Submissions by calamitygin (Jennifer Michael McCurry)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
The first time someone else touched me with the intent to pleasure, I fell in love. Not with that person, but with the act itself. Fiona Zedde, Bliss
SELF POEM
Published
7th Sep 2015 3:20am
7th Sep 2015 3:20am
My kind of Madness
I pray the hebrew word Selah, meaning
Be still praise God.
Goes unanswered.
Stillness unheard of in my manic mad mind.
Ramblingthoughtrunoneintotheotherramblingthrough my aching head.
Thoughts turn images of picking back up the bottle to numb my demons.
Unruly dancers in my thoughts they are.
I wonder how long i can white knuckle grasp holding onto self....
Oh please God, Selah! Hear me!
Can'tgobackcan'tgobackcan'tgoback!!!
Hell here in my head and heavy soul.
Hell...
Be still praise God.
Goes unanswered.
Stillness unheard of in my manic mad mind.
Ramblingthoughtrunoneintotheotherramblingthrough my aching head.
Thoughts turn images of picking back up the bottle to numb my demons.
Unruly dancers in my thoughts they are.
I wonder how long i can white knuckle grasp holding onto self....
Oh please God, Selah! Hear me!
Can'tgobackcan'tgobackcan'tgoback!!!
Hell here in my head and heavy soul.
Hell...
789 reads
22 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
5th Sep 2015 12:59pm
5th Sep 2015 12:59pm
Frog Monster
I am generally unphased by squishy things.
My job around this testosterone filled place to remove snakes from front porch.
My huge boys become girls.
But....
There has been a frog trapped in my kitchen, that is scaring the shit outta me now.
His chirping has become progressively more and more frantic throughout this night.
Trying to sleep through it, hard. Crazy making.
Become too afraid to walk in to my own kitchen.
...
My job around this testosterone filled place to remove snakes from front porch.
My huge boys become girls.
But....
There has been a frog trapped in my kitchen, that is scaring the shit outta me now.
His chirping has become progressively more and more frantic throughout this night.
Trying to sleep through it, hard. Crazy making.
Become too afraid to walk in to my own kitchen.
...
900 reads
27 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Sep 2015 7:57pm
4th Sep 2015 7:57pm
A, THE, conversation with God
A, THE, conversation with God
Alright God. I give.
My ass is kicked.
I've gotta get this shit licked.
My son, he said he hates me?
Took my last pill.
But I really needed to just fucking chill.
Okay, lying. Again. Took more than a few.
And my last drink.
But you know, a cocktail helps me think.
Fine God, thats bs. My cocktails now are bottles.
But God, hey, im on my damn knees!
Just fucking help me please!
I want, no, i need to get better.
My life no longer has meaning.
I no longer feel like a human being. ...
Alright God. I give.
My ass is kicked.
I've gotta get this shit licked.
My son, he said he hates me?
Took my last pill.
But I really needed to just fucking chill.
Okay, lying. Again. Took more than a few.
And my last drink.
But you know, a cocktail helps me think.
Fine God, thats bs. My cocktails now are bottles.
But God, hey, im on my damn knees!
Just fucking help me please!
I want, no, i need to get better.
My life no longer has meaning.
I no longer feel like a human being. ...
993 reads
22 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Sep 2015 2:45pm
4th Sep 2015 2:45pm
Unafraid Woman....
Lovely Darksighs inpired this portrait of her. I wanted to release this piece again with her portrait. Her beauty of self and beauty of talent screams Unafraid Woman. Love you doll....🌷
To see such beauty ink furious sex on pure Womans page....
Writhing, seething luscious.. . Wants to absorb his rage.....
She wants to own her fuck..it fails..
and still her command!!
Her dark temptress unequaled other Womens' stimulus....
How divine her words placed perfect i am constantly in awe....
Unafraid Woman! My heart is yours..... ...
To see such beauty ink furious sex on pure Womans page....
Writhing, seething luscious.. . Wants to absorb his rage.....
She wants to own her fuck..it fails..
and still her command!!
Her dark temptress unequaled other Womens' stimulus....
How divine her words placed perfect i am constantly in awe....
Unafraid Woman! My heart is yours..... ...
