Submissions by brokeninside2024 (Gabby.S2378)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
as a poet i like to write from experiences, or how I'm feeling, etc. I like to keep my writing down to earth at times and other times take is far away from reality inside my world.
cliff diving
Cliff diving.
That's what i did for the first time.
It was scary.
The jump doesn't even look that big.
When you're on the cliff the jump is very big.
I hesitated for about ten minutes.
Up there ten minutes felt like an eternity.
You get such an adrenaline rush once you jump.
Its not as bad as it seems.
Once you get in the water you might hit trouble.
The current was so strong.
I thought i was going to be dragged out to sea.
I was trying so hard to swim.
The current was pulling me.
I was making no progress.
Wave after wave hit me....
That's what i did for the first time.
It was scary.
The jump doesn't even look that big.
When you're on the cliff the jump is very big.
I hesitated for about ten minutes.
Up there ten minutes felt like an eternity.
You get such an adrenaline rush once you jump.
Its not as bad as it seems.
Once you get in the water you might hit trouble.
The current was so strong.
I thought i was going to be dragged out to sea.
I was trying so hard to swim.
The current was pulling me.
I was making no progress.
Wave after wave hit me....
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I love you mom
I love you mom.
I love you so much.
I dont know what I'd do without you.
I'm so thankful you're my mom.
Even though I was born on heroin and cocaine you still wanted me
If you never wanted me I'd probably be on the street.
If you never loved me I'd probably be a drug addict, pregnant at 16 and in trouble with the law.
Mom I don't know what I'd do without you.
When I was sick you took care of me.
You were my shoulder to cry on.
You were always there for me through the good and the bad.
Patience is what you had with me when I got mad and started...
I love you so much.
I dont know what I'd do without you.
I'm so thankful you're my mom.
Even though I was born on heroin and cocaine you still wanted me
If you never wanted me I'd probably be on the street.
If you never loved me I'd probably be a drug addict, pregnant at 16 and in trouble with the law.
Mom I don't know what I'd do without you.
When I was sick you took care of me.
You were my shoulder to cry on.
You were always there for me through the good and the bad.
Patience is what you had with me when I got mad and started...
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Hate
Hate is a strong emotion.
I feel like I'm filled with hate.
My heart feels so much hate.
My mind is corrupted by hate.
I don't want to feel all this hate.
I tell myself I hate my sisters,
But that's not true.
I tell myself I hate my mom,
But that's not true either.
I tell myself I hate everybody,
But that's not true.
I love my sisters.
I especially love my mother.
I don't know what I'd do without her.
And I don't hate anybody.
I feel like I'm filled with hate.
My heart feels so much hate.
My mind is corrupted by hate.
I don't want to feel all this hate.
I tell myself I hate my sisters,
But that's not true.
I tell myself I hate my mom,
But that's not true either.
I tell myself I hate everybody,
But that's not true.
I love my sisters.
I especially love my mother.
I don't know what I'd do without her.
And I don't hate anybody.
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The ocean
clear blue
seaweed
pink sand
big waves
that's what makes the ocean beautiful
never ending
crashing waves
sea creatures
that's what makes the ocean beautiful
seaweed
pink sand
big waves
that's what makes the ocean beautiful
never ending
crashing waves
sea creatures
that's what makes the ocean beautiful
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rocking me
you're rocking me constantly.
you're telling me i can't be this.
you say i can't do that.
than you have the audacity to tell me just because I'm white I cant rap or dance.
You're rocking me constantly.
i hate when you do this to me.
I'm not a child but you treat me like one.
you tell me I'll never amount to anything.
All you have to say to me is negative words.
you're rocking me constantly.
your words and slurs may hurt me,
but i wont let that stop me.
you wont bring me down, but you can try.
i'll be successful one day
you'll...
you're telling me i can't be this.
you say i can't do that.
than you have the audacity to tell me just because I'm white I cant rap or dance.
You're rocking me constantly.
i hate when you do this to me.
I'm not a child but you treat me like one.
you tell me I'll never amount to anything.
All you have to say to me is negative words.
you're rocking me constantly.
your words and slurs may hurt me,
but i wont let that stop me.
you wont bring me down, but you can try.
i'll be successful one day
you'll...
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dreams
Dreams will always be alive.
Dreams never die.
Just close your eyes and imagine you made it.
Don't let critics tell you that you can't.
Don't listen to haters.
This is your dream.
If you want it badly enough it will happen.
Your family doesn't like your dream? don't let that stop you.
Your friends say your dream is unrealistic? don't let that stop you.
The world says your dream wont come true because the odds aren't on your side.
Prove the world wrong!
Your dream is like anybody else's dream.
You can be whoever you want.
Prove yourself...
Dreams never die.
Just close your eyes and imagine you made it.
Don't let critics tell you that you can't.
Don't listen to haters.
This is your dream.
If you want it badly enough it will happen.
Your family doesn't like your dream? don't let that stop you.
Your friends say your dream is unrealistic? don't let that stop you.
The world says your dream wont come true because the odds aren't on your side.
