Submissions by TooSadToDance (Dylan)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
This is not you.
Ground Zero I; Building a Wall
When the end of things makes its way to the surface
I'll be here, teeth grit and bare,
White knuckled waiting for the inevitable
Will you be standing hand in hand with me?
Will you think about safety when the axis starts crumbling?
There are no choices. Only paths.
Mistakes were made but that's just bad memories.
We will not let this be what kills us
This is not our extinction point
Take the hand that hammers the nail
And fight back with it
Until it's them or us, because it's them or us, and we'll do the best we can, the best that...
I'll be here, teeth grit and bare,
White knuckled waiting for the inevitable
Will you be standing hand in hand with me?
Will you think about safety when the axis starts crumbling?
There are no choices. Only paths.
Mistakes were made but that's just bad memories.
We will not let this be what kills us
This is not our extinction point
Take the hand that hammers the nail
And fight back with it
Until it's them or us, because it's them or us, and we'll do the best we can, the best that...
#dark
#apocalypse
#dystopian
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Lake
What difference does it make to say youll stay
What the hell is the difference between you and me
We both bleed deep thats not the case
We both bleed deep but you cant see
The side of you that I can see through
Transparent like a ghost
And just as hollow too
Drag me down so i fall too.
Drag me down I'll follow you.
What does it matter that we dont speak
What is it about me that makes you hate
What did I do to make you so mad at me
We both bleed deep but we aren't the same
We both bleed deep and we're both to blame
We...
What the hell is the difference between you and me
We both bleed deep thats not the case
We both bleed deep but you cant see
The side of you that I can see through
Transparent like a ghost
And just as hollow too
Drag me down so i fall too.
Drag me down I'll follow you.
What does it matter that we dont speak
What is it about me that makes you hate
What did I do to make you so mad at me
We both bleed deep but we aren't the same
We both bleed deep and we're both to blame
We...
#sadness
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Car Crash
Got me in a car crash
Take me back
Cant take it back, cant.
Trying to make sense of an accident
Just doesnt make any sense
Does it?
Well does it?
What do you say?
Thats what they say
Blame it all on fate
Cars crash into each other each and every single day
At some point it was just bound to be me
What point were you trying to make
Its a feeling you cant quite shake
It doesnt take much to rattle my cage.
Got me in a car crash
Take me back
Cant take it back, cant.
Take me back
Cant take it back, cant.
Trying to make sense of an accident
Just doesnt make any sense
Does it?
Well does it?
What do you say?
Thats what they say
Blame it all on fate
Cars crash into each other each and every single day
At some point it was just bound to be me
What point were you trying to make
Its a feeling you cant quite shake
It doesnt take much to rattle my cage.
Got me in a car crash
Take me back
Cant take it back, cant.
#dreams
#memories
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New Year
In five minutes I'll still feel just as empty as I feel now. A new year, a new me. The best me that I can be. The best excuses and apologies I can shell out. Doesn't matter if I make it to 2020 or not. Just as long as the lie doesn't come out. Just as long as I can feel like I made it without asking for help. But I'll never tell. I'll never jump to the next step or the very edge. This is the spot I'll stay stuck at. Whether it's a brand new year or five or ten. I'll be right here wishing it wouldn't continue to happen. Wishing that the next step would make the floor cave in. So I can fall...
#death
#emptiness
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Think!
Give me a second to think.
Im getting better at me
But youve got to go away
As long as you can
As fast as you can
As soon as possible
Give me a second to think.
It's getting colder out.
Explain to me how
This is the way it's supposed to be
You know youd be happier if i wasn't in your way
Keeping you down
And freaking the fuck out
And always complaining about
Everything
Give me a second to think.
Im getting better at me
But youve got to go away
As long as you can
As fast as you can
As soon as possible
Give me a second to think.
It's getting colder out.
Explain to me how
This is the way it's supposed to be
You know youd be happier if i wasn't in your way
Keeping you down
And freaking the fuck out
And always complaining about
Everything
Give me a second to think.
#emotional
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Untitled
A crack in the back of my fucking head
A light so bright its blinding, finding my way through this hazy dream
I think I’m dead, or that I have been
Where’s my breath at night in the cold?
I can’t see it anymore
I felt your hand and it’s crumbling.
Walk me through the overgrown path where you used to
Make me feel like eternity was anywhere with you
Why didn’t you ask me to
Turn it into a possibility
You were always waiting for me
Now I’m here and you're gone, oh well. So long.
It’s been so fucking long.
A smack to the back of my...
A light so bright its blinding, finding my way through this hazy dream
I think I’m dead, or that I have been
Where’s my breath at night in the cold?
I can’t see it anymore
I felt your hand and it’s crumbling.
Walk me through the overgrown path where you used to
Make me feel like eternity was anywhere with you
Why didn’t you ask me to
Turn it into a possibility
You were always waiting for me
Now I’m here and you're gone, oh well. So long.
