Submissions by SickSanityJenn (Esoteric)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
ANGER POEM
Published
5th Feb 2021 5:54am
5th Feb 2021 5:54am
Simmer Down
I'm okay but the bitch is not
Bitches lie, that bitch a thot
Once she's out, in comes the next
Money calls, not trying to flex
And the nights are long, my patience is not
If you step on nerves, you might get shot
The bitch don't work, she's no good
While bitches in hell eat dog food
They slit they're wrists, pop those pills
Drink the poison, they can't stand still
Money in and money out
They're depressed, drugs are out
They say money isn't life, life is time
But time is money and a bitch took mine
I'm okay but the bitch is...
Bitches lie, that bitch a thot
Once she's out, in comes the next
Money calls, not trying to flex
And the nights are long, my patience is not
If you step on nerves, you might get shot
The bitch don't work, she's no good
While bitches in hell eat dog food
They slit they're wrists, pop those pills
Drink the poison, they can't stand still
Money in and money out
They're depressed, drugs are out
They say money isn't life, life is time
But time is money and a bitch took mine
I'm okay but the bitch is...
#anger
#drugs
329 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
4th Feb 2021 9:35pm
4th Feb 2021 9:35pm
Just me, myself and I want you to go **** yourself
#breakup
#emptiness
339 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
4th Feb 2021 3:10pm
4th Feb 2021 3:10pm
Leave me alone (altered)
Fight with me, it's a knockout
No time to pretend, I said lights out
In this world, I feel held down
Grounded for life, so what now?
Spinning circles, down the drain
Soul is shattered, I'm in pain
Fuck with my feelings
I'll fuck with your face
No time for games
No patience for fakes
You thought you had me
But I got back up
If time is money
You're bankrupt
Fight with me, it's a knockout
No time to pretend, I said lights out
In this world, I feel dead
Grounded for life, just like my...
No time to pretend, I said lights out
In this world, I feel held down
Grounded for life, so what now?
Spinning circles, down the drain
Soul is shattered, I'm in pain
Fuck with my feelings
I'll fuck with your face
No time for games
No patience for fakes
You thought you had me
But I got back up
If time is money
You're bankrupt
Fight with me, it's a knockout
No time to pretend, I said lights out
In this world, I feel dead
Grounded for life, just like my...
#anger
#breakup
481 reads
2 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
3rd Feb 2021 11:30am
3rd Feb 2021 11:30am
Leave me Alone
Fight with me, it's a knockout
No time to pretend, I said lights out
In this world, I feel held down
Grounded for life, so what now?
Fuck with my feelings
I'll fuck with your face
No time for games
No patience for fakes
You thought you had me
But I got back up
If time is money
You're bankrupt
Fight with me, it's a knockout
No time to pretend, I said lights out
In this world, I feel held down
Grounded for life, so what now?
Spinning circles, down the drain
Am I going to hell or am I going insane?
No time to pretend, I said lights out
In this world, I feel held down
Grounded for life, so what now?
Fuck with my feelings
I'll fuck with your face
No time for games
No patience for fakes
You thought you had me
But I got back up
If time is money
You're bankrupt
Fight with me, it's a knockout
No time to pretend, I said lights out
In this world, I feel held down
Grounded for life, so what now?
Spinning circles, down the drain
Am I going to hell or am I going insane?
#anger
#frustration
362 reads
3 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
9th Dec 2020 6:29pm
9th Dec 2020 6:29pm
Just a snippet
This exceptionally short poem piece is inspired by a remote controlled Bluetooth Rabbit Vibrator
Nora and Max
Control me, daddy
I was built to use
I need this so badly
Primed just for you
Control me, daddy
Make my legs shake
If you want my candy
It's yours to take
Nora and Max
Control me, daddy
I was built to use
I need this so badly
Primed just for you
Control me, daddy
Make my legs shake
If you want my candy
It's yours to take
#erotic
#sexy
464 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
30th Nov 2020 10:20pm
30th Nov 2020 10:20pm
Melodramarama
I slit my wrists to paint a picture
A Rorschach of my mentality
I cut my arms to pieces
Trying to work it all out of me
My canvas disintegrates
Underneath my fervor
Laden with so many feelings
No room for any more
I stand here eviscerated
Describing all I've been through
Putting my emotions on display
Spilling my guts to you
Purged, I stand watching
Crimson ribbons to my feet
Waiting for a reaction
But you never even blink
A Rorschach of my mentality
I cut my arms to pieces
Trying to work it all out of me
My canvas disintegrates
Underneath my fervor
Laden with so many feelings
No room for any more
I stand here eviscerated
Describing all I've been through
Putting my emotions on display
Spilling my guts to you
Purged, I stand watching
Crimson ribbons to my feet
Waiting for a reaction
But you never even blink
#depression
#despair
327 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Nov 2020 8:01pm
26th Nov 2020 8:01pm
She Me
Shadows of the past written in her eyes
Her pain slips through and dispels her lies
No matter how happy she pretends to be
She just wants to bleed, she just wants to bleed
Scent of sorrow and autumn leaves
She is stronger than she perceives
Behind the silence of her haunted eyes
She sits and cries, she sits and cries
Her corroded smile is just a disguise
She swallows her agony to feed you her lies
She learned to laugh instead of cry
But she just wants to die, she just wants to die
Shadows of the past written in her...
