Submissions by dianajr (dinamystery)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Dark, erotic, anger, self poems that explain my thoughts and fantasies. I write about vampires and sometimes other things that i come up with
Morning Thoughts
Itseemslikeyesterdayitwasalladream
Therewasstillahopeforayouandme
ButnowIrealizeitwasyesterdayandtodayisadifferentday.
Let'spretendthatweneverarguedoverlittlethings
Let'spretendyouknewhowIfelt
Pretendyouwokeupeverydaythinkingofme.
Wouldn'tthatbeatrip?
Lookatmeandtellmeyoudon'twanttheretobeanusanymore,
Breakmyheartintoabillionlittlepiecesandwalkaway.
Tellmeyouneverevenoncegottothepointoflovingme.
NomorepretendingjustsaythewordsandI'llbegone.
Ijusthopeyoucanlovemelike....Idoinsecret.
Therewasstillahopeforayouandme
ButnowIrealizeitwasyesterdayandtodayisadifferentday.
Let'spretendthatweneverarguedoverlittlethings
Let'spretendyouknewhowIfelt
Pretendyouwokeupeverydaythinkingofme.
Wouldn'tthatbeatrip?
Lookatmeandtellmeyoudon'twanttheretobeanusanymore,
Breakmyheartintoabillionlittlepiecesandwalkaway.
Tellmeyouneverevenoncegottothepointoflovingme.
NomorepretendingjustsaythewordsandI'llbegone.
Ijusthopeyoucanlovemelike....Idoinsecret.
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scars
Can change your name your hair your clothes
change your physical appearance and the way everyone sees you
but the memory reamins
the abuse is still there in your subconcious and no matter how much you smile on the outside it is still there
the pain the hurt the scars never vanish on the inside
the heart never fully heals there will always be cracks
The trust will never be the same
the love will never be full
Will forever be lost in thoughts of what could have changed
can never say the name out loud without a hint of sadness.
A messege from him can...
change your physical appearance and the way everyone sees you
but the memory reamins
the abuse is still there in your subconcious and no matter how much you smile on the outside it is still there
the pain the hurt the scars never vanish on the inside
the heart never fully heals there will always be cracks
The trust will never be the same
the love will never be full
Will forever be lost in thoughts of what could have changed
can never say the name out loud without a hint of sadness.
A messege from him can...
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two sides
The type of girl you dont wanna miss
will be there for you when you need her
when your sick
worry and try to make you feel better
cry with you when you need compassion
lay with you when you feel lonely
drive wherever you are just to kiss you
be there through whatever weather
love you and give you her everything
Be your worst enemy.
Follow you
everything you attempt to accomplish will demolish
can engender all of whom you ever loved to switch on you
break your spirit
make sure you never find love
make you wish...
will be there for you when you need her
when your sick
worry and try to make you feel better
cry with you when you need compassion
lay with you when you feel lonely
drive wherever you are just to kiss you
be there through whatever weather
love you and give you her everything
Be your worst enemy.
Follow you
everything you attempt to accomplish will demolish
can engender all of whom you ever loved to switch on you
break your spirit
make sure you never find love
make you wish...
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Done
Your memory lives on
I won't go off to find you
I'll erase your name.
I won't go off to find you
I'll erase your name.
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Lifeless
Insanity, is all I know know that it is over I sit on a chair rock myself back and forth in your old pajamas you left behind.
Crying, since you stopped saying the three words that now mean the world to me
emptiness, swallows me little by little, now that I don't have you.
Love, seems meaningless with everyone no matter how much I try.
Sex, is empty without it being with you
Eating, seems entirely pointless
Sleep, is meaningless when I fall asleep I awaken with my makeup is all over my cheeks and pillow.
everything I do is not the...
Crying, since you stopped saying the three words that now mean the world to me
emptiness, swallows me little by little, now that I don't have you.
Love, seems meaningless with everyone no matter how much I try.
Sex, is empty without it being with you
Eating, seems entirely pointless
Sleep, is meaningless when I fall asleep I awaken with my makeup is all over my cheeks and pillow.
everything I do is not the...
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Patriot Act after 911
911 changed views in our society,
there are people, that do not like U.S.
People who do not approve of my lifestyles and rights.
Terrorist?
is scary and I fringe at the thought
boarding an airplane is now difficult to have a small thought what if there is one right now? I would be the unfortuante soul to die on their hand.
911 has made the US racial profile anyone with the discription as an Arab and violate the Bill of rights.
