Submissions by dangerouscurves
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i have been writing poetry since i was in middle school i had known that i didn't write quite like anyone else did
SELF POEM
Published
28th Jun 2012 9:05am
28th Jun 2012 9:05am
So open
See I wear my heart
on my sleeve at times
didn't know how dangerous that was
until i met you
first love is what i thought i found
Yet I had to be crazy
cause you had me ready to fight
two out the three days of the week
sometimes It got crazy
physically i became tired of
constantly being prepared to fight
I felt like I was at stage 7 of paranoia
I wasn't on anything just high of you
nearly came to blows with someone I thought i knew
I was so frustrated with you
Yet all the anger i held for you
i wanted take...
on my sleeve at times
didn't know how dangerous that was
until i met you
first love is what i thought i found
Yet I had to be crazy
cause you had me ready to fight
two out the three days of the week
sometimes It got crazy
physically i became tired of
constantly being prepared to fight
I felt like I was at stage 7 of paranoia
I wasn't on anything just high of you
nearly came to blows with someone I thought i knew
I was so frustrated with you
Yet all the anger i held for you
i wanted take...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
11th Apr 2012 5:30am
11th Apr 2012 5:30am
Looking in the mirror
Trying figure out
who this woman
is when I look
in the mirror
It can't be me
That confident
girl
who hears you
but hasn't pay
attention
to a word you said
I've always let
my haters to motivate me
nothing they say touches me
Now I've allowed them to control my moves
I've let my haters become professor x and read my thoughts
They got me turning into she hulk
ready to demolish it all
turning red the heart beating out of control
I let all these problems built up
until I'm snapping
I allow problems to...
who this woman
is when I look
in the mirror
It can't be me
That confident
girl
who hears you
but hasn't pay
attention
to a word you said
I've always let
my haters to motivate me
nothing they say touches me
Now I've allowed them to control my moves
I've let my haters become professor x and read my thoughts
They got me turning into she hulk
ready to demolish it all
turning red the heart beating out of control
I let all these problems built up
until I'm snapping
I allow problems to...
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Apr 2012 5:03am
11th Apr 2012 5:03am
My obession
Every since she first told you should weigh a bit less.
I have been obsessed to say to the least.
I find myself looking in the magazines over and over again.
Trying to find where I fit in my dreams of modeling went down the drain.
When I lost my grandma it hurt like hell cause she explained it all killed my insecurities.
As i grew older I didn't understand why i found myself as a young going on diets.
To no success being in tears cause im wondering why the weight was going no where.
Crying cause I didn't know why I didn't fit in with any group.
So alot of my...
I have been obsessed to say to the least.
I find myself looking in the magazines over and over again.
Trying to find where I fit in my dreams of modeling went down the drain.
When I lost my grandma it hurt like hell cause she explained it all killed my insecurities.
As i grew older I didn't understand why i found myself as a young going on diets.
To no success being in tears cause im wondering why the weight was going no where.
Crying cause I didn't know why I didn't fit in with any group.
So alot of my...
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Mar 2012 11:59pm
19th Mar 2012 11:59pm
dimming the light
after a while
the magic started
to die down
the sparkle in my eye
went away
I cant say i saw you
felt quite the same
it felt as we were
in a movie
just playing out our roles
the light in my eyes started
to dim
I wasn't as optimistic
as I have been
before when we first started
I found myself changing
regularly telling people
I was happy yet there wasn't anything
to be happy about
I found myself putting on a show for them
While torturing myself
I realize I always put everyones...
the magic started
to die down
the sparkle in my eye
went away
I cant say i saw you
felt quite the same
it felt as we were
in a movie
just playing out our roles
the light in my eyes started
to dim
I wasn't as optimistic
as I have been
before when we first started
I found myself changing
regularly telling people
I was happy yet there wasn't anything
to be happy about
I found myself putting on a show for them
While torturing myself
I realize I always put everyones...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Mar 2012 6:52am
18th Mar 2012 6:52am
reawaken
What died in me
I'm starting to feel
live again
I had put my dreams
on sleep mode my alarm
the whole time they've been in a coma
waiting for the time
they would brought back to life
for along time
they've been afraid
they would in up in a vegetative state
Omg the monster was created
full of ambition also drive
when she couldn't be fed
her hunger pains began
once satisfied i knew i hunger for more
I'm starting to feel
live again
I had put my dreams
on sleep mode my alarm
the whole time they've been in a coma
waiting for the time
they would brought back to life
for along time
they've been afraid
they would in up in a vegetative state
Omg the monster was created
full of ambition also drive
when she couldn't be fed
her hunger pains began
once satisfied i knew i hunger for more
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Mar 2012 6:50am
13th Mar 2012 6:50am
What mistakes
have I made
that i find myself
no where near
Where I thought
I'd be at this age
Did I lose focus
once I started looking
for love
If i hadn't looked
where could i be now
Could I have succeed
In all my dreams
would I care so much
Of what others thought
of me
If I had keep pushing forward
Not just stood still
at a stand still
Where would I be
that i find myself
no where near
Where I thought
I'd be at this age
Did I lose focus
once I started looking
for love
If i hadn't looked
where could i be now
Could I have succeed
In all my dreams
would I care so much
Of what others thought
of me
If I had keep pushing forward
Not just stood still
at a stand still
Where would I be
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Mar 2012 8:34am
3rd Mar 2012 8:34am
learn 2 manage
she claim anger
started to take control
of situations
all of sudden she see red
there were times
she would no longer remember
what she may have done
she wants to know how
she goes there or even
what may take her there
at times it seems like an explosion
almost like volcano eruption
so she checked into a.m.
trying to learn to manage
the people were tempting her
already in a weaken state
she was under pressure
had problems trying to handle
...
started to take control
of situations
all of sudden she see red
there were times
she would no longer remember
what she may have done
she wants to know how
she goes there or even
what may take her there
at times it seems like an explosion
almost like volcano eruption
so she checked into a.m.
trying to learn to manage
the people were tempting her
already in a weaken state
she was under pressure
had problems trying to handle
...
