Submissions by Zombie_Twinkie
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Oct 2014 10:34pm
18th Oct 2014 10:34pm
the pandorica
The pandorica opened, and what did I see?
The worst monster I could imagine, staring right at me.
It's gruesome nature, a horrible sight.
This frightful creature stared into my soul, and I knew what it reflected was exactly right.
For this hideous monster I did see, was my own self reflected back at me.
The worst monster I could imagine, staring right at me.
It's gruesome nature, a horrible sight.
This frightful creature stared into my soul, and I knew what it reflected was exactly right.
For this hideous monster I did see, was my own self reflected back at me.
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Oct 2014 2:21am
7th Oct 2014 2:21am
a realization of events
Heart pounding way too fast, how long is this panic going to last? Your words echo in my head, making me wish I was dead.
I can't do this, not again. Why do I have to suffer for your sin?! I won't do this anymore! I'm going to even the fucking score!
Pop these pills and off myself, no one longer cares about my mental health. Thinking it will bring peace I drift off to sleep , only to awaken with a pain somewhere deep.
A new type of panic begins to rise, I now regret attempting this demise. What did I do?! What DO I do?!
Nervously I wake my...
I can't do this, not again. Why do I have to suffer for your sin?! I won't do this anymore! I'm going to even the fucking score!
Pop these pills and off myself, no one longer cares about my mental health. Thinking it will bring peace I drift off to sleep , only to awaken with a pain somewhere deep.
A new type of panic begins to rise, I now regret attempting this demise. What did I do?! What DO I do?!
Nervously I wake my...
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ANGER POEM
Published
27th Sep 2014 10:57am
27th Sep 2014 10:57am
I hate you
I want to slice your throat open. Watch you bleed to death and make sure you know i did it. You would already know why. Both of you deserve every bit of my wrath for your mutual betrayal. I wish you pain and misery til the day you die. On that day, I will make you pay.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
25th Sep 2014 1:57pm
25th Sep 2014 1:57pm
insert perfect title here
Fragile little human, running about her life. Never seeing the truth behind the lies. Nothing is as it should be, no one as wonderful as they seem. Trudging further on as though everything is some beautiful dream. Life is nothing but a cruel joke, this tiny little being is so blissfully unaware. But one day her entire world will shatter and no one will be there. No one will help her, as she picks up the pieces. Their sharp, jagged edges slicing her a she goes. But still she keeps on trying to piece it all back together, ignoring every sliver. Then the day comes when she realizes it was all...
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LOVE POEM
Published
25th Sep 2014 11:55am
25th Sep 2014 11:55am
hollowness inside
This hollowness I carry inside was once the home of love to reside.
But your careless words and attitude, created a gaping hole at that latitude.
I feel so worthless and empty in this place, but nothing I do can fill that space.
But maybe it's for the best, maybe love is only for the rest.
Stop all this effort and wasted time, forgive my heart and it's only crime.
Forget my love for the one and only you, because there's nothing else I can really do.
Except. . .
Drag this blade along my skin, let it help me forget again.
But your careless words and attitude, created a gaping hole at that latitude.
I feel so worthless and empty in this place, but nothing I do can fill that space.
But maybe it's for the best, maybe love is only for the rest.
Stop all this effort and wasted time, forgive my heart and it's only crime.
Forget my love for the one and only you, because there's nothing else I can really do.
Except. . .
Drag this blade along my skin, let it help me forget again.
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Sep 2014 11:02am
19th Sep 2014 11:02am
unsurprising surprise
I looked into your eyes and to my surprise I found no truth, only lies.
But silly me, I didn't want to see. This hope or love was never meant to be.
I tried so hard please you. Nothing more than what you'd have me do. I wanted you to love me too.
But nothing I did was right. Nothing kept me in your sight. But still, I continued to fight.
In the end I had to face it all, I was nothing now and began to fall. Down, down into an endless hall. . .
Lost forever.
But silly me, I didn't want to see. This hope or love was never meant to be.
I tried so hard please you. Nothing more than what you'd have me do. I wanted you to love me too.
But nothing I did was right. Nothing kept me in your sight. But still, I continued to fight.
In the end I had to face it all, I was nothing now and began to fall. Down, down into an endless hall. . .
