Submissions by XxDewdropxX (YouNoLongerWalkAlone)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write what comes to mind xp
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
11th Jul 2012 2:40am
11th Jul 2012 2:40am
Life=Ruined
Feeling the sunshine on my skin.
Watching the waves crash.
Looking up at the sky.
And wondering why.
Why'd it have to be this way?
Why'd it have to go bad.
Why can't this just start over.
Before we said our goodbyes.
The pain I feel without you.
Only continues to worsen.
My hope in life is fading.
As I pull the trigger.
Why's it have to end like this.
Why can't we go back.
Why didn't we fix it.
Now look what happened to us.
We are broken.
Unfixable.
Dead within our souls.
The pain I feel without you....
Watching the waves crash.
Looking up at the sky.
And wondering why.
Why'd it have to be this way?
Why'd it have to go bad.
Why can't this just start over.
Before we said our goodbyes.
The pain I feel without you.
Only continues to worsen.
My hope in life is fading.
As I pull the trigger.
Why's it have to end like this.
Why can't we go back.
Why didn't we fix it.
Now look what happened to us.
We are broken.
Unfixable.
Dead within our souls.
The pain I feel without you....
588 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
11th Jul 2012 2:32am
11th Jul 2012 2:32am
No...
It hurts..
When your eleven years old and
You've already tried to kill yourself.
It hurts.
When your turning out like me.
I pretend to be proud.
But inside I'm dying.
Why.
Why you,why do you want to be like me?
Why..why am I such a bad influence.
A horrible person.
You'll try to die at 18.
Maybe even before just like me...
"Your my idol!"
I hate it.
You have so much to do.
And so much to live for.
But turning into me,
Will be the death of you.
You've already cut yourself..
Jumped into the road....
When your eleven years old and
You've already tried to kill yourself.
It hurts.
When your turning out like me.
I pretend to be proud.
But inside I'm dying.
Why.
Why you,why do you want to be like me?
Why..why am I such a bad influence.
A horrible person.
You'll try to die at 18.
Maybe even before just like me...
"Your my idol!"
I hate it.
You have so much to do.
And so much to live for.
But turning into me,
Will be the death of you.
You've already cut yourself..
Jumped into the road....
659 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
7th Jul 2012 5:17pm
7th Jul 2012 5:17pm
Buried
Underneath the cold ground.
Laying there so silently.
Not hearing any voices or sounds.
Thrashing around so violently.
Hearing people walk over me.
Why can't they just hear me?
Screaming and screaming the life out of me.
Begging and begging please hear me.
Trying to break the casket open.
Just so I can breath.
Here I lay really hoping.
Just that I may leave.
Slowly slipping away.
Can't bare to even try.
Start imaging your face.
As I begin to cry.
Why did they assume i was dead.
Was I not breathing?...
Laying there so silently.
Not hearing any voices or sounds.
Thrashing around so violently.
Hearing people walk over me.
Why can't they just hear me?
Screaming and screaming the life out of me.
Begging and begging please hear me.
Trying to break the casket open.
Just so I can breath.
Here I lay really hoping.
Just that I may leave.
Slowly slipping away.
Can't bare to even try.
Start imaging your face.
As I begin to cry.
Why did they assume i was dead.
Was I not breathing?...
796 reads
6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Jul 2012 6:29pm
5th Jul 2012 6:29pm
Hate
The hate you feel inside.
Your stone heart beating.
Your emotions left outside.
Your skin slowly heating.
Watching the blackness appear.
As your rage kicks in gear.
Seeing red all over.
Normality is surly over.
Your pain is all gone.
Numbness is turned on.
Happiness slowly fading .
Your actions will be degrading.
Hate.. is all you feel.
Honestly what is your deal?
Pushing everyone away.
Leaving you left astray.
Love is not your passion.
Feeling only when your slashing.
Blacking out...
Your stone heart beating.
Your emotions left outside.
Your skin slowly heating.
Watching the blackness appear.
As your rage kicks in gear.
Seeing red all over.
Normality is surly over.
Your pain is all gone.
Numbness is turned on.
Happiness slowly fading .
Your actions will be degrading.
Hate.. is all you feel.
Honestly what is your deal?
Pushing everyone away.
Leaving you left astray.
Love is not your passion.
Feeling only when your slashing.
Blacking out...
