Submissions by baybayBoo009 (Teesha)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
It's okay to cry.
For alot of people,
Everyday is a struggle.
A struggle to even get out of bed.
Struggle to smile,
Struggle to make friends
Also struggle to make peace within yourself
And face your demons
For years.
I was afraid of myself,
Afraid of the world outside,
Outside my four walls.
Those walls kept me safe,
I didn't have to face the world.
Until the day i gave in.
Enough was enough.
I was in misery,
I was losing the friends i had,
Losing patients with myself.
I forced myself to step outside.
Walk the street,
And...
Everyday is a struggle.
A struggle to even get out of bed.
Struggle to smile,
Struggle to make friends
Also struggle to make peace within yourself
And face your demons
For years.
I was afraid of myself,
Afraid of the world outside,
Outside my four walls.
Those walls kept me safe,
I didn't have to face the world.
Until the day i gave in.
Enough was enough.
I was in misery,
I was losing the friends i had,
Losing patients with myself.
I forced myself to step outside.
Walk the street,
And...
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Things Happen For A Reason.
You can't predict the future.
You wont be able to tell,
If the path you've chosen to walk,
Will lead you in the right direction.
In saying that,
Things happen for a reason,
Whether it's good or bad.
You just have to accept,
That people walk in and out of your life,
Those who choose to stay,
Are those who are worth keeping.
Those who leave,
we're never strong enough to handle you at your worst.
If people judge you because of your past,
Then they aren't worth your time.
So don't fight for something,
That you know deep...
You wont be able to tell,
If the path you've chosen to walk,
Will lead you in the right direction.
In saying that,
Things happen for a reason,
Whether it's good or bad.
You just have to accept,
That people walk in and out of your life,
Those who choose to stay,
Are those who are worth keeping.
Those who leave,
we're never strong enough to handle you at your worst.
If people judge you because of your past,
Then they aren't worth your time.
So don't fight for something,
That you know deep...
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Cutting away the pain
Some days I just want to give up,
Slit my wrists,
And bleed out.
Write my notes,
Say my good-byes,
End it peacefully.
As I hold the razor blade,
Close to my wrists,
I close my eyes,
Start to cry.
Holding so tightly,
Ready to go.
For weeks,
I've been crying out for help.
No one listens,
No one cares until it's to late.
I'm sick of living,
Living in a world full of hate,
Such a cruel world.
Now, it's to late.
I've start to cut,
Over & over,
Slicing myself up.
Deeper and deeper,...
Slit my wrists,
And bleed out.
Write my notes,
Say my good-byes,
End it peacefully.
As I hold the razor blade,
Close to my wrists,
I close my eyes,
Start to cry.
Holding so tightly,
Ready to go.
For weeks,
I've been crying out for help.
No one listens,
No one cares until it's to late.
I'm sick of living,
Living in a world full of hate,
Such a cruel world.
Now, it's to late.
I've start to cut,
Over & over,
Slicing myself up.
Deeper and deeper,...
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Survived
"They say that she needed help,
They pushed and pushed.
They didn't understand.
The environment shes was living in,
Was slowly killing her.
Now shes out,
They finally see,
She knows how to be happy.
Smile and forget the toucher,
She had to face alone,
For no one stood by her.
In a world full of people,
She was all alone."
They pushed and pushed.
They didn't understand.
The environment shes was living in,
Was slowly killing her.
Now shes out,
They finally see,
She knows how to be happy.
Smile and forget the toucher,
She had to face alone,
For no one stood by her.
In a world full of people,
She was all alone."
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In The Eyes Of God.
He summins me to the underworld,
The devil.
I'm burning,
Screaming for help.
For i have sinned;
I'm not welcome up to the heavens.
The reason these demons have a come to me,
Is the same reason i died happy.
For in the eyes of god,
And christans,
I have sinned.
BULLSHIT.
As they say, "Being gay is a sin!"
I have one statement upon those who believe in the "bible."
"If god didn't want gays/lesbians on this earth he would have taken us at birth, instead god let us walk this earth as his children."
...
The devil.
I'm burning,
Screaming for help.
For i have sinned;
I'm not welcome up to the heavens.
The reason these demons have a come to me,
Is the same reason i died happy.
For in the eyes of god,
And christans,
I have sinned.
BULLSHIT.
As they say, "Being gay is a sin!"
I have one statement upon those who believe in the "bible."
"If god didn't want gays/lesbians on this earth he would have taken us at birth, instead god let us walk this earth as his children."
...
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I've Proven them Wrong.
A new battle in life,
Another obsticle to over come.
Being diagnosed with a mental illness.
It wasn't easy to handle.
At first i was scared.
But now i understand and can explain,
Why i am, the way i am.
Still know worries in life.
Living it to the full,
With my girl by my side.
The only person who understands,
Who's never walked out,
When everyone else did.
Living with this,
Won't bring me down,
It wont over come me,
And take over.
Ill stand my ground.
Ill fight till the end,
And...
Another obsticle to over come.
Being diagnosed with a mental illness.
It wasn't easy to handle.
At first i was scared.
But now i understand and can explain,
Why i am, the way i am.
Still know worries in life.
Living it to the full,
With my girl by my side.
The only person who understands,
Who's never walked out,
When everyone else did.
Living with this,
Won't bring me down,
It wont over come me,
And take over.