Her pain slips through and dispels her lies
No matter how happy she pretends to be
She just wants to bleed, she just wants to bleed
Scent of sorrow and autumn leaves
She is stronger than she perceives
Behind the silence of her haunted eyes
She sits and cries, she sits and cries
Her corroded smile is just a disguise
She swallows her agony to feed you her lies
She learned to laugh instead of cry
But she just wants to die, she just wants to die
Shadows of the past written in her...
#depression
#SelfHarm
#hurt
334 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2020 12:37pm
23rd Sep 2020 12:37pm
Why do they call this a straight jacket, again?
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I have the devil in the corner
A monster living under my bed
The boogie man's in the closet
My backyard is full of the dead
But the only things that scare me
Are the things inside my head
#dark
421 reads
7 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
18th Sep 2020 00:07am
18th Sep 2020 00:07am
Lies Are Easier To Swallow
I feel you in my heart, beating
Inhale, and it's you breathing
Your taste upon my lips
Reveling the kiss
We meld into one being
Our skin on fire, burning
Ignite my soul, yearning
Reach into my depth
Push me to the edge
Give you my heart, unflinching
I feel you in my bones, breaking
Inhale but I'm barely gasping
Your taste upon my lips
Smothered in a kiss
I meld to fit your being
My dreams on fire, burning
Ignight my fears, screaming
Reach into my chest
Push me over the edge
Eat my...
Inhale, and it's you breathing
Your taste upon my lips
Reveling the kiss
We meld into one being
Our skin on fire, burning
Ignite my soul, yearning
Reach into my depth
Push me to the edge
Give you my heart, unflinching
I feel you in my bones, breaking
Inhale but I'm barely gasping
Your taste upon my lips
Smothered in a kiss
I meld to fit your being
My dreams on fire, burning
Ignight my fears, screaming
Reach into my chest
Push me over the edge
Eat my...
#heartbroken
#abuse
#lover
386 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
14th Sep 2020 00:47am
14th Sep 2020 00:47am
Desperate
I gave myself to you
A breathing sextoy
I was built for use
No need to be coy
You took my hunger and ran
Left my flesh wanting
I happily obeyed any command
But you didn't want me
A recluse trussed up in strings
Every line leads to you
Building a web to catch my dreams
Obsessed is what I do
You want me to worship you
I gladly hit my knees
I'm begging for use
Ask what you will of me
A breathing sextoy
I was built for use
No need to be coy
You took my hunger and ran
Left my flesh wanting
I happily obeyed any command
But you didn't want me
A recluse trussed up in strings
Every line leads to you
Building a web to catch my dreams
Obsessed is what I do
You want me to worship you
I gladly hit my knees
I'm begging for use
Ask what you will of me
#love
#lust
#crush
386 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Sep 2020 4:15pm
10th Sep 2020 4:15pm
Fang Banger
You are mine
I stake my claim
Splinter to the heart
Vampire slain
Toothy grin
Now we shall begin
Bite right through your skin
It's over used and worn thin
You're full of sin
A wolf in sheep skin
The innocence a lie to draw me in
I feel chagrin
I choke you down
Toss your body to the wind
Poison on my lips
You nearly did me in
The sun is calling
I shy back to the night
Haunted with daydreams
Obsessed with dark delights
I stake my claim
Splinter to the heart
Vampire slain
Toothy grin
Now we shall begin
Bite right through your skin
It's over used and worn thin
You're full of sin
A wolf in sheep skin
The innocence a lie to draw me in
I feel chagrin
I choke you down
Toss your body to the wind
Poison on my lips
You nearly did me in
The sun is calling
I shy back to the night
Haunted with daydreams
Obsessed with dark delights
#lover
#deception
348 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Sep 2020 10:48pm
7th Sep 2020 10:48pm
Why are you such a c**t?
If I'm not hurting, am I even real?
If not constant pain, what's left to feel?
My incessant obsession turns to bitter doubt
I've forgotten what the point of all this is about
I portioned out my heart, incrementally
Now I sit here holding what's left of me
Wondering how I will ever be enough
Scrounging for even a morsel of love
Should I bleed, try to cut it out of me?
This sickness that feeds on my insanity
My dreams, crack and bruise under pressure
I'm no longer able to hold myself together
If not constant pain, what's left to feel?
My incessant obsession turns to bitter doubt
I've forgotten what the point of all this is about
I portioned out my heart, incrementally
Now I sit here holding what's left of me
Wondering how I will ever be enough
Scrounging for even a morsel of love
Should I bleed, try to cut it out of me?
This sickness that feeds on my insanity
My dreams, crack and bruise under pressure
I'm no longer able to hold myself together
#sadness
#love
#heartbroken
404 reads
3 Comments
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