Submissions by The-forgotten-one
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
At the Edge
Im at the edge and im about to fall
I just want to jump off the edge and end it all
My life is in pieces my mind is astray
Its all i can do to keep my demons at bay
I cant last much longer im barely hanging on
My happyness is now forever gone
Im afraid to die but no one can tell
What if i die and there really is a hell
Ive heard the stories but can it really be
Its just the thought of suffering forever scares the shit out of me
I just dont know how much more i can take my soul is bending and its about to break
God i need relief and i need...
I just want to jump off the edge and end it all
My life is in pieces my mind is astray
Its all i can do to keep my demons at bay
I cant last much longer im barely hanging on
My happyness is now forever gone
Im afraid to die but no one can tell
What if i die and there really is a hell
Ive heard the stories but can it really be
Its just the thought of suffering forever scares the shit out of me
I just dont know how much more i can take my soul is bending and its about to break
God i need relief and i need...
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Never Forget
My life is so fucked up but no ones future is set
These memories are killing me i just want to forget
Izzy left me broken and im not sure if i will ever heal
No one can understand the pain that i feel
It feels like my heart is missing and only darkness remains
As i stand alone watching the blood spill from my viens
What will it take to make the pain go away
I can only hope relief will come one day
But its like i said no ones future is set
And i will forgive but never will i forget
These memories are killing me i just want to forget
Izzy left me broken and im not sure if i will ever heal
No one can understand the pain that i feel
It feels like my heart is missing and only darkness remains
As i stand alone watching the blood spill from my viens
What will it take to make the pain go away
I can only hope relief will come one day
But its like i said no ones future is set
And i will forgive but never will i forget
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Thief
Meds came up missing and im the one you blame
You treated me like a thief so thats what i became
Thats why i started taking meds from your shelf
This is your fault you brought it upon yourself
You say your dissapointed and that im not your kid
You're lucky i still talk to you after what you did
When you were getting crazy we told you to stop
But you wouldnt listen and then you hit that cop
In that moment everything was taken from me because of you i was ripped away from my family
You call me a thief then this is what you get
So sorry mom but...
You treated me like a thief so thats what i became
Thats why i started taking meds from your shelf
This is your fault you brought it upon yourself
You say your dissapointed and that im not your kid
You're lucky i still talk to you after what you did
When you were getting crazy we told you to stop
But you wouldnt listen and then you hit that cop
In that moment everything was taken from me because of you i was ripped away from my family
You call me a thief then this is what you get
So sorry mom but...
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Cutting Deeper
Im all alone as my world begins to spin
So i put the blade to my wrist and watch it cut my skin
The pain begins to lesson but it never goes away
So i cut a little deeper each and every day
I know people say they think what i do is sick
But i dont care what they think they can all suck my dick
This is my life and i'll do with it what i want to
So if i want to cut then thats what i will do
They dont know me so how can they judge me for what i do
They dont have my life they dont have a fucking clue
My life sucks im amazed im still alive
If it...
So i put the blade to my wrist and watch it cut my skin
The pain begins to lesson but it never goes away
So i cut a little deeper each and every day
I know people say they think what i do is sick
But i dont care what they think they can all suck my dick
This is my life and i'll do with it what i want to
So if i want to cut then thats what i will do
They dont know me so how can they judge me for what i do
They dont have my life they dont have a fucking clue
My life sucks im amazed im still alive
If it...
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So much to give
Its the worst feeling in the world when your heart is broken
And so many words are left unspoken
I have so much love to give and no one to give it to
Do you any idea what that does to you
Every time i open my heart and let some one in
They plunge a blade deep into my skin
It hurts at first then all i feel is cold
Because all ive ever wanted is to have some one to hold
I was the edge and she gave me a shove
But just tell me What is it about me that no one can love
And so many words are left unspoken
I have so much love to give and no one to give it to
Do you any idea what that does to you
Every time i open my heart and let some one in
They plunge a blade deep into my skin
It hurts at first then all i feel is cold
Because all ive ever wanted is to have some one to hold
I was the edge and she gave me a shove
But just tell me What is it about me that no one can love
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Tears of red
I guess our love was doomed from the start
And now i am left with a broken heart
She was all i wanted in life
I wanted her to be my wife
Now i realize she never cared about me
I know now that we could never be
I gave her my heart and she stomped it into the dirt
And now all i feel inside is hurt
I push the bad memories to the back of my head
As i sit in my room crying tears of red
My world is spinning and its making me dizzy
I must live my life now without izzy
Hurt and emptyness is now all i feel
I go on with my now giving my...
And now i am left with a broken heart
She was all i wanted in life
I wanted her to be my wife
Now i realize she never cared about me
I know now that we could never be
I gave her my heart and she stomped it into the dirt
And now all i feel inside is hurt
I push the bad memories to the back of my head
As i sit in my room crying tears of red
My world is spinning and its making me dizzy
I must live my life now without izzy
Hurt and emptyness is now all i feel
I go on with my now giving my...
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Feel the blade
I kill my emotions becuase pain is all they bring
I just dont care anymore about anything
Every one i get close to stabs me in the back
I feel the blade the pressure causeing my bones to crack
Constant agony is all i can feel
Because they are wounds that will never heal
I am holding the weight of the world as my muscles begin to cave
I am just a lost cause that no one can save
So save your breath im not worth the try
Just let go of my hand and let me die
I just dont care anymore about anything
Every one i get close to stabs me in the back
I feel the blade the pressure causeing my bones to crack
Constant agony is all i can feel
Because they are wounds that will never heal
I am holding the weight of the world as my muscles begin to cave
I am just a lost cause that no one can save
So save your breath im not worth the try
Just let go of my hand and let me die
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The darkness
Blind fury and rage is a scary thing
Because agony and pain is all they bring
The weight on my shoulders is making them brake
And my nightmares haunt me when i sleep when i wake
These feelings i have make me want to die
I am falling apart and i dont know why
The reaper is at my door holding his scythe
As the void in my heart consumes my life
All ive ever wanted is to have some one to hold
But instead i stand alone wondering why i feel so cold
I am one with the darkness when most would run and hide
Because they refuse to accept what they...
Because agony and pain is all they bring
The weight on my shoulders is making them brake
And my nightmares haunt me when i sleep when i wake
These feelings i have make me want to die
I am falling apart and i dont know why
The reaper is at my door holding his scythe
As the void in my heart consumes my life
All ive ever wanted is to have some one to hold
But instead i stand alone wondering why i feel so cold
I am one with the darkness when most would run and hide
Because they refuse to accept what they...
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