Submissions by cupiedoll27

Sea of eternal bitterness washes over me
Anger swelling inside
The waves grow stronger
The current pushing me out
The warmth of the hatred feeds me
Turning me into something I am not
Thoughts of destruction
Pain I want to cause
Breaking through to my inner core
Feeling there hurt deep inside
Brings out a smile
I fight off the urge that consumes me
Hitting me like an orgasm
I can't fight it
My blood boiling, my heart racing
I pounce at the chance to devour you
The taste of your blood
The ripping of your skin
I feel you...

Lost in a sea of emotion
Sad and alone
Voices screaming in my head
Shutting me down closing me off
Wanting for touch, loss of reaction
Can you see me?  Right  here waiting for you!
My thoughts unspoken, my feelings meaningless
I watch as you push away, allowing the distance to grow
Smiles that once thrived are no more
Your heart is good your soul so strong
And I appreciate nothing
Fear may conquer, searching for love
And I am sure it is right in front of me
How do I open myself up without breaking myself down
How do I live without...

I sit alonewith my four walls
wanting for nothing
needing it all
sleep without pills just not a choice
i sit wishing it all away
lost in myself
no were to turn
i lose what i love
for lack of emotion
cold i have become due to my fear
losing myself more each day that draws near
afraid to wake up
afraid to say those words you want to hear
i sit alone with my four walls
Shaddows that haunt me
follow close by
never to leave me not even when i die
haunted by what i see knowing its not real
invading my head and coming to clear...