The US patriot act ratified after 911 destroys everything we believe in! The bill of rights Freedom of press,...
there are people, that do not like U.S.
People who do not approve of my lifestyles and rights.
Terrorist?
is scary and I fringe at the thought
boarding an airplane is now difficult to have a small thought what if there is one right now? I would be the unfortuante soul to die on their hand.
911 has made the US racial profile anyone with the discription as an Arab and violate the Bill of rights.
The US patriot act ratified after 911 destroys everything we believe in! The bill of rights Freedom of press,...
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When?
When there is no more meaning to the word you call your life
when does it mean it is worthless?
when do you know it is the right time to let go?
it is when the love you still want does not care anymore
it is when no one seems to call or even send you a "Hello"
when your family has called you a whore and shunned you
when your not even trusted to stay alone in your home for more than an hour
when your appearance is all that people see in you and your personality does not matter anymore
If my "perfect" body disappeared if I just...
when does it mean it is worthless?
when do you know it is the right time to let go?
it is when the love you still want does not care anymore
it is when no one seems to call or even send you a "Hello"
when your family has called you a whore and shunned you
when your not even trusted to stay alone in your home for more than an hour
when your appearance is all that people see in you and your personality does not matter anymore
If my "perfect" body disappeared if I just...
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Until my last breath
Caving in the walls come closer
Oxygen has receded to a speck
hopeless life seems now that soon it ends
Gasping panting for one last breath
memories playing through my eyes
hands cupping the eyes
feeling the walls closer and closer, close my eyes, shed a couple more tears for the love I wanted but could not gain back.
*squish*
Oxygen has receded to a speck
hopeless life seems now that soon it ends
Gasping panting for one last breath
memories playing through my eyes
hands cupping the eyes
feeling the walls closer and closer, close my eyes, shed a couple more tears for the love I wanted but could not gain back.
*squish*
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story: some people aren't so kind
Plunged the screwdriver in my thigh and left in for a while til i caught my breath
twisted it around just to hear me scream, pleading for mercy stil doesnt satisfy
plunge it deeper til my cries fill the room.
A smile appears on his face of satisfaction as i feel I'm about to faint seeing fuzzy of the light headedness and the tears that wont let me see that sinister face anymore.
A kiss on my lips as you slowly extract the torture out of my thigh, a sigh of grief and desperation escapes my mouth. I fall to side and wait silently afraid to make any sound....
twisted it around just to hear me scream, pleading for mercy stil doesnt satisfy
plunge it deeper til my cries fill the room.
A smile appears on his face of satisfaction as i feel I'm about to faint seeing fuzzy of the light headedness and the tears that wont let me see that sinister face anymore.
A kiss on my lips as you slowly extract the torture out of my thigh, a sigh of grief and desperation escapes my mouth. I fall to side and wait silently afraid to make any sound....
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not a poem- just venting.
Trust me, I know who I am. Knowing who I am doesn't mean I know why I am this way.
I hurt people I love. I fall in love with words. I can trust a heroin addict. I'm dead in mind I just walk and laugh like i was made to be.
I'm not strong. I cry. I breath air because I was put here to do so. I let people use me as long as they tell me its real. I am not an independent women.
I am a paranoid person. I am always scared. I think to much on things and mess with my head that way. I let my past still become my present.
Im naive, childish and insecure. I take...
I hurt people I love. I fall in love with words. I can trust a heroin addict. I'm dead in mind I just walk and laugh like i was made to be.
I'm not strong. I cry. I breath air because I was put here to do so. I let people use me as long as they tell me its real. I am not an independent women.
I am a paranoid person. I am always scared. I think to much on things and mess with my head that way. I let my past still become my present.
Im naive, childish and insecure. I take...
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crazed thoughts
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crumpled leaf
A perfect green leaf among all the others in this big tree
Smooth slim and strong
days and months go by and the leaf begins to age
The once green happy skin you had
begins to fade,it becomes darker then brown
not only faced with this you shrivel and crumple
your once perfect home let's you go
down
you
fall
onto the cold grass with all the others who faded like you
the old man rakes you up and
Poof!
your gone!
Smooth slim and strong
days and months go by and the leaf begins to age
The once green happy skin you had
begins to fade,it becomes darker then brown
not only faced with this you shrivel and crumple
your once perfect home let's you go
down
you
fall
onto the cold grass with all the others who faded like you
the old man rakes you up and
Poof!
your gone!
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