Submissions by Tearful_Poet (Eternity Rain Strife)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm a 14 year old emo/punk. Enjoy the writings from my own personal living hell.
How could you?
All alone,
I cry tonight,
so sad and lonely,
my tears are only right.
No ones coming,
to save me this time,
there all long gone,
with no reason or rhyme.
They all left me here,
alone and distraught,
as my world fell away
and in my heart you are not.
You went away,
broke my heart,
left me here,
to make your new start.
So here I sit,
in this burnt down rubble,
our would be home,
only caused us trouble.
It hurt so bad,
when you walked away,
that I fell to the ground,
and stay'ed...
I cry tonight,
so sad and lonely,
my tears are only right.
No ones coming,
to save me this time,
there all long gone,
with no reason or rhyme.
They all left me here,
alone and distraught,
as my world fell away
and in my heart you are not.
You went away,
broke my heart,
left me here,
to make your new start.
So here I sit,
in this burnt down rubble,
our would be home,
only caused us trouble.
It hurt so bad,
when you walked away,
that I fell to the ground,
and stay'ed...
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My suicide letter
Dear Whoever,
Whoever you are, I leave you this note, as my final words. I hate my life and the way I'm forced to live it. No one knows the real me, wouldn't know her if they tried! They think I'm a puppet they can manipulate! But today that changes, starting now this second. For at this moment I hold a Bowie knife, freshly sharpened for my purpose. Tonights the night, I'll finally do it, become as free as a falcon, as independant as a stallion! Tonight, I commit my suicide. Emilie Autumn has a song call The art of suicide, and I'm just going to quote her.
"Why live a life...
Whoever you are, I leave you this note, as my final words. I hate my life and the way I'm forced to live it. No one knows the real me, wouldn't know her if they tried! They think I'm a puppet they can manipulate! But today that changes, starting now this second. For at this moment I hold a Bowie knife, freshly sharpened for my purpose. Tonights the night, I'll finally do it, become as free as a falcon, as independant as a stallion! Tonight, I commit my suicide. Emilie Autumn has a song call The art of suicide, and I'm just going to quote her.
"Why live a life...
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I'll love you forever
Day by day
Night by night
Kiss by kiss
Touch by touch
Step by step
I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible
So vivid
So unique
So wild, that not even the reign of God could control
A passion so deep
A need so necessary
A want so strong
The universe would not handle
I love you today
I’ll love you tomorrow
I’ll love you forever
Night by night
Kiss by kiss
Touch by touch
Step by step
I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible
So vivid
So unique
So wild, that not even the reign of God could control
A passion so deep
A need so necessary
A want so strong
The universe would not handle
I love you today
I’ll love you tomorrow
I’ll love you forever
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The Definition Of Freedom
Freedom is a golden falcon,
soaring in the clear blue sky,
pushing itself higher and higher,
until the falcon and earth have not tie.
Freedom is a onyx stallion,
tearing across the vast green plains,
its strong legs pushing it faster,
until hidden is all the beauty it contains.
Freedom is a pearl white shark,
swimming depp into the great blue,
using its fins to pull itself deeper,
until its pearly beauty is hidden from all veiw.
soaring in the clear blue sky,
pushing itself higher and higher,
until the falcon and earth have not tie.
Freedom is a onyx stallion,
tearing across the vast green plains,
its strong legs pushing it faster,
until hidden is all the beauty it contains.
Freedom is a pearl white shark,
swimming depp into the great blue,
using its fins to pull itself deeper,
until its pearly beauty is hidden from all veiw.
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Fly no more
Dark angel,
you fell from the sky,
so sad as you plumeted,
toward the cold hard ground,
I wish you luck,
in taking flight again,
goodbye for now,
I say to you,
goodbye until you you fly no more. ~
you fell from the sky,
so sad as you plumeted,
toward the cold hard ground,
I wish you luck,
in taking flight again,
goodbye for now,
I say to you,
goodbye until you you fly no more. ~
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I hate...
I hate....
I hate how weak I am
I hate the pain that is my constant companion
I hate the struggle to keep my shattering heart from ripping out of my cold numb body
I hate the tears that fall silently into my pillow or not so silently flood from my soul when I am certain no one can witness my downfall.
I hate myself for allowing you to conquer me so easily
I hate the self destruction
I hate that I did nothing to stop you from stealing what was not yours to take
I hate the hope you made me feel
I hate that I feel anything at all
I hate.....me.
I hate how weak I am
I hate the pain that is my constant companion
I hate the struggle to keep my shattering heart from ripping out of my cold numb body
I hate the tears that fall silently into my pillow or not so silently flood from my soul when I am certain no one can witness my downfall.
