Submissions by diablia363 (Alisha Ranstrom)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
diablia363 aka alisha I've been to nowhere and everywhere at same time ,I've felt so lost and silent. Until someone gave me deep underground on which to purge my thoughts spewing them from the depths of my mind..laying them out for others like me to find.
DRUGS POEM
Published
3rd Jan 2012 12:13pm
3rd Jan 2012 12:13pm
Mylove
Never wanted anything that wasnt ment for me
All these trivial things sadness
I want nothing except all of you
I want you to melt down and i want to bathe myself in you
I want us to be one no other should i
Have as my passion
I may obsess but i must posess you
Believe me when i say you wont hate it
In fact youll love me for it
You will be my prized possesion
All of my thoughts will bring excitement to your life
Youll want me to be with you allways
And i will until i suffocate
Even kill you will still beg for me
So do you know me yet?...
All these trivial things sadness
I want nothing except all of you
I want you to melt down and i want to bathe myself in you
I want us to be one no other should i
Have as my passion
I may obsess but i must posess you
Believe me when i say you wont hate it
In fact youll love me for it
You will be my prized possesion
All of my thoughts will bring excitement to your life
Youll want me to be with you allways
And i will until i suffocate
Even kill you will still beg for me
So do you know me yet?...
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Jan 2012 12:19pm
1st Jan 2012 12:19pm
If I seem distant or preoccupied
To him I say I love yoi
To me he replies you know me not enough to love me
I know your heart you could not create such thoughts
Without the ability to have known these words from me would certainly come
With your mind wrapped around mine,
I find joy in monotony,light in the darkness,
Your thoughtful remarks,your amazing intuition when you text how are you, you ok ,occasionally to my dismay
Tears come in a public display
I know that I may seem preoccupied,
But ive come to realization that im too old to wait
If something feels so right, then why deny...
To me he replies you know me not enough to love me
I know your heart you could not create such thoughts
Without the ability to have known these words from me would certainly come
With your mind wrapped around mine,
I find joy in monotony,light in the darkness,
Your thoughtful remarks,your amazing intuition when you text how are you, you ok ,occasionally to my dismay
Tears come in a public display
I know that I may seem preoccupied,
But ive come to realization that im too old to wait
If something feels so right, then why deny...
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Jan 2012 4:52am
1st Jan 2012 4:52am
dieing inside
sitting in the dark ,'
living all alone,
dieing a little more everyday.
i need nothing,
except that which needs me
ive destroyed the faith they had in me
i deserve nuthing
they owe me nothingif they only knew how each day that passes im jusanother small peice of me dies
im scared ofwhat my future holds
Retribution for my
past
This is for the failure to be secure
Life has lead me here
Someday I hope I could forgive
But for now I know that amnesty from all ive done is a fools dream
Believeing in their love is my only hope
I am...
living all alone,
dieing a little more everyday.
i need nothing,
except that which needs me
ive destroyed the faith they had in me
i deserve nuthing
they owe me nothingif they only knew how each day that passes im jusanother small peice of me dies
im scared ofwhat my future holds
Retribution for my
past
This is for the failure to be secure
Life has lead me here
Someday I hope I could forgive
But for now I know that amnesty from all ive done is a fools dream
Believeing in their love is my only hope
I am...
683 reads
2 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
20th Dec 2011 7:48am
20th Dec 2011 7:48am
just when do i wake up
one becomes the same as the other,no face just masked ,theyerin my eyes theyrein my soul,i battle daily letting them take control,just rip her fuckin face off stupid smiling bitch,,kick his teeth in
just smile as you rip theyre hearts free of thier chest
,give no heed to thier cries
did they care as you criedto them
dont lend false hope tfriendships take care,
with your still bleeing beating heart wthn my hand,fuck your dieing skull dont cry anymore just fall
just smile as you rip theyre hearts free of thier chest
,give no heed to thier cries
did they care as you criedto them
dont lend false hope tfriendships take care,
with your still bleeing beating heart wthn my hand,fuck your dieing skull dont cry anymore just fall
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Dec 2011 7:26am
20th Dec 2011 7:26am
sick f**k
touch my face ,in it is beauty,but rearing its demonic head is the beast beneath,a crown of iron nails around my head ,preasure points to keep out the screaming dead,
i wish to tear the skin from my flesh just to stop the crawling
i hate i loathe
myself
i wish to tear the skin from my flesh just to stop the crawling
i hate i loathe
myself
626 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
16th Dec 2011 11:02pm
16th Dec 2011 11:02pm
ode to you
if you make me laugh when im mad
then how will i kill
i went walking again today
today for two reasons
but then you call
and i cant do what i must do
i dont know where you came from
but im so glad you did
this shitty little lymeric
is ode to you
you bring a smile to my lips
even just seeing your text
im waiting to bump your stalkers
sorry ladies im next
and inclusive ill be forever
the two of us like free birds
you make me so happy
it makes me sick
so you know how to please me
a smile a word a phrase
and in...
then how will i kill
i went walking again today
today for two reasons
but then you call
and i cant do what i must do
i dont know where you came from
but im so glad you did
this shitty little lymeric
is ode to you
you bring a smile to my lips
even just seeing your text
im waiting to bump your stalkers
sorry ladies im next
and inclusive ill be forever
the two of us like free birds
you make me so happy
it makes me sick
so you know how to please me
a smile a word a phrase
and in...