899 reads
32 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Sep 2015 12:42pm
3rd Sep 2015 12:42pm
Jennifer finding Wonderland
I was lost inside "We are all mad around here." Just the worst fucking way to be.
I ran right down that bunny hole to hoard the fuckmeup treats.
Alice, was turning into a trick,
some Johns sweet little thing.
The Mad hatter no longer talking jive, was making perfect sense to me.
And that damned grinning cat,
no twisted insight,
just howled all night in heat.
I cut up the Queen of Hearts roses,
hoping she'd have my head.
The bitch invited me to tea.
I do not know what time the rabbit kept,
I was too...
I ran right down that bunny hole to hoard the fuckmeup treats.
Alice, was turning into a trick,
some Johns sweet little thing.
The Mad hatter no longer talking jive, was making perfect sense to me.
And that damned grinning cat,
no twisted insight,
just howled all night in heat.
I cut up the Queen of Hearts roses,
hoping she'd have my head.
The bitch invited me to tea.
I do not know what time the rabbit kept,
I was too...
849 reads
28 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
1st Sep 2015 12:35pm
1st Sep 2015 12:35pm
Sirs Venus
Sir wanted and would have me complete and his.
He soon did.
After capture Sir began sculpting me.
There is power in becumming mans Art.
It went straight to my head,
and i would have lived and died in his bed.
The sound of his voice his medium,
his low growl exhaled fumes leaving me high.
He easily molded me into to shapes i'd never wanted to bend.
But my God how i did!
His minds eye, it felt wrong not to be in his sight.
I rarely was not.
Our sex made etchings on my body.
Left...
He soon did.
After capture Sir began sculpting me.
There is power in becumming mans Art.
It went straight to my head,
and i would have lived and died in his bed.
The sound of his voice his medium,
his low growl exhaled fumes leaving me high.
He easily molded me into to shapes i'd never wanted to bend.
But my God how i did!
His minds eye, it felt wrong not to be in his sight.
I rarely was not.
Our sex made etchings on my body.
Left...
1082 reads
36 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
31st Aug 2015 3:38am
31st Aug 2015 3:38am
My Erotic Zone
E
N
T
E
m EROTIC
y ZONE
Gon' get purrrfucked
Get down
Get down
To taste learn worship
Thigh s
Betweeeen theese
Thigh s
Nature nurture
Got moves
Got moves
Turn big men boys
Make
Me.......uh
Turn toungue to toy ...
N
T
E
m EROTIC
y ZONE
Gon' get purrrfucked
Get down
Get down
To taste learn worship
Thigh s
Betweeeen theese
Thigh s
Nature nurture
Got moves
Got moves
Turn big men boys
Make
Me.......uh
Turn toungue to toy ...
1026 reads
35 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
28th Aug 2015 6:56am
28th Aug 2015 6:56am
Invite the moon
Sigh.......
I have smoked a million cigarettes
waiting for you moon.
Do please cum make them forget.
Hide me deep within your dark .....
My wanting is rank with regret.
you cannot cum too soon!
To sleep perchance to dream?
I do.
But apologies Sir William,
Aye choose a different rub and it soothe me some with my responding scream.
But then arise the proverbial sun
I wither in its shining effects.
There is no defect that...
I have smoked a million cigarettes
waiting for you moon.
Do please cum make them forget.
Hide me deep within your dark .....
My wanting is rank with regret.
you cannot cum too soon!
To sleep perchance to dream?
I do.
But apologies Sir William,
Aye choose a different rub and it soothe me some with my responding scream.
But then arise the proverbial sun
I wither in its shining effects.
There is no defect that...
1127 reads
28 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
26th Aug 2015 4:57pm
26th Aug 2015 4:57pm
thorns
Thorns
I had not looked upon his unopened letters in months.
Tempt opened one.
Took me back to his bed of thorns we shared.
Fucked on.
Knowing the pain that bed gave, he taught me to love that pain.
And him.
But he left, and i did not chase.
I grieved.
...
I had not looked upon his unopened letters in months.
Tempt opened one.
Took me back to his bed of thorns we shared.
Fucked on.
Knowing the pain that bed gave, he taught me to love that pain.
And him.
But he left, and i did not chase.
I grieved.
...
968 reads
37 Comments
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