Submissions by devil_prodigy

I conceit the fact that
I am a man…
Sit on the center-stage
Give speech in assemblies
Consider myself “grand”…

But
I remember…
I cried a lot
When I was a kid
With my head dug in mom’s lap
When my toy was broken

When frightened
I took my grandmother’s shelter
For that I have broken
My dad’s watch

Even today
I run to my sister
When conditions become intolerable
To seek mental rejuvenation

Every now and then
I live
And will live
With different faces of women
Still
I deny their...

I run down the street
with a painted smile...
you look at me
with hope

I will not let you sit alone
in the dark
face the "beast"

I will keep looking for the door
to find you a way
take you back
to the place you were before
the place where you chased
rainbows, bunnies, puppies
the place where "you" were "you"...

only I can take you there
for I acquainted crime
all the drugs i did
all the filthy lies
for I have been to "hell"

now I can see
through your "mask"
I can see ...

Ask the angels how much they miss their wings...
Ask the sun how much it misses its sunshine...
Ask the sea how much it misses its waves...
It is your love what I miss
It is you whom I miss...

I still remember the first time we met
My whole world stopped...
I have never seen anything so great...
It was the time I knew paradise existed
I do not have to search the universe
It’s only suffices to have known...

The first time I looked at myself in your eyes
Was the first time I felt alive...
I don’t know if it was a dream... or a...

i feel pain...
pain.. hah...
its not something that i want to
but its the onlything i have
the warm blood coming out of my wrist
i feel pain...
is it the wrist or something else...???

i have your photo
the blood is dripping on it
its covering your ugly face
i feel the coldness of your love
now i question do u ever loved me...!!!
i feel the pain
with every cut i cry your name
is it the price what i have to pay...!!!

now i ask why i love you
i still have no answer
but just pain...
now its the only thing i feel...