Ill stand my ground.
Ill fight till the end,
And...
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Leave.
All her life she stood by you,
All her life she did nothing but obey.
You walked out of her life when she was just a little girl,
You came back expecting to be the same.
Guess what that little girl,
YOUR DAUGHTER
She's eighteen now,
She's acheived more then you could, ever.
After all these years,
You come back into her life,
All these years gone,
Yet all the conversations are blank.
She lets you live in her home,
Asks for Two simple rules,
NO DRUGS NO TROUBLE.
It was just to much to ask from you.
After...
All her life she did nothing but obey.
You walked out of her life when she was just a little girl,
You came back expecting to be the same.
Guess what that little girl,
YOUR DAUGHTER
She's eighteen now,
She's acheived more then you could, ever.
After all these years,
You come back into her life,
All these years gone,
Yet all the conversations are blank.
She lets you live in her home,
Asks for Two simple rules,
NO DRUGS NO TROUBLE.
It was just to much to ask from you.
After...
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No hope.
I live in a world with know hope.
I wake for the future,
I become distante with the past.
I chose to forgive,
And i chose to forget.
I forget what it's like to be remembered,
In a world so cruel.
I create a passage,
For whome of those,
That wish to be my future.
I tune out the heart break of my life,
And channel into her.
The only importance to my life,
The reason i walk this,
Unforsaken land.
The way you smile,
Helps me remember.
What love truely is.
My life was written in pencile, ...
I wake for the future,
I become distante with the past.
I chose to forgive,
And i chose to forget.
I forget what it's like to be remembered,
In a world so cruel.
I create a passage,
For whome of those,
That wish to be my future.
I tune out the heart break of my life,
And channel into her.
The only importance to my life,
The reason i walk this,
Unforsaken land.
The way you smile,
Helps me remember.
What love truely is.
My life was written in pencile, ...
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Your imperfections make you perfect.
I love your smile,
I love your giggle,
I wonder is this for real.
We have our downs,
But more ups.
We laugh,
We cuddle,
We dance,
We kiss,
We smile.
We fight,
We cry,
We shake,
We hide.
At the end of the day,
You're all that matters to me.
Your arms are rapped around me,
Mine rapped around yours.
Your heart beats against my ear,
Your heart says alot.
You dont need to say,
You love me.
Your heart says it all baby.
I'm never walking out the door, ...
I love your giggle,
I wonder is this for real.
We have our downs,
But more ups.
We laugh,
We cuddle,
We dance,
We kiss,
We smile.
We fight,
We cry,
We shake,
We hide.
At the end of the day,
You're all that matters to me.
Your arms are rapped around me,
Mine rapped around yours.
Your heart beats against my ear,
Your heart says alot.
You dont need to say,
You love me.
Your heart says it all baby.
I'm never walking out the door, ...
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Could this be.
The way her hair flies with the gentle blow of the wind.
The way her sweet lips taste against mine.
Her heart beats, its so steady,
Her hearts been broken before,
I feel it,
I'm her angel from above.
Here to heal here shattered heart.
I breath for her,
My blood flows for her.
The words i speak aren't ment to harm the one i love.
They're ment to compliment and cherish her.
The way she moves,
The way she stairs
Shes the one.
My heart skips a beat,
It's racing a mile a minute.
Whats happeneing
She gives me butterflies,...
The way her sweet lips taste against mine.
Her heart beats, its so steady,
Her hearts been broken before,
I feel it,
I'm her angel from above.
Here to heal here shattered heart.
I breath for her,
My blood flows for her.
The words i speak aren't ment to harm the one i love.
They're ment to compliment and cherish her.
The way she moves,
The way she stairs
Shes the one.
My heart skips a beat,
It's racing a mile a minute.
Whats happeneing
She gives me butterflies,...
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Don't let my nightmare become reality.
Have you not yet takin into consideration of what i have been through to get away from that shit, and i just lead myself straight back where i started. Have you wondered what i feel every time you inhale it, it may be natural but to me it's deadly. I hate it.
No matter what i do or say to you, i cant stop you.
This will always be my nightmare, In which no one will ever see from my eyes..
Never going to leave, will always fight me & haunt me in my sleep.
No matter what i do or say to you, i cant stop you.
This will always be my nightmare, In which no one will ever see from my eyes..
Never going to leave, will always fight me & haunt me in my sleep.
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Beating heart.
Theres this girl,
She makes my head spin,
My heart race,
I'm falling hard,
I'm falling for her.
She could be the one,
This feeling i get,
It's like nothing I've felt before.
Her cute little giggle,
Her amazing smile,
Just drives me insain.
She will soon be mine,
My face light up with a smile just to think she will soon be my baby girl.
My heart skips when she talks to me,
The amazing things she says to me,
She says she not perfect,
But to me i couldn't ask for anyone more perfect then her.
Yes, I admittI'm whipped,...
She makes my head spin,
My heart race,
I'm falling hard,
I'm falling for her.
She could be the one,
This feeling i get,
It's like nothing I've felt before.
Her cute little giggle,
Her amazing smile,
Just drives me insain.
She will soon be mine,
My face light up with a smile just to think she will soon be my baby girl.
My heart skips when she talks to me,
The amazing things she says to me,
She says she not perfect,
But to me i couldn't ask for anyone more perfect then her.
Yes, I admittI'm whipped,...
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