Prove the world wrong!
Your dream is like anybody else's dream.
You can be whoever you want.
Prove yourself...
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life of a rebel
Dangerous and complicated,
that's the life of a rebel.
It get's harder each day for me to be a rebel.
Each time i rebel it get's scarier.
Each rebellion is harder than the last.
The life of a rebel is hard to live.
It get's harder to rebel with each day i get better.
Even if i give up the life of the rebel i will hold each memory close to my heart.
I will always be a rebel at heart.
that's the life of a rebel.
It get's harder each day for me to be a rebel.
Each time i rebel it get's scarier.
Each rebellion is harder than the last.
The life of a rebel is hard to live.
It get's harder to rebel with each day i get better.
Even if i give up the life of the rebel i will hold each memory close to my heart.
I will always be a rebel at heart.
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sex addiction
sex addiction is very hard to deal with
don't get me wrong, im not addicted to having sex with boys or girls
i actually dislike sex with others
i love myself
i love my body
i love masturbation
im addicted to myself
that must be a shock for you
it's no surprise to me though
ive been this way for as long as i can remember
it's hard to have a sex addiction especially when you turn to the church for help.
pastors tell me masturbation is a sin
my family tells me its fine
my friends can relate and dont mind
my therapists not worried
i...
don't get me wrong, im not addicted to having sex with boys or girls
i actually dislike sex with others
i love myself
i love my body
i love masturbation
im addicted to myself
that must be a shock for you
it's no surprise to me though
ive been this way for as long as i can remember
it's hard to have a sex addiction especially when you turn to the church for help.
pastors tell me masturbation is a sin
my family tells me its fine
my friends can relate and dont mind
my therapists not worried
i...
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beyond the horizon
A clear blue sky
white fluffy clouds
that's what i see in the west
beyond the horizon
A clear dark blue sky
tinted colored clouds
an orange and red sun rising
that's what i see in the east
beyond the horizon
when i look beyond the horizon im in awe
i always wonder what's on the other side
is there a pot gold?
like beyond the end of the rainbow
is there something greater?
we might never know
the sun though sits there
the moon sits there
beyond the horizon
oh how i wish i could see whats beyond the horizon
white fluffy clouds
that's what i see in the west
beyond the horizon
A clear dark blue sky
tinted colored clouds
an orange and red sun rising
that's what i see in the east
beyond the horizon
when i look beyond the horizon im in awe
i always wonder what's on the other side
is there a pot gold?
like beyond the end of the rainbow
is there something greater?
we might never know
the sun though sits there
the moon sits there
beyond the horizon
oh how i wish i could see whats beyond the horizon
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The suicide Room
When I was overwhelmed you invited me into the game.
I found out i wasn't allowed in your world.
People told me you didn't exist,
But here you are at last.
I asked for a chance to fight for myself,
and gain a place in your world.
I won the fight and earned my place in your world known as the suicide room.
When i was depressed you were there to help me through it.
When i was being bullied you taught me how to scare them
You consumed me.
You were my addiction.
When my parents were to busy to recognize me, i was happy that you recognized me.
You...
I found out i wasn't allowed in your world.
People told me you didn't exist,
But here you are at last.
I asked for a chance to fight for myself,
and gain a place in your world.
I won the fight and earned my place in your world known as the suicide room.
When i was depressed you were there to help me through it.
When i was being bullied you taught me how to scare them
You consumed me.
You were my addiction.
When my parents were to busy to recognize me, i was happy that you recognized me.
You...
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rap #2
I'm sitting here.
I know i got an ear,
but nothing seems to be clear.
Don't get me wrong i ain't got no fear.
The military don't even know they gave me extraordinary gear.
I go to the peer,
and people call me queer,
but they don't know i have a m-16 coming up the rear.
When you put me behind a wheel of a car you better watch out cause I'm crazy when i steer.
Please don't cry i don't want to see your tears.
You'll be okay when we get to the end of the year.
I know i got an ear,
but nothing seems to be clear.
Don't get me wrong i ain't got no fear.
The military don't even know they gave me extraordinary gear.
I go to the peer,
and people call me queer,
but they don't know i have a m-16 coming up the rear.
When you put me behind a wheel of a car you better watch out cause I'm crazy when i steer.
Please don't cry i don't want to see your tears.
You'll be okay when we get to the end of the year.
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free
I'm free to love
I'm free to live
I'm free to do whatever I want
You no longer have a grasp on me because I'm free
I feel free
Feeling free is what I've always wanted
I recommend the feeling of being free
I'm free from darkness
I'm free from lights
Where i come from there is no light or darkness
I'm free from everything
There's nothing in my way
Nobody's stopping me
I'm free
I'm free to live
I'm free to do whatever I want
You no longer have a grasp on me because I'm free
I feel free
Feeling free is what I've always wanted
I recommend the feeling of being free
I'm free from darkness
I'm free from lights
Where i come from there is no light or darkness
I'm free from everything
There's nothing in my way
Nobody's stopping me
I'm free
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