It’s been so fucking long.
A smack to the back of my...
#memories
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Shallow
I'm nowhere and I'm still not here and I'm miles away and I'll be right here
But right now I'm not quite right right now
Somethings not quite fucking right right here.
You were stuck in my throat and I was choking, hoping someone would save me
And I'm just saying. Im still drowning in you and I wont ever stop swimming through the shit that I used to do with you.
Its pointless to find something to distract me from
The water that my head cant rise above
I'm miles away. Miles from shade and riding the wave until my lungs are inflamed and fit to bursting...
But right now I'm not quite right right now
Somethings not quite fucking right right here.
You were stuck in my throat and I was choking, hoping someone would save me
And I'm just saying. Im still drowning in you and I wont ever stop swimming through the shit that I used to do with you.
Its pointless to find something to distract me from
The water that my head cant rise above
I'm miles away. Miles from shade and riding the wave until my lungs are inflamed and fit to bursting...
#breakup
#memories
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77 Main
Dragging my body through the door
Eleven steps up
Theres just six or seven more
Six or seven left
Falling forever and never bored
My body's dying and my parents are trying their best
Six or seven fucking steps left
Keeping the party alive as best as I ever could
Trying our best and thats as good as it can ever get
Limping up the steps
Hurrying to fall face first onto my bed
Sleep until the headache goes away
And then sleep some more
Just six or seven more
Eleven steps up
Theres just six or seven more
Six or seven left
Falling forever and never bored
My body's dying and my parents are trying their best
Six or seven fucking steps left
Keeping the party alive as best as I ever could
Trying our best and thats as good as it can ever get
Limping up the steps
Hurrying to fall face first onto my bed
Sleep until the headache goes away
And then sleep some more
Just six or seven more
#memories
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What's wrong
Sin and die, no choice, no time.
Everything ends at some point in your life.
Let it go. Black smoke. Let it go.
Fuck no. I won't.
I can't be the one who says you're always right.
When you're right, you're right,
But having guts takes time.
Strong breaths. Pound your chest.
You can always fight.
Keep your problems to yourself and you'll do just fine.
Sink your teeth into your cheek and swallow all the blood
So no one ever knows you have such a hard time.
I just said I'm fucking fine.
Everything ends at some point in your life.
Let it go. Black smoke. Let it go.
Fuck no. I won't.
I can't be the one who says you're always right.
When you're right, you're right,
But having guts takes time.
Strong breaths. Pound your chest.
You can always fight.
Keep your problems to yourself and you'll do just fine.
Sink your teeth into your cheek and swallow all the blood
So no one ever knows you have such a hard time.
I just said I'm fucking fine.
#sadness
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Break
Eyes find eyes
We're staring.
Jet black iris in the dark
We've adapted to harsh conditions
Dancing on the hot coals burning
Cracking heels as we stomp our feet.
Burning sensations
Burn this building to its foundation
Kill the lights, cut the cord, put me six feet deep.
Put me in the fucking dirt.
We're staring.
Jet black iris in the dark
We've adapted to harsh conditions
Dancing on the hot coals burning
Cracking heels as we stomp our feet.
Burning sensations
Burn this building to its foundation
Kill the lights, cut the cord, put me six feet deep.
Put me in the fucking dirt.
#anger
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Wants
Empty souls consume themselves with other peoples energy
"Refill me, refill me"
When the battery dies
Who will be
The spark that keeps this shit running?
Electricity coursing through
Magnetic current thats keeping you
Chained to the thing that youre attracted to
Why?
Why don't we drive ourselves
Why cant we follow a path that wasnt made by someone else?
Fate is an illusion
We're puppets dressed like sheep
Leading each other to poison
Hoping that it tenderizes the meat
That doesn't seem fucking fair to me.
"Refill me, refill me"
When the battery dies
Who will be
The spark that keeps this shit running?
Electricity coursing through
Magnetic current thats keeping you
Chained to the thing that youre attracted to
Why?
Why don't we drive ourselves
Why cant we follow a path that wasnt made by someone else?
Fate is an illusion
We're puppets dressed like sheep
Leading each other to poison
Hoping that it tenderizes the meat
That doesn't seem fucking fair to me.
#fate
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Needs
Cold bones crawl around in the snow
Looking for shelter looking for warmth
Hold onto me and I wont let you go
Keep living the lie keep holding the phone
Waiting to see if there is any hope
But i know
Everythings temporary, I wont always be home
These feet are getting restless, i just wanna pack up and go
On my own
No more worry
No more what ifs
No more wasting my time
I dont want to keep living the lie.
Looking for shelter looking for warmth
Hold onto me and I wont let you go
Keep living the lie keep holding the phone
Waiting to see if there is any hope
But i know
Everythings temporary, I wont always be home
These feet are getting restless, i just wanna pack up and go
On my own
No more worry
No more what ifs
No more wasting my time
I dont want to keep living the lie.
#holiday
#travel
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