I sit in the darkness Crying myself to sleep Trying not to feel Trying to numb the ache But the pain is to deep My body feels hollow As the pain hold me under It's cold long fingers forcing me to give up To drown in my sorrow
Why do I keep saying I'm fine When I feel the opposite Like I'm dying inside But I can't say goodbye No, not yet I will end the bloodshed The pain in my heart Without ending myself