Submissions by Whatever

Its all to much
The feelings the numbness the overwhelming inabality to know what to do
All i can do is wait
It will pass
It will get better
Months go by
Cuts get deeper
But shes better right?
Falling asleep with her arms crying
Her pain will never touch her again
Her peacefull heart driffs away to a place
With complete and utter silence to think to accept to know that that was the last deep breath

You helped me you hurt me
Your nothing but a tool
I used to drown my sorrows in a pain
That only you could give me
The end is near the final days
Your hardend future your unforgiving ways
The story ends somehow
But that you diside
Put the blade to your skind or
Choose fate to be on your side
But fate is not pridicatble, you know the blade the blade is your friend
You need the blade
Fuck fait!
Blade for one more night
Just dont scream you will give them a fright

In my head, my silent thoughts
Making it hard to think
Screaming and yelling but silent all at once
All i can think bout is that blade
The internal pain the exterternal lies
The hurting the cries
No one sees, but i feel endlessly
Its a numbing pain all day
The in pores of my skin
The pumping of my heart that no longer has any other funtion then to beat
But for what, beat for who, when all i want is for it all to stop.
In my head my silent thoughts
Running up and down
STOP!
why cant it all stop
Can i just start with...

Dedicated to you.
You broke me down piece by piece.
Till there was nothing left but an epty shell of a former self.
Day by day you fed me your lies,
Like the stupid girl i am i believed you would solve my problems.
Just like you my problems got deeper, tearing my skin apart.
You told me one more slit,
One more line,
One more time
To sweet happiness.
10000 lines later
And im about to do 10001