Lost forever.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Sep 2014 8:20am
12th Sep 2014 8:20am
why?
Why are you so boring? Got me snoring. Your stupidity pouring.
Let me please wring your neck, bury you under my deck. Don't leave a speck.
Let me please wring your neck, bury you under my deck. Don't leave a speck.
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Sep 2014 11:12am
11th Sep 2014 11:12am
I can't much more
My tears falling yet again, this pain killing me from within. No one answers my plea for help.
I am nothing anymore, nothing but a boring chore. Why should I bother to stay?
It doesn't matter how hard I try, I still feel as if I'm going to die. Maybe it's for the best. . .
Slice my wrist and float away. . .
I am nothing anymore, nothing but a boring chore. Why should I bother to stay?
It doesn't matter how hard I try, I still feel as if I'm going to die. Maybe it's for the best. . .
Slice my wrist and float away. . .
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
3rd Sep 2014 5:23am
3rd Sep 2014 5:23am
how I feel at this moment
Suicide goes through my mind, countless times a day. I always try and find one thing to make me stay. But it's getting harder to find something, anything worth the effort.
I honestly hope the day shows that I find nothing keeping me here. On that day, no one will shed a single tear. No one will even notice I've gone away.
Just me, alone as it should be. A waste of space, gone forever.
I honestly hope the day shows that I find nothing keeping me here. On that day, no one will shed a single tear. No one will even notice I've gone away.
Just me, alone as it should be. A waste of space, gone forever.
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Sep 2014 9:19am
1st Sep 2014 9:19am
untitled poem yet again
A single tear slides down my face, feeling alone and unwanted in this place.
So many memories floating in my mind, making me crazy. Myself, so hard to find.
The sum of all the choices I made and had made for me, make up my sad and pathetic little story.
Every change I try to make, makes my life seem so fake.
Nothing is real, nothing is right. I'm losing this long and useless fight.
It doesn't matter how hard I try, I know I'm gonna die.
It's just a matter of when and how, I say it best be bloody and now!
So many memories floating in my mind, making me crazy. Myself, so hard to find.
The sum of all the choices I made and had made for me, make up my sad and pathetic little story.
Every change I try to make, makes my life seem so fake.
Nothing is real, nothing is right. I'm losing this long and useless fight.
It doesn't matter how hard I try, I know I'm gonna die.
It's just a matter of when and how, I say it best be bloody and now!
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Aug 2014 10:55am
30th Aug 2014 10:55am
. . . . . .
All hope banished by those hurtful words. Day in, day out the same mindless tasks. This day never seems to end.
Tomorrow, the same as today. Never ending monotony. My brain slowly turning to mush.
Nothing matters anymore, not me and not you. All that's left is this excruciating, mind numbing pain.
I just want out of this pathetic routine I call life. I try breaking free, finding something new. Interesting. The opposite of everything else I know.
But the excitement is fleeting. It always ends the same, spiraling back to my pit of despair. The only option...
Tomorrow, the same as today. Never ending monotony. My brain slowly turning to mush.
Nothing matters anymore, not me and not you. All that's left is this excruciating, mind numbing pain.
I just want out of this pathetic routine I call life. I try breaking free, finding something new. Interesting. The opposite of everything else I know.
But the excitement is fleeting. It always ends the same, spiraling back to my pit of despair. The only option...
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Aug 2014 9:06pm
27th Aug 2014 9:06pm
beautiful lies
Before, I was too blind to see the truth behind your beautiful lies.
I clung to your words like they were the beginning of life.
Everything seemed possible until the petty image you painted for me shattered.
Then I saw the truth behind it all. Emptiness, nothingness. Hollow words. My own stupidity for believing happiness could still exist.
The ugly truth now consumes my mind, sending me reeling. I'm lost, so lost. But I don't want to be found.
This empty place is everything now. No surprises here, no more beautiful lies to cloud my mind....
I clung to your words like they were the beginning of life.
Everything seemed possible until the petty image you painted for me shattered.
Then I saw the truth behind it all. Emptiness, nothingness. Hollow words. My own stupidity for believing happiness could still exist.
The ugly truth now consumes my mind, sending me reeling. I'm lost, so lost. But I don't want to be found.
This empty place is everything now. No surprises here, no more beautiful lies to cloud my mind....
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