647 reads
6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th Jul 2012 1:35am
4th Jul 2012 1:35am
I blame myself
Your death is all my fault.
Your life's been put on hault.
Lying on the ground surrounded in red.
While I'm in the other room sleeping in bed.
Razors surrounding you,knives inside you.
Me sitting there trying to revive you.
Screaming and pleading why oh why?
I blame myself for that terrible night.
Sitting in the front seeing your pale body.
Staring and staring at the lifeless body.
Seeing the wounds all around your neck.
And people wonder why I'm such a wreck.
They all wonder what happened.
And why it had happened. ...
Your life's been put on hault.
Lying on the ground surrounded in red.
While I'm in the other room sleeping in bed.
Razors surrounding you,knives inside you.
Me sitting there trying to revive you.
Screaming and pleading why oh why?
I blame myself for that terrible night.
Sitting in the front seeing your pale body.
Staring and staring at the lifeless body.
Seeing the wounds all around your neck.
And people wonder why I'm such a wreck.
They all wonder what happened.
And why it had happened. ...
724 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2012 10:06pm
3rd Jul 2012 10:06pm
Unknown.
I wish you would come back.
You being gone is my worst regret.
I wish I could have stopped you.
I wish I could have helped you.
I'm sorry you left...
I'm sorry your bracelets are all I have left.
Your voice is still in my mind.
You were one of a kind.
You laughing and smiling were like presents to me.
Your hugs made me smile with glee.
The warmth of your body.
Was just amazing.
One day we will soon meet.
Embracing in happiness.
Feeling alone no more.
Together once again.
Talking,laughing.
Friends again....
You being gone is my worst regret.
I wish I could have stopped you.
I wish I could have helped you.
I'm sorry you left...
I'm sorry your bracelets are all I have left.
Your voice is still in my mind.
You were one of a kind.
You laughing and smiling were like presents to me.
Your hugs made me smile with glee.
The warmth of your body.
Was just amazing.
One day we will soon meet.
Embracing in happiness.
Feeling alone no more.
Together once again.
Talking,laughing.
Friends again....
652 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2012 6:07pm
2nd Jul 2012 6:07pm
I Wish
I wish I could be pretty.
Like every girl on this planet.
I wish I had long beautiful hair.
Like all of my friends.
I wish I had bright shiny eyes.
The ones girls would kill for.
I wish i wasn't so shy.
But I am anyways.
I wish I could make everyone happy.
Like some people can.
I wish I wasn't so stupid.
Like I always am.
I wish I could be different.
For just one day.
I wish I could be how I want to be.
But I can't.
I wish I could change how I look.
How I act and how I am seen.
I wish I could change my...
Like every girl on this planet.
I wish I had long beautiful hair.
Like all of my friends.
I wish I had bright shiny eyes.
The ones girls would kill for.
I wish i wasn't so shy.
But I am anyways.
I wish I could make everyone happy.
Like some people can.
I wish I wasn't so stupid.
Like I always am.
I wish I could be different.
For just one day.
I wish I could be how I want to be.
But I can't.
I wish I could change how I look.
How I act and how I am seen.
I wish I could change my...
697 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th Jun 2012 4:53pm
30th Jun 2012 4:53pm
Shadows
Shadows are all I see.
Never a person never real.
None smiling with glee.
Not really here,not the real deal.
Passing running by.
Always lurking around the place.
There always to shy.
To ever show there face.
Shadows haunting me.
Watching me closely,watching my every move.
Laughing and taunting me.
What are they trying to prove..?
I feel them.. next to me..
Trying to see me and talk to me.
Why can't they just leave me be?
What exactly do they want from me..
Shadows... evil,suffocating me.
Closer.. closer...
Never a person never real.
None smiling with glee.
Not really here,not the real deal.
Passing running by.
Always lurking around the place.
There always to shy.
To ever show there face.
Shadows haunting me.
Watching me closely,watching my every move.
Laughing and taunting me.
What are they trying to prove..?
I feel them.. next to me..
Trying to see me and talk to me.
Why can't they just leave me be?
What exactly do they want from me..
Shadows... evil,suffocating me.
Closer.. closer...
757 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th Jun 2012 3:19am
30th Jun 2012 3:19am
Mirror Mirror
Mirror Mirror on the wall what exactly do you see?
