Submissions by WidowBarnez

Is it actually you
The warmth that I feel
I want to know I'm right
That angels are real

 I've suffered intensely
The pain of your death
I can't live without you
Pain with every breath

I call out for mercy
I beg you to still care
And when I am lowest
I feel you right there

I know I'm not ill
Or imagining it all
When I've broken
You answer the call

I begged you to stay
Please try, baby,try
I can't live without you
I would rather die

 So you finally believe
As...

I just can't go on living this way
Fucked up,shot off, out all night,up all day
Hiding from reality, running from my pain
I'm perilously close to going insane.

Bound by a habit,slave to the high
When all I really need is to curl up and cry
I hate myself and what I've become
Trapped in myself ,indifferent and numb.

I was once defined by my genius,my smarts
My talent and music, a generous heart
Now I'm known as a junkie , self abuser
Dismissed ,disregarded, a tweaked out loser

Won't you please help me, take the card...