankful for him playing a part.
Through pain I finally seen,
That you were just never for me.
I’m seeing things now that I brushed off before,
I’m sitting here listening to the nasty in your words.
See you wanted him?
Have him.
He wanted you,
Go for it, he can fucking have you.
Cause I don’t want you.
You’re a liar,
I didn’t deserve that,
And I don’t deserve this.
I’m not bitter cause I’m happy,
While you’re...
#anger
#lies
#betrayal
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Nov 2017 4:21am
18th Nov 2017 4:21am
Untitled - continued on from scribbles
Write your words down on little pieces of paper,
Roll them up and place them inside these pills.
Wash my mouth out with vodka,
So I can’t feel you force them down my throat.
As they swim around in the liquor burning inside of my gut,
One by one they open up.
The paper unfolds and the words begin to leak.
And it reads...
Here’s a list of the things left unsaid,
Words that could never possibly mend...
The broken pieces of your heart.
The heart I selfishly ripped apart.
You’ve told me that actions will always, speak louder......
Roll them up and place them inside these pills.
Wash my mouth out with vodka,
So I can’t feel you force them down my throat.
As they swim around in the liquor burning inside of my gut,
One by one they open up.
The paper unfolds and the words begin to leak.
And it reads...
Here’s a list of the things left unsaid,
Words that could never possibly mend...
The broken pieces of your heart.
The heart I selfishly ripped apart.
You’ve told me that actions will always, speak louder......
#PopCulture
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Nov 2017 11:54am
12th Nov 2017 11:54am
Random scribbles
Through this door you will see the depths of me, you wish you could erase. As you walk down these broken wooden stairs, splinters piercing the sides of your bare feet. The darkness is almost all you can see but you keep walking slowly.
The deeper you get, the louder the sounds.
The Screams.
The Sobbing.
You’re getting closer to my pain.
You’re getting closer to my demons.
Listen to them sing you to sleep with their screams!
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Write your words down on little pieces of paper,
Roll them up and place them inside...
The deeper you get, the louder the sounds.
The Screams.
The Sobbing.
You’re getting closer to my pain.
You’re getting closer to my demons.
Listen to them sing you to sleep with their screams!
/
\
Write your words down on little pieces of paper,
Roll them up and place them inside...
#love
#LifeAsAWriter
#passion
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Nov 2017 11:48am
12th Nov 2017 11:48am
This is where I leave the love I had for you. Dead, broken and useless.
Shot after shot,
I lose myself in these thoughts.
Analysing the words that won’t disappear
Cause they’re blowing up my screen.
Wondering if I’m to blame like you tell me
Or if there’s more to this situation than you’re showing me.
I think there are things you’re hiding...
And I ignore the signs that lie in the colours of your eyes.
I just want one more day...
Before this all gets torn apart,
Before you forcefully rip my reasons for being from my smile.
And I sit here like a child begging not to be beaten.
Begging for...
I lose myself in these thoughts.
Analysing the words that won’t disappear
Cause they’re blowing up my screen.
Wondering if I’m to blame like you tell me
Or if there’s more to this situation than you’re showing me.
I think there are things you’re hiding...
And I ignore the signs that lie in the colours of your eyes.
I just want one more day...
Before this all gets torn apart,
Before you forcefully rip my reasons for being from my smile.
And I sit here like a child begging not to be beaten.
Begging for...
#LifeAsAWriter
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Sep 2017 12:44pm
27th Sep 2017 12:44pm
Hell - continued
Do you know what hell is like?
Hell is sleeping on my back and feeling your finger tip trace my chest tat.
Hell is dreaming of wrapping my arms around you.
And waking up alone.
Hell is a little something like hearing the softest whisper "baby" at 3am and rolling over to nothing but silence.
Hell is swearing you fell asleep with your hand in mine and wondering if I’ve gone crazy.
I'm constantly wondering what you're doing and if you're thinking of me...
Cause you're gone.
And I can't get you out of my head.
To the guy that took...
Hell is sleeping on my back and feeling your finger tip trace my chest tat.
Hell is dreaming of wrapping my arms around you.
And waking up alone.
Hell is a little something like hearing the softest whisper "baby" at 3am and rolling over to nothing but silence.
Hell is swearing you fell asleep with your hand in mine and wondering if I’ve gone crazy.
I'm constantly wondering what you're doing and if you're thinking of me...