630 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Dec 2011 1:07am
15th Dec 2011 1:07am
i hate goodbyes
to find then lose one person
whom the mere text or sound of his voice
brings joy and pain ill try not to cry
ive waited for such a time since the beginning
i expect that everything great will come to an end
i beleive in you my beautiful ghost
ive waited for such a magnificent you
my silver lining to a dark cloud my life
without your constant eastcoast twang ill die a thousand deaths
my poetry back to darkness my heart back to brokeness
ill live a thousand dreams of just what might have been
this is what i get for being in love with love again...
whom the mere text or sound of his voice
brings joy and pain ill try not to cry
ive waited for such a time since the beginning
i expect that everything great will come to an end
i beleive in you my beautiful ghost
ive waited for such a magnificent you
my silver lining to a dark cloud my life
without your constant eastcoast twang ill die a thousand deaths
my poetry back to darkness my heart back to brokeness
ill live a thousand dreams of just what might have been
this is what i get for being in love with love again...
961 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
14th Dec 2011 6:07am
14th Dec 2011 6:07am
outside loves abstract
without a love to be broken over
my heart cant seem to beat
i engage thee with rage
im taken with your lyrical suggestion
im seen in ones reflection im standing alongside you
in thoughtful contemplation
i am in love already my heart swells
i well up with happiness full and abstract
your eyes of grey upon me
mine of green forest green you say
we speak of everything and nothing at all
ill meet you face to face as soon as our lives allow
there wont be one thing that can stop me
making love is your fortay well see i think ill show you how...
my heart cant seem to beat
i engage thee with rage
im taken with your lyrical suggestion
im seen in ones reflection im standing alongside you
in thoughtful contemplation
i am in love already my heart swells
i well up with happiness full and abstract
your eyes of grey upon me
mine of green forest green you say
we speak of everything and nothing at all
ill meet you face to face as soon as our lives allow
there wont be one thing that can stop me
making love is your fortay well see i think ill show you how...
676 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Dec 2011 6:07am
13th Dec 2011 6:07am
to be where you are
i wish i could be where you are
so that we could meet in a secret
place so i could hold your face
kissing you from forehead to chin and back again
memorizing every inch of beauty
lingering on your lips using my tounge
to gain entry to your mouth
we moan and enjoy the taste of eachother
i would lie beside you my head on your chest
listening to your heart beating
and the sounds of you breathing
it would be amazing to feel
you beside me all night and day
just to have you near me the games we would play
laughing touching one another...
so that we could meet in a secret
place so i could hold your face
kissing you from forehead to chin and back again
memorizing every inch of beauty
lingering on your lips using my tounge
to gain entry to your mouth
we moan and enjoy the taste of eachother
i would lie beside you my head on your chest
listening to your heart beating
and the sounds of you breathing
it would be amazing to feel
you beside me all night and day
just to have you near me the games we would play
laughing touching one another...
920 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Dec 2011 6:17pm
9th Dec 2011 6:17pm
would you just say yes
here i sit to compose
a lyrical ideal poem or prose
i try so hard to make it through
without taking my life or someone elses
all these fools who think they know me
mutherfucker you dont kno
w shit about me
cant ven contemplate what im up against
every day be feminine
right so i give the message that
im weak demure delicate
all of thee above right before i cum
im knowing theres just too many liars all
with faces of angels until you lay down
and let them see your weakness
how long will this time be until in
the morning they are...
a lyrical ideal poem or prose
i try so hard to make it through
without taking my life or someone elses
all these fools who think they know me
mutherfucker you dont kno
w shit about me
cant ven contemplate what im up against
every day be feminine
right so i give the message that
im weak demure delicate
all of thee above right before i cum
im knowing theres just too many liars all
with faces of angels until you lay down
and let them see your weakness
how long will this time be until in
the morning they are...
907 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Dec 2011 7:55am
6th Dec 2011 7:55am
look what my new t shirt says
blocked in an unusual way ,
a sexy guy put a sawed off
to my face slash head
iasked him if he thought i was afraid
i said im not your every day okey doke mutherfucker
and he said you think implayin bitch
to which i replied do you think iam
i dont got shit he said come out your pockets
i was like why dont you check them when im dead
i laughed and told him check it out youve already second guessed yourself so just put it down, he then said turn out your pockets and i stood unzipped my coat then shook out my tits
then turned out my pockets and he...
a sexy guy put a sawed off
to my face slash head
iasked him if he thought i was afraid
i said im not your every day okey doke mutherfucker
and he said you think implayin bitch
to which i replied do you think iam
i dont got shit he said come out your pockets
i was like why dont you check them when im dead
i laughed and told him check it out youve already second guessed yourself so just put it down, he then said turn out your pockets and i stood unzipped my coat then shook out my tits
then turned out my pockets and he...
772 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
4th Dec 2011 3:47am
4th Dec 2011 3:47am
dusted dreams hourglass
allways cool candid replies
i never cared what my words might inspire
but long last i feel a phantom pen from my past
enveloping me in your darkest attire
my cloak of deep scarlet
your ink burgundy my fem your butch
you spin me around like a carousel of of dragons and lizards
you telling me death becomes me
as i entertain homicide
dare not venture where my lover treads
in trampled flower beds
chewing the poppies stem and seed
harvesting them to get what we need
oh my moonlit sundown man silver lined clouds
it is i mistress of the morn...
i never cared what my words might inspire
but long last i feel a phantom pen from my past
enveloping me in your darkest attire
my cloak of deep scarlet
your ink burgundy my fem your butch
you spin me around like a carousel of of dragons and lizards
you telling me death becomes me
as i entertain homicide
dare not venture where my lover treads
in trampled flower beds
chewing the poppies stem and seed
harvesting them to get what we need
oh my moonlit sundown man silver lined clouds
it is i mistress of the morn...
812 reads
5 Comments
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