Submissions by Sick_Wild_Twisted

You....

You made me loose myself again.
How could I ever believe the words across your lips?
I knew you were trouble, from the very start...
Your coming and going...
Your will to trap me...
I should have ran for my life!

All those nights by your side...
The way you pinned me down as you held my hands over my head...
As you kept biting my neck...
Your lips against my ear saying I was all you ever wanted...
You... You fucking liar!!

You made me believe you!!
Just so that you could go away and leave me wondering. ...

This Was the last time... I promise... "
How many times have I said it?

As I look into his eyes...
I see nothing but disapointment...
I've left him down, time after time, after time...

I can't help myself but to try to take away this pain.
He doesn't understand that...
Nor do I want him to!
That would mean he has felt what I feel.
I cannot want that!

I do not want him to know how it feels...
To not need any water, to feel like you're drowning...
Drowning inside yourself...
To wish for your body to drop dead ...