Cause you're gone.
And I can't get you out of my head.
To the guy that took...
#emotions
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Aug 2017 7:32am
1st Aug 2017 7:32am
Hell.
Do you know what hell is like?
Hell is sleeping on my back feeling your finger tip trace my chest tat.
Hell is dreaming of wrapping my arms around you.
And waking up alone.
Hell is a little something like hearing the softest whisper.... "baby" at 3am and rolling over to nothing but silence.
Hell is swearing you fell asleep with your hand in mine and wondering if you've gone crazy.
I'm constantly wondering what you're doing and if you're thinking of me...
I can't get you out of my head.
I'll miss everything. From your smile...
Hell is sleeping on my back feeling your finger tip trace my chest tat.
Hell is dreaming of wrapping my arms around you.
And waking up alone.
Hell is a little something like hearing the softest whisper.... "baby" at 3am and rolling over to nothing but silence.
Hell is swearing you fell asleep with your hand in mine and wondering if you've gone crazy.
I'm constantly wondering what you're doing and if you're thinking of me...
I can't get you out of my head.
I'll miss everything. From your smile...
#love
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
24th Dec 2016 1:07pm
24th Dec 2016 1:07pm
Untitled #2
I have no idea where my mind has gone,
Why do I feel so light in the chest like I'm about to fuck so many things up.
Or hurt people.
Cause I'm not perfect, I'm so far from it.
I'm so stuck, my world has been flipped upside down in the past couple of weeks.
How is that possible?
And I'm questioning everything.
I feel so fucking depressed right now.
I just want to hide away from everything.
Why do I feel so light in the chest like I'm about to fuck so many things up.
Or hurt people.
Cause I'm not perfect, I'm so far from it.
I'm so stuck, my world has been flipped upside down in the past couple of weeks.
How is that possible?
And I'm questioning everything.
I feel so fucking depressed right now.
I just want to hide away from everything.
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Nov 2016 7:23am
27th Nov 2016 7:23am
Untitled
Please keep me in your heart and on your mind,
I promise you'll always be on mine.
And I know eventually we'll find,
Someone else who means so very much in time.
But when you're sitting on your balcony drinking red wine,
I know you'll be reminiscing of when you used to be mine...
- Nikolas
I promise you'll always be on mine.
And I know eventually we'll find,
Someone else who means so very much in time.
But when you're sitting on your balcony drinking red wine,
I know you'll be reminiscing of when you used to be mine...
- Nikolas
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th Jul 2016 6:32am
14th Jul 2016 6:32am
What are we doing?
Like, what are we doing?
We said forever so many times we forgot to actually believe in it.
We turned into something so wicked and cruel.
I left you without giving you a reason at all.
When you were the only one trying to keep our brutal love above water.
My mistake was wanting it to drown.
Cause my gut told me, we wouldn't last.
My gut told me you'd one day realise i wasn't everything you need.
You'd get up and walk out that door,
Leave me with my heart buried in the floor.
So I cut the strings and set you free....
We said forever so many times we forgot to actually believe in it.
We turned into something so wicked and cruel.
I left you without giving you a reason at all.
When you were the only one trying to keep our brutal love above water.
My mistake was wanting it to drown.
Cause my gut told me, we wouldn't last.
My gut told me you'd one day realise i wasn't everything you need.
You'd get up and walk out that door,
Leave me with my heart buried in the floor.
So I cut the strings and set you free....
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Mar 2016 6:13am
19th Mar 2016 6:13am
How did I get these scars?
The knife in my brain still hasn’t been ripped out since last night.
Minimum sleep and waking up constantly to imagines implanted into the inside of my eye lids, of you and him.
Words cant really describe how much I hate you,
But ill give it a shot.
One - You swore it never happened, after the countless times I called you out.
Two – I’m still trying to figure out how this even happened.
Three – you were supposed to love me! As much as I still loved you.
Four- I was just your chew toy. A warm heart and love when
you wanted it but most of...
Minimum sleep and waking up constantly to imagines implanted into the inside of my eye lids, of you and him.
Words cant really describe how much I hate you,
But ill give it a shot.
One - You swore it never happened, after the countless times I called you out.
Two – I’m still trying to figure out how this even happened.
Three – you were supposed to love me! As much as I still loved you.
Four- I was just your chew toy. A warm heart and love when
you wanted it but most of...
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