Submissions by amseats1988
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
My feelings
I look in the mirror and don't recognize the face staring back at me.
My soul is full of sadness there's a void in my heart that's dark and empty.
surrounded by pain I feel it everyday. Wondering when will it ever end. How can I get back to reality.
Back to the way, the way I use to be.
Days turn into weeks, weeks turn into months.
Where I'm slowly getting worse. Filled with so much pain.
Because I don't want to be this way.
Wondering when will it end.
how can I begin again.
Surrounded by pain I feel it everyday. Wondering when will it ever...
My soul is full of sadness there's a void in my heart that's dark and empty.
surrounded by pain I feel it everyday. Wondering when will it ever end. How can I get back to reality.
Back to the way, the way I use to be.
Days turn into weeks, weeks turn into months.
Where I'm slowly getting worse. Filled with so much pain.
Because I don't want to be this way.
Wondering when will it end.
how can I begin again.
Surrounded by pain I feel it everyday. Wondering when will it ever...
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Understand
We sit here and we don't talk, not like we use to.
When you open your mouth and finally do speak to me it's a spiteful comment.
How can I make you see i'M NOT THE PERSON i USE TO BE.
Maybe that's why you avoid me.
I'm not always strong sometimes I'm weak.
I have a heart and it can break I wish that you can see.
How can I make you understand how every spiteful word is like a dagger to the heart.
I'm breaking inside.
My fire, my passion you love is screaming to get out.
I don't know how to be that person anymore.
I need your love, you guidance...
When you open your mouth and finally do speak to me it's a spiteful comment.
How can I make you see i'M NOT THE PERSON i USE TO BE.
Maybe that's why you avoid me.
I'm not always strong sometimes I'm weak.
I have a heart and it can break I wish that you can see.
How can I make you understand how every spiteful word is like a dagger to the heart.
I'm breaking inside.
My fire, my passion you love is screaming to get out.
I don't know how to be that person anymore.
I need your love, you guidance...
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Stay Calm
The fear is sinking in. I'm ready to scream.
I cant seem to calm the voices in my head.
The ones yelling your not good enough.
You will never amount to anything.
I just want to make it stop.
Tired of being scared fell like no one cares.
They don't know how I feel.
Well my pain is real.
Trying to stay calm.
Trying to hold it in.
Saying to myself.
Don't give up Don't give in.
Find a way to begin again.
I cant seem to calm the voices in my head.
The ones yelling your not good enough.
You will never amount to anything.
I just want to make it stop.
Tired of being scared fell like no one cares.
They don't know how I feel.
Well my pain is real.
Trying to stay calm.
Trying to hold it in.
Saying to myself.
Don't give up Don't give in.
Find a way to begin again.
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Shattered Glasses
I lay here like a shattered glass and wonder.
How could you leave me here cold and naked and so alone.
You took away my innocence, took away everything.
I use to see good in the world,and now I see pure evil.
I feel so cold and ashamed.
How could I let you in.
How could trust so easily.
Now I feel like a fool' Because I let you into my soul.
I gave you everything you could ever have wanted.
Now your gone in a blink of an eye.
As I lay with my heart bruised and broken.
As I say to myself never again will I let you in.
How could you leave me here cold and naked and so alone.
You took away my innocence, took away everything.
I use to see good in the world,and now I see pure evil.
I feel so cold and ashamed.
How could I let you in.
How could trust so easily.
Now I feel like a fool' Because I let you into my soul.
I gave you everything you could ever have wanted.
Now your gone in a blink of an eye.
As I lay with my heart bruised and broken.
As I say to myself never again will I let you in.
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10 Minutes
You feel terror seek into your soul, a sense of pending doom.
Then your knees begin to shake while your heart begins to ache.
Then a feeling of the walls caving in Your head begins to spin.
Your hands begin to tremble and sweat as your mind begins thinking the worse.
Is this really happening an I dying am I going crazy.
Make it stop, I want it to stop you say.
Waiting for the nightmare to go away wondering is it ever going to end.
Ten minutes go by your heart rate begins to slow.
The fear slowly fades away, your left exhausted and all you want is...
Then your knees begin to shake while your heart begins to ache.
Then a feeling of the walls caving in Your head begins to spin.
Your hands begin to tremble and sweat as your mind begins thinking the worse.
Is this really happening an I dying am I going crazy.
Make it stop, I want it to stop you say.
Waiting for the nightmare to go away wondering is it ever going to end.
Ten minutes go by your heart rate begins to slow.
The fear slowly fades away, your left exhausted and all you want is...
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My Friendships
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