Submissions by Skyla_Schizo (Skyfoxi)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I didn't want you to see me cry, so I laughed.
No
My mind is messed up
She fuckin cheated on me, oh
This whole fuckin time
Thought she was leanin on me bro
She said not to worry
But she went and fuckin lied
So no wonder why
She been keepin shit inside
I never saw it comin
Like an unexpected blast
And the words that she spoke
Was like a knife up in my back
I had to look away
To keep from freeing all these tears
And when my heart breaks
I hope that she can hear it
I’m so damn confused
Please god tell me why
If she’s supposed...
She fuckin cheated on me, oh
This whole fuckin time
Thought she was leanin on me bro
She said not to worry
But she went and fuckin lied
So no wonder why
She been keepin shit inside
I never saw it comin
Like an unexpected blast
And the words that she spoke
Was like a knife up in my back
I had to look away
To keep from freeing all these tears
And when my heart breaks
I hope that she can hear it
I’m so damn confused
Please god tell me why
If she’s supposed...
#betrayal
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i hate the sunrise
Do you remember the last night you held me
Just as vividly as I do
Did my lips on your ear make you tremble
Do you remember the tears streaming from
My heartbroken and eyes
Down onto your arm and on your shirt?
Where my head has lain
For so many long nights,
For so many shorter nights
But those long nights were never enough,
Because I just kept wanting more
Of the sneak away fairy tales
The late night kisses that were purely stolen
And promised into my memory, until
The last palpitation of my bleeding heart
That...
Just as vividly as I do
Did my lips on your ear make you tremble
Do you remember the tears streaming from
My heartbroken and eyes
Down onto your arm and on your shirt?
Where my head has lain
For so many long nights,
For so many shorter nights
But those long nights were never enough,
Because I just kept wanting more
Of the sneak away fairy tales
The late night kisses that were purely stolen
And promised into my memory, until
The last palpitation of my bleeding heart
That...
#FallingInLove
#sadness
#ImSorry
#SelfReflection
#disappointment
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better than your wife
I'm just a side piece
Someone youre stringing along like a puppeteer
And somehow no matter what
When you call out my name
I will always come running
Like youre the last drop of water
To quench my thirst
In the whole world
My heart feigns only for you
When yours does not for me
This is a one sided romance
And a one sided rebound
Let me into your life
But only two days a week
And when youre on the way home
Delete all your texts and pictures from me
Change my contact name
Into someone I'm allowed to be ...
Someone youre stringing along like a puppeteer
And somehow no matter what
When you call out my name
I will always come running
Like youre the last drop of water
To quench my thirst
In the whole world
My heart feigns only for you
When yours does not for me
This is a one sided romance
And a one sided rebound
Let me into your life
But only two days a week
And when youre on the way home
Delete all your texts and pictures from me
Change my contact name
Into someone I'm allowed to be ...
#kindness
#lust
#wife
#lover
#dirty
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For The Millionth Time
For the millionth time
I want you to plunge into my depths
And taste my soul
Explore what I'm made of
Look up at me with those
Sad blue eyes of yours
Filled with anger, sadness, lust
Loneliness
Just like me
For the millionth time
I want you to tell me those
Three little words
Let them be the sweetest honey
I've ever tasted
As they roll off your lips
For the millionth time
I need to envelop me into your embrace
The one so inviting
The one which smells of masculinity
And your favorite cologne ...
I want you to plunge into my depths
And taste my soul
Explore what I'm made of
Look up at me with those
Sad blue eyes of yours
Filled with anger, sadness, lust
Loneliness
Just like me
For the millionth time
I want you to tell me those
Three little words
Let them be the sweetest honey
I've ever tasted
As they roll off your lips
For the millionth time
I need to envelop me into your embrace
The one so inviting
The one which smells of masculinity
And your favorite cologne ...
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A Millionth Love
They're ripping my heart into a million pieces
Everyone I've loved deeply
Anyone I've ever given my heart to
Irreplaceable mind, words, and pussy
I keep adding to the line
Of blacklisted names
Tattooed across my forehead
They walk with me, along side
Never breaking stride,
And keeping up the pace
I inhale these stings
And float away but
They're the anchors
At my feet,
Keeping me from my high
Such a buzzkill they are
But I'm terrified for them to leave
To go away with no return
They're holding...
Everyone I've loved deeply
Anyone I've ever given my heart to
Irreplaceable mind, words, and pussy
I keep adding to the line
Of blacklisted names
Tattooed across my forehead
They walk with me, along side
Never breaking stride,
And keeping up the pace
I inhale these stings
And float away but
They're the anchors
At my feet,
Keeping me from my high
Such a buzzkill they are
But I'm terrified for them to leave
To go away with no return
They're holding...
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Don't Choke Me
I gave it a chance today
I tried loving someone new
They put a smile on my lips
But they're just not you
His hands are strangers
And his eyes, unknown
His smile is unfamiliar
I even hate his cologne
He holds me and stares
Tryna give me the blues
Don't get me wrong, he's amazing
But he will never be you
My heart is so heavy
And my mind is torn
Feigning for the impossible day
That you'd call me yours
He crossed a line today
And put his fingers around my throat
He wants to fucking...