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Mar 2012 8:27am
3rd Mar 2012 8:27am
Was it all a dream this was inspired by true events and a line in juicy r.i.p biggie smalls
I found myself awaken at times
to nightmares
feeling like i never left
for the longest
I've said to myself
this maybe the worst
punishment imaginable
to be so close to you
believing i get to
encourage you when you fall
wipe away each tear you cry
so you know i was always by your side
sometimes i pray i can feel you move again
wake up to you moving around at six am again
i cant lie i wonder what it be like to sooth
you when you wake up at night
my...
to nightmares
feeling like i never left
for the longest
I've said to myself
this maybe the worst
punishment imaginable
to be so close to you
believing i get to
encourage you when you fall
wipe away each tear you cry
so you know i was always by your side
sometimes i pray i can feel you move again
wake up to you moving around at six am again
i cant lie i wonder what it be like to sooth
you when you wake up at night
my...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
29th Feb 2012 7:58am
29th Feb 2012 7:58am
So alone
So i realize that emotionally
we were both wounded by the blows
of losing our son
yet you shut down locked me out
so i couldn't get in or even help
yet you left me alone
to struggle with the pain i faced
allowed me not to feel good enough
cause i felt i had to be corrupted inside
as i cried day in and out
hoping you open up and talk to me
reveal the pain you held inside
yet you didn't and i continuously cried
how dare you say you didn't want to talk about it
say you cared about me
even though i knew you...
we were both wounded by the blows
of losing our son
yet you shut down locked me out
so i couldn't get in or even help
yet you left me alone
to struggle with the pain i faced
allowed me not to feel good enough
cause i felt i had to be corrupted inside
as i cried day in and out
hoping you open up and talk to me
reveal the pain you held inside
yet you didn't and i continuously cried
how dare you say you didn't want to talk about it
say you cared about me
even though i knew you...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Jan 2012 6:03am
17th Jan 2012 6:03am
Corrupted Data
So I sit in the hospital
thinking to myself
at this point
I feel like a memory card
once it has been reset
in the gaming system
I feel as if I'm corrupted
As I give birth to my son
instead of feeling like
I have won I think
of the fact that he
only had a 50/50 chance
to survive I don't know
what to feel my mind is clouded
I find my self pushing for the 50 percentile
Yet I'm wondering if I'll get the chance
to hear you call me mommy
For me to hear how you feel when i call you son
I tried my hardest to make...
thinking to myself
at this point
I feel like a memory card
once it has been reset
in the gaming system
I feel as if I'm corrupted
As I give birth to my son
instead of feeling like
I have won I think
of the fact that he
only had a 50/50 chance
to survive I don't know
what to feel my mind is clouded
I find my self pushing for the 50 percentile
Yet I'm wondering if I'll get the chance
to hear you call me mommy
For me to hear how you feel when i call you son
I tried my hardest to make...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
3rd Jan 2012 8:17am
3rd Jan 2012 8:17am
Bearing the storm
Yesterday I faced reality
I started to wonder to myself
If you ever would cause
I felt your pain from her for so long
When I wanted to love you closed up
We'd spent time together and show me off like a trophy
At first it was amazing the way i felt when you became thankful 4 me
Yet it felt we went from their to a major turning point
I wish to know if today you realize that i wasn't to blame
You went from letting me stand beside you
to not letting me in at all
I understand she hurt you ...
I started to wonder to myself
If you ever would cause
I felt your pain from her for so long
When I wanted to love you closed up
We'd spent time together and show me off like a trophy
At first it was amazing the way i felt when you became thankful 4 me
Yet it felt we went from their to a major turning point
I wish to know if today you realize that i wasn't to blame
You went from letting me stand beside you
to not letting me in at all
I understand she hurt you ...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2012 7:47am
2nd Jan 2012 7:47am
Karmen
I knew this chick name Karmen
We would go everywhere together
to disguise what her real intentions where
I knew when people would call her by her nick name
It was weird they would always say it was a bitch
Her work was the opposite of cupids
Yet she was the reason people would no longer
seem to wish for revenge i became confused why
Until I heard someone say when she solves problems
She says what goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
I didn't realize that my friend
told me to call her Karmen
Cause the cops had been...
We would go everywhere together
to disguise what her real intentions where
I knew when people would call her by her nick name
It was weird they would always say it was a bitch
Her work was the opposite of cupids
Yet she was the reason people would no longer
seem to wish for revenge i became confused why
Until I heard someone say when she solves problems
She says what goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
I didn't realize that my friend
told me to call her Karmen
Cause the cops had been...
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