Submissions by True_baby_gurl (Nyah)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am Nyahthatchiqk.
Damn Daddy
#love
#gratitude
#obsession
464 reads
3 Comments
Me
You ever have so many emotions and didn’t know where to start?
I love me some me! I’m the most coolest, laidback, goofiest, corniest person ever.
....
So why is it so easy to walk away from me?
Why is it so easy to talk to me but you leave?
Why is it so comfortable around me but you leave?
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When do I I get to speak and be heard?
When I get to be mad?
When do I get to scream and cuss?
When do I get to attack your intelligence?
When do I get to hit below the belt?
I’m just ask for a friend cause I’m sick of being the...
I love me some me! I’m the most coolest, laidback, goofiest, corniest person ever.
....
So why is it so easy to walk away from me?
Why is it so easy to talk to me but you leave?
Why is it so comfortable around me but you leave?
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When do I I get to speak and be heard?
When I get to be mad?
When do I get to scream and cuss?
When do I get to attack your intelligence?
When do I get to hit below the belt?
I’m just ask for a friend cause I’m sick of being the...
#depression
374 reads
5 Comments
Conversation with my tears
Fall! it’s okay...
I give you permission to flow as hard and as much as you can handle.
I won’t fight you, I won’t hold you back.
I release you to create your exit.
To fall hard or gently.
I won’t rush you or force you.
For once in my life I’m asking you, NO TELLING YOU to create a storm so brutal that you will have to apologize for the destruction.
I give you permission to flow as hard and as much as you can handle.
I won’t fight you, I won’t hold you back.
I release you to create your exit.
To fall hard or gently.
I won’t rush you or force you.
For once in my life I’m asking you, NO TELLING YOU to create a storm so brutal that you will have to apologize for the destruction.
#depression
#heartbroken
#escape
511 reads
3 Comments
Name it!
#honesty
#obsession
974 reads
5 Comments
I don’t know
I don’t know.....
I don’t know...
I don’t know..
I don’t know.
I don’t wanna feel this feeling anymore!
I don’t wanna think about it anymore!
I don’t want to want you anymore!
I don’t want to care anymore!
I don’t talk about my feelings.
I don’t broadcast my tears.
I’m that person you ask what’s wrong, and the answer is always “Nothing”
I don’t know how to get over this, at this point writing isn’t even working.
I’m broken and been broken for a while now but I feel the pieces scattered, shuffled, miss placed.
...
I don’t know...
I don’t know..
I don’t know.
I don’t wanna feel this feeling anymore!
I don’t wanna think about it anymore!
I don’t want to want you anymore!
I don’t want to care anymore!
I don’t talk about my feelings.
I don’t broadcast my tears.
I’m that person you ask what’s wrong, and the answer is always “Nothing”
I don’t know how to get over this, at this point writing isn’t even working.
I’m broken and been broken for a while now but I feel the pieces scattered, shuffled, miss placed.
...
#heartbroken
#silence
535 reads
4 Comments
You
#ILoveYou
#erotic
#dreams
947 reads
4 Comments
Don’t come for me!
#jealousy
#conflict
#violence
#LifeStruggles
#illness
538 reads
2 Comments
Speaking facts!!!
When angry it’s time to listen to music cause my mouth my attitude my nerves all bad
I’m a real ass bitch keep shit one hundred percent at all times don’t test my gangsta cause I’m 1.1 seconds from slapping the spit out your mouth just to remind you I’m not all there in the brain going back and forth in my head is something I do to stop me from making this a murder sene now I’m all action fuck the attraction my patients is slim to nonexistent I am bat shit crazy and my Gemini reflects it
I’m a real ass bitch keep shit one hundred percent at all times don’t test my gangsta cause I’m 1.1 seconds from slapping the spit out your mouth just to remind you I’m not all there in the brain going back and forth in my head is something I do to stop me from making this a murder sene now I’m all action fuck the attraction my patients is slim to nonexistent I am bat shit crazy and my Gemini reflects it
#TruthOfLife
439 reads
2 Comments
Just want you
I want you as much as I wanna breathe
I want that forehead kiss and to feel you pull me close when you’re about to fall asleep
I want that random I love you that always makes me pause and look at you
I want that you know what’s up eye contact
I want that good morning queen in the morning and that how are you in the middle of the day I want to feel so overwhelmed with your love that it excites me
I want that forehead kiss and to feel you pull me close when you’re about to fall asleep
I want that random I love you that always makes me pause and look at you
I want that you know what’s up eye contact
I want that good morning queen in the morning and that how are you in the middle of the day I want to feel so overwhelmed with your love that it excites me
#love
#boyfriend
#breakup
969 reads
4 Comments
Gemini Me
My tears fall in the sand I started to write your name in it going back and forth in my head between the fuck you’s..... you created a monster within a monster got me scared of the monster I controlled with in me.... I go from wanting to ride your face, to wanting to rip it completely off!
hold me, no don’t touch me.
I’m a Gemini so this back and forth thing will never stop. (You know how to tame this two faced shawty) in the middle of her own storm... you’re scared of me and don’t even know it! you’ve never been so comfortable! and with a soul that feels like yours I’m...
hold me, no don’t touch me.
I’m a Gemini so this back and forth thing will never stop. (You know how to tame this two faced shawty) in the middle of her own storm... you’re scared of me and don’t even know it! you’ve never been so comfortable! and with a soul that feels like yours I’m...
#relationships
#heartbroken
#support
#MovingOn
#healing
462 reads
6 Comments
Private Box (thinking without pause)
So much unspoken but that’s also my fault
I speak when I’m spoken too and not about me don’t take it personal you just wouldn’t understand if I break it down for you because it’s something I can’t explain I’m beyond this world so your not going to get things the way I do you won’t understand what’s understood to me
My highs aren’t high my ups are not up and my heart is more than a heart yes I have walls
Yes I have gates there’s no need for an army cause I don’t let anyone get close enough to hurt me!
It’s always been me and it remains that way nothings perfect and...
I speak when I’m spoken too and not about me don’t take it personal you just wouldn’t understand if I break it down for you because it’s something I can’t explain I’m beyond this world so your not going to get things the way I do you won’t understand what’s understood to me
My highs aren’t high my ups are not up and my heart is more than a heart yes I have walls
Yes I have gates there’s no need for an army cause I don’t let anyone get close enough to hurt me!
It’s always been me and it remains that way nothings perfect and...
#anxiety
#rejection
#frustration
483 reads
1 Comment
Mine too me
I’m just tryna be the peace in your mind give me your weight I know it hurts
I just wanna make it feel easy even if you’re inches away from giving up
I feel your pain through our conversations You’re beautiful inside and out!
Hold my hand.....
You take my pain away even when you don’t even know I’m in pain thinking about you is endless I get scared of the way you love me, I feel it before you say it but after you say it remember I love you too, I love you too, I love you too, 1000x I love you.
I just wanna make it feel easy even if you’re inches away from giving up
I feel your pain through our conversations You’re beautiful inside and out!
Hold my hand.....
You take my pain away even when you don’t even know I’m in pain thinking about you is endless I get scared of the way you love me, I feel it before you say it but after you say it remember I love you too, I love you too, I love you too, 1000x I love you.
#ILoveYou
#beauty
443 reads
1 Comment
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