Mirror oh mirror who exactly am I?
Seeing evil,seeing darkness.
All surrounding my face.
Mirror mirror,tell me why the face is so sad.
Tell me why the face has tears.
Tell me why the face has blood...
Mirror mirror why does the face show pain..
Show misery and hate?
Why is the face yelling...?
Mirror mirror,finally the face is happy.
Talking and smiling.
The face is peaceful.
Mirror mirror why are the face's eyes red?
Why is the mouth bleeding..
And why is the face crying again?...
Mirror oh mirror who exactly am I?
Seeing evil,seeing darkness.
All surrounding my face.
Mirror mirror,tell me why the face is so sad.
Tell me why the face has tears.
Tell me why the face has blood...
Mirror mirror why does the face show pain..
Show misery and hate?
Why is the face yelling...?
Mirror mirror,finally the face is happy.
Talking and smiling.
The face is peaceful.
Mirror mirror why are the face's eyes red?
Why is the mouth bleeding..
And why is the face crying again?...
730 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
29th Jun 2012 9:01pm
29th Jun 2012 9:01pm
Wanting perfection
Every day spending hours in the mirror.
Doing my hair and make up.
Changing my clothes every five minutes.
Washing off makeup and starting new.
Everyday I want to look perfect.
I try to look perfect.
Dying my hair so many times it dies.
Just so I can get it to match my clothes.
Getting judged everyday.
Throwing half my wardrobe away.
Sit there crying.
Start over again the next day.
Try to spend hours studying to get good grades.
Fail no matter what.
Try to change my personality so I can be "perfect"
Hating myself everyday...
Doing my hair and make up.
Changing my clothes every five minutes.
Washing off makeup and starting new.
Everyday I want to look perfect.
I try to look perfect.
Dying my hair so many times it dies.
Just so I can get it to match my clothes.
Getting judged everyday.
Throwing half my wardrobe away.
Sit there crying.
Start over again the next day.
Try to spend hours studying to get good grades.
Fail no matter what.
Try to change my personality so I can be "perfect"
Hating myself everyday...
878 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
27th Jun 2012 4:44pm
27th Jun 2012 4:44pm
Leaving
Packing my bags.
Leaving this town.
Calling a cab.
Talking out loud.
Mother begging please.
Don't leave me.
Farther saying just go.
I don't wanna see you.
Staring out the window.
Watching life pass by.
There's an old widow.
Crying out her eyes.
Screaming to the world goodbye.
Never coming back this time.
The darkness rolling in.
Watching a storm move in.
A call from my nephew saying "Where are you?"
Hanging up slowly so he doesn't know the truth.
Looking at pictures of my family and...
Leaving this town.
Calling a cab.
Talking out loud.
Mother begging please.
Don't leave me.
Farther saying just go.
I don't wanna see you.
Staring out the window.
Watching life pass by.
There's an old widow.
Crying out her eyes.
Screaming to the world goodbye.
Never coming back this time.
The darkness rolling in.
Watching a storm move in.
A call from my nephew saying "Where are you?"
Hanging up slowly so he doesn't know the truth.
Looking at pictures of my family and...
673 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Jun 2012 00:06am
27th Jun 2012 00:06am
Suffocating.
She screams. She screams.
"I really can't take this.
No I can't breathe!
Move. Move!
What is your obsession,
With suffocating me?
What have I done?
No I was not bad!
I did nothing!
Stop it! Stop!
Go away,go away.
There's way to many.
Air.. Air..So hard.
Can't breathe..."
Vision losing,
Ears un-hearing
Falling slowly,uncaring.
Suffocating...suffocating...
Was how she finally died.
Suffocating...suffocating..
From all there lies.
Saying they could help..
Saying she could trust them.
What all...
"I really can't take this.
No I can't breathe!
Move. Move!
What is your obsession,
With suffocating me?
What have I done?
No I was not bad!
I did nothing!
Stop it! Stop!
Go away,go away.
There's way to many.
Air.. Air..So hard.
Can't breathe..."
Vision losing,
Ears un-hearing
Falling slowly,uncaring.
Suffocating...suffocating...
Was how she finally died.
Suffocating...suffocating..
From all there lies.
Saying they could help..
Saying she could trust them.
What all...
576 reads
2 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by XxDewdropxX (YouNoLongerWalkAlone)