I tried loving someone new
They put a smile on my lips
But they're just not you
His hands are strangers
And his eyes, unknown
His smile is unfamiliar
I even hate his cologne
He holds me and stares
Tryna give me the blues
Don't get me wrong, he's amazing
But he will never be you
My heart is so heavy
And my mind is torn
Feigning for the impossible day
That you'd call me yours
He crossed a line today
And put his fingers around my throat
He wants to fucking...
733 reads
3 Comments
How did it feel, Ma?
The autopsy report I received today confirmed
What I already knew
Suicide by intoxication
Combination of alcohol and
Antidepressant drugs
The pain grew too much
To be able to take
The burden of living
Any longer
I'll never forget the day
I got the phone call that told me
You were gone
They found you in your room
Face up, covered in vomit
And unforgiving shame
A look of eternal peace forever plastered upon your face
They said it almost looked like
You died with a smile
Everyone wondered why you passed ...
What I already knew
Suicide by intoxication
Combination of alcohol and
Antidepressant drugs
The pain grew too much
To be able to take
The burden of living
Any longer
I'll never forget the day
I got the phone call that told me
You were gone
They found you in your room
Face up, covered in vomit
And unforgiving shame
A look of eternal peace forever plastered upon your face
They said it almost looked like
You died with a smile
Everyone wondered why you passed ...
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Absence of meaning
We're all harboring demons inside our heads
But mine's so overbearing that my fucking brain might explode
There are days I feel as if I can no longer deal with the
Weight associated with such secrets and deceit as mine
I have done acts unspeakable to many aside from myself
Which is upsetting because I have to look at my reflection
In the mirror and ask why I have done these things
Some might consider me a whore
Some might consider me a home wrecker
But I consider myself to just not give a fuck anymore
I have fallen so far beyond the point of...
But mine's so overbearing that my fucking brain might explode
There are days I feel as if I can no longer deal with the
Weight associated with such secrets and deceit as mine
I have done acts unspeakable to many aside from myself
Which is upsetting because I have to look at my reflection
In the mirror and ask why I have done these things
Some might consider me a whore
Some might consider me a home wrecker
But I consider myself to just not give a fuck anymore
I have fallen so far beyond the point of...
723 reads
2 Comments
Dep
Life is shattered, lost, and confusing
I feel as if there was no way I could keep breathing
What's the point, if I've lost everything I live for?
The pain I feel inside just keeps growing
Each ragged breath rips a hole in my chest
The tormenting thoughts and nightmares suffocate
Any hope of peace tonight, just like every night
The restlessness is exhausting
But I'm so tired I cant sleep
They tried to fix me with happy pills
And an old shrink who dug under my nails
With shards of glass
Trying to get me to scream
But the meds only...
I feel as if there was no way I could keep breathing
What's the point, if I've lost everything I live for?
The pain I feel inside just keeps growing
Each ragged breath rips a hole in my chest
The tormenting thoughts and nightmares suffocate
Any hope of peace tonight, just like every night
The restlessness is exhausting
But I'm so tired I cant sleep
They tried to fix me with happy pills
And an old shrink who dug under my nails
With shards of glass
Trying to get me to scream
But the meds only...
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1 Comment
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I didn't even know him
But he asked me for head
He put his lips on my neck
And his hand on my leg
I pushed him off
And I told him no
Until he flashed the 20s
And I started to blow
I wasn't a fucking slut
The last that I checked
But I gained the bills
And lost self respect
But he asked me for head
He put his lips on my neck
And his hand on my leg
I pushed him off
And I told him no
Until he flashed the 20s
And I started to blow
I wasn't a fucking slut
The last that I checked
But I gained the bills
And lost self respect
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3 Comments
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She had never thirsted for life more than the moment she took her last breath.
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Cum Down
I can feel it welling up
Building up
I hold my breath as I force myself
To feel this amazing feeling
The only short few seconds that make
Me feel like I'm on top of the fucking world
Just the right touch and my eyes
Roll back and my lips part
My breath stops and my toes curl
My entire body tenses up
My legs go numb and warmness
Crawls up my thighs
And orange and pink explosions
Caress my body and rock my hips
I feel warm and so fucking happy
It couldnt get any better
Than this
It feels fantastic
Like my heart could...
Building up
I hold my breath as I force myself
To feel this amazing feeling
The only short few seconds that make
Me feel like I'm on top of the fucking world
Just the right touch and my eyes
Roll back and my lips part
My breath stops and my toes curl
My entire body tenses up
My legs go numb and warmness
Crawls up my thighs
And orange and pink explosions
Caress my body and rock my hips
I feel warm and so fucking happy
It couldnt get any better
Than this
It feels fantastic
Like my heart could...
893 reads
1 Comment
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