I hate myself for allowing you to conquer me so easily
I hate the self destruction
I hate that I did nothing to stop you from stealing what was not yours to take
I hate the hope you made me feel
I hate that I feel anything at all
I hate.....me.
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Bitch
Bitch they scream,
Even as I sleep,
Bitch they say as I dream,
Bitch they meant it,
These are their words,
Bitch so stupid that we hit,
"Bitch you're useless,
So stupid and weak,
Bitch stop crying its uselss!"
Bitch so dumb,
I say to myself,
Bitch you're under their thumb,
Bitch get out,
I continue to scream,
Bitch don't just sit there and pout,
Bitch is their name for me,
But I don't care,
Bitch tonight's the last night you'll see!
Even as I sleep,
Bitch they say as I dream,
Bitch they meant it,
These are their words,
Bitch so stupid that we hit,
"Bitch you're useless,
So stupid and weak,
Bitch stop crying its uselss!"
Bitch so dumb,
I say to myself,
Bitch you're under their thumb,
Bitch get out,
I continue to scream,
Bitch don't just sit there and pout,
Bitch is their name for me,
But I don't care,
Bitch tonight's the last night you'll see!
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The mirror
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who's the loneliest of us all?
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who's destined to make that fall?
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who's going to live life at a crawl?
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who's this person who feels so small?
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Is it me my mirror on the wall?
Mirror mirror on the wall,
It is me my mirror on the wall....
Who's the loneliest of us all?
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who's destined to make that fall?
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who's going to live life at a crawl?
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who's this person who feels so small?
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Is it me my mirror on the wall?
Mirror mirror on the wall,
It is me my mirror on the wall....
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Suicidal Little Me
People seem to think depression is a phase. Something everyone goes through at some point in their lives. These people are wrong. I know, becauseI have these people for parents.
For the last two years of my life i have lived with a man and woman who seem to think depression will go away with the blink of an eye. So I indulge them, I pretend I'm happy and content. In truth; I live in a constant state of lies and pain that no one seems to be able to see.
My words to others who live like I do? Simple; "Fuck them, it's not worth the pain it costs you to pretend. I know, I'm here,...
For the last two years of my life i have lived with a man and woman who seem to think depression will go away with the blink of an eye. So I indulge them, I pretend I'm happy and content. In truth; I live in a constant state of lies and pain that no one seems to be able to see.
My words to others who live like I do? Simple; "Fuck them, it's not worth the pain it costs you to pretend. I know, I'm here,...
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Blanket Of Darkness
Ablanket of darkness,
hides me from the light,
its golden yellow rays,
that interupt the night,
My blanket of darkness,
it keeps me sake from life,
I could hide here forever,
just me and my knife,
This blanket of darkness,
that covers my scars so well,
while I sit in the agony,
of my own personal hell,
That blanket of darkness,
how it loves me so,
yet everytime I turn around,
it makes my pain flow,
A blanket of darkness,
so close to my soul,
it saves me from my pain,
but it leaves in me a hole.
hides me from the light,
its golden yellow rays,
that interupt the night,
My blanket of darkness,
it keeps me sake from life,
I could hide here forever,
just me and my knife,
This blanket of darkness,
that covers my scars so well,
while I sit in the agony,
of my own personal hell,
That blanket of darkness,
how it loves me so,
yet everytime I turn around,
it makes my pain flow,
A blanket of darkness,
so close to my soul,
it saves me from my pain,
but it leaves in me a hole.
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Through my eyes
Through my eyes,
nothings the same,
everything is darker,
it all seems so lame,
Through my eyes,
the insane is sane,
with reality turned upside down,
I live in constant pain,
Throughmy eyes,
love isn't real,
there is only this sadness,
I always feel.
nothings the same,
everything is darker,
it all seems so lame,
Through my eyes,
the insane is sane,
with reality turned upside down,
I live in constant pain,
Throughmy eyes,
love isn't real,
there is only this sadness,
I always feel.
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The Lost Love
I loved you...you didn't notice,
I lived for you...you never knew,
I gave up everything...you don't care,
I missed you...you only walk away,
I loved you and only you...you couldn't have cared less.
I will never love again...you turn away still,
I walked away so you could love...you didn't notice this either,
I cried all night so sad and alone...you just kept on walking not looking back,
I will never trust again...you smile and nod not understanding,
I give up on our love...you say its best that way.
You died alone driving home...I...
I lived for you...you never knew,
I gave up everything...you don't care,
I missed you...you only walk away,
I loved you and only you...you couldn't have cared less.
I will never love again...you turn away still,
I walked away so you could love...you didn't notice this either,
I cried all night so sad and alone...you just kept on walking not looking back,
I will never trust again...you smile and nod not understanding,
I give up on our love...you say its best that way.
You died alone driving home...I...
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