Submissions by The_Oxymoron

Am I alone?
It's eating me right through the bone.  
Maybe I'm that thrown away stone?  
Am I not worth that shit?  
Let's talk about the mad bit.  
I feel cut.  
I feel stabbed.  
I'm more of a trash, useless and whatnot.  
The darkness is there, I feel grabbed.  
Tears aren't flowing,  
where is my life going?  
I'm embraced by a black out.  
Sun seems warm,  
in shadows I have no doubt.  
I feel alive by that charm,  
I'm still lost, at what cost,  
do I still deserve to hold you in my arms?

You and me. Clothes on.
I'd like to test,
if I can feel the rest.
I put my hand on your chest,
I feel heart beating faster.
No way I could go past her.
Touching burning body with lips,
I cannot let go of your hips.
If this is a dream, don't let me be awake,
let me be your body, there is so much to take.
You and me. Clothes off.

I dont wanna die
I dont wanna live
I wanna touch the sky
but im stuck in hell
waiting for the bell
I need to believe
it's hard to breathe
Pressure is way too much
I'm out of touch
hard not to stay beneath
it's like I dont exist
inside my head there is this beast
telling me to go away
not to trust, not to feel, I'm the prey
It's hard to see rainbows these days,
shit like that stays
can I have back my life
and enjoy it with my wife?