Submissions by TwiztedWizdom

I speak these words you see..  
To make a remark as to the scars created from...  
The distance that brought the lies blinded by the pain...  
So the lies hit random targets..... Spoken like honesty to cover the reality...  
Of truth.  
Manifesting a space in your heart..  
You had to fill it. With a sexual filler. Pain saver. Made you feel good just to feel ugly later  
It brought light to all the corners you were hidin in.  
Tried to put all the guilt on me but it was both of us who were hiding sins  
It was you who had the sexual...

Damn!!! Somebody take me!!
get me away from myself I cant take it
my spirit lays wasted... sucked dry in someones basement
beating down my body with chemicals that bread hatred
to far gone to make it.....
I've already broken whole hearts and dug deep enough to flee light
truth and mirrors are my enemy, and i must fight!
I. have. to get. High
a mind blowing explosion that last more than 2 minutes this time I'm hoping..
I need to hide my ugly faces before i notice.. and truth takes over
I'm loved by so many, missed by all, and I'm a daddy...
how long...

Me? who am I? I myself might add that I stand broken from from the punches thrown by my every mistake.....  
cant hold up my blocks any more....  
every mask "I" wear is cracked and all the costumes worn...  
I've said every joke I could say and received every last laugh but still I'm damaged..  
"I" need to get hammered!!  
maybe one last escapade with clear liquor and cocaine will help me to escape all the mess i made....  
the "Me" hasn't changed.....  
its all about me, I got myself...  
who was there when I was lonely barricaded in by...

I begin the day afraid to wake pushing sleep to its limits
knowing that once i wake up the chase is just beginning

I fight the urge and need to stand or else my feet will falter
daddy's strong he can win i tell my baby daughter

As it hits and my will goes out my feet begin to muster
my drive is crack the one that snaps the high is like no other

when i find it her price is high because i push it to the edge
I'm a hyper child with a life of pain i convince myself in head

Its okay to break the code of trust for a high that lasts a minute...