Submissions by Sadsmiles
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Not worth your trouble
DARK POEM
Published
12th Aug 2014 4:20pm
12th Aug 2014 4:20pm
peaceful slaughter
Stage 1
Blue pills poppin, surrounding walls bendin
Undulating blurred bent visions...
Smiling without a care
Stage 2
Shots of Smirnoff, numb head sways to and fro
Sweat beading off my forehead, slurred tongue
Drunken anguish
Stage 3
Staring into a reflection of emptiness
Eyes deep in blank and wasted...and reality
subsides with my fading love and pain
Stage 4
Sharp cold steel slithers the thin red line
across my wrist, bursts flowing iniquities...
And it's a plague for the ones I love...
A quiet peaceful...
Blue pills poppin, surrounding walls bendin
Undulating blurred bent visions...
Smiling without a care
Stage 2
Shots of Smirnoff, numb head sways to and fro
Sweat beading off my forehead, slurred tongue
Drunken anguish
Stage 3
Staring into a reflection of emptiness
Eyes deep in blank and wasted...and reality
subsides with my fading love and pain
Stage 4
Sharp cold steel slithers the thin red line
across my wrist, bursts flowing iniquities...
And it's a plague for the ones I love...
A quiet peaceful...
570 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Aug 2014 00:27am
12th Aug 2014 00:27am
( Dear Mr Robin Williams) I wrote this for the one I love
Will grow old with you
And our last heartbeat
Is as one
For this death will
be beautiful, then we
will start our forever
It'll be heaven
I promise
Hand in hand our lasting touch
Breathing in our last so close
Tears of joy still steams warm
Inseparable from our beginning
Long suffering for eternity
is here and........
You never gave up on me
(Your an Inspiration)
And our last heartbeat
Is as one
For this death will
be beautiful, then we
will start our forever
It'll be heaven
I promise
Hand in hand our lasting touch
Breathing in our last so close
Tears of joy still steams warm
Inseparable from our beginning
Long suffering for eternity
is here and........
You never gave up on me
(Your an Inspiration)
596 reads
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
11th Aug 2014 7:09am
11th Aug 2014 7:09am
Something Familiar
Kneeling on these worthless knees
Warm palms facing towards the night sky
Tears of humiliation trickle
to my salty lips, a taste of shame
And these vile hands capture each drop...
Sobbing whimpers, crying unheard
within this lonely forest...
But a recognition of disgrace for
the ones I love and who returns the
love...
NOW
Fading into prayers, I scream in silence
all of what my sins achieved...
I can see them through the reflection
off my hands that hold an ocean of tears.
Unworthiness of love...
...
Warm palms facing towards the night sky
Tears of humiliation trickle
to my salty lips, a taste of shame
And these vile hands capture each drop...
Sobbing whimpers, crying unheard
within this lonely forest...
But a recognition of disgrace for
the ones I love and who returns the
love...
NOW
Fading into prayers, I scream in silence
all of what my sins achieved...
I can see them through the reflection
off my hands that hold an ocean of tears.
Unworthiness of love...
...
631 reads
SELF POEM
Published
8th Aug 2014 3:53am
8th Aug 2014 3:53am
A DUP friend sent me this...
(NAME?) I have had you on my mind all day...
You are somewhat like a rose...
You have your thorns to protect you and keep others out... Your leaves to help hide you away... But you still can be seen.. The petals on the outside are only for illusion and can be lost without damaging the core if need be... They have scratches and bruises cuts and torn places in them but the rose lives on.... However the heart of the rose delicately protected inside the center still fragile still soft still able to be saved and cared for....(NAME) don't always see yourself as the bruised cut...
You are somewhat like a rose...
You have your thorns to protect you and keep others out... Your leaves to help hide you away... But you still can be seen.. The petals on the outside are only for illusion and can be lost without damaging the core if need be... They have scratches and bruises cuts and torn places in them but the rose lives on.... However the heart of the rose delicately protected inside the center still fragile still soft still able to be saved and cared for....(NAME) don't always see yourself as the bruised cut...
658 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Jul 2014 5:38am
30th Jul 2014 5:38am
another moment in love ( short nothings )
When your loving words appear
All of the world comes to blurr
Moments alike, you will find
A worthless soul in tears
who surrenders only to you...
Only then I'm
Alive within your heart
Its why your loved
All of the world comes to blurr
Moments alike, you will find
A worthless soul in tears
who surrenders only to you...
Only then I'm
Alive within your heart
Its why your loved
792 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Jul 2014 4:08am
29th Jul 2014 4:08am
suicide failure to nowhere
Too caught up in my own depression
Many times with no cure or care
Surely this blade will slice with success
Maybe oneday soon I can only hope
...and too speak of death
is it weak? or it is weak!
Die die die MOTHER FUCKER DIE!!!
Issues are many none to partake
Blah blah blah
Maggots to fill my ego
Selfishness within your sympathy
This ink is going nowhere
Time wasted...? Apologies from
the one who doesn't give a shit.
Many times with no cure or care
Surely this blade will slice with success
Maybe oneday soon I can only hope
...and too speak of death
is it weak? or it is weak!
Die die die MOTHER FUCKER DIE!!!
Issues are many none to partake
Blah blah blah
Maggots to fill my ego
Selfishness within your sympathy
This ink is going nowhere
Time wasted...? Apologies from
the one who doesn't give a shit.
669 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
28th Jul 2014 8:41am
28th Jul 2014 8:41am
where to spend your last heartbeat
To die by choice without fate
Before the uncertainty takes all
Then it would be now, embrace me
Its your hands I need to feel
my very last heartbeat which belongs
to you...
And you have done all that a lover
will do.
Your love now completes me.
Before the uncertainty takes all
Then it would be now, embrace me
Its your hands I need to feel
my very last heartbeat which belongs
to you...
And you have done all that a lover
will do.
Your love now completes me.
796 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Jul 2014 8:29am
25th Jul 2014 8:29am
Forever two...
The two most beautiful souls
DUP has to offer...I am
undeserving to have known
such souls existed...we spun
around in all the excitement
Three of us were triple the fun.
As I came between two souls I
thought magic happened. Really!
It was my weakness falling harder
to my knees unable to get up from
my own morbid fascination. Hopeless,
cant help but love both...and it wont
go away......my poison severed all and
allow me to hurt on my own...I beg...
All I can say is sorry in public
humiliation...
DUP has to offer...I am
undeserving to have known
such souls existed...we spun
around in all the excitement
Three of us were triple the fun.
As I came between two souls I
thought magic happened. Really!
It was my weakness falling harder
to my knees unable to get up from
my own morbid fascination. Hopeless,
cant help but love both...and it wont
go away......my poison severed all and
allow me to hurt on my own...I beg...
All I can say is sorry in public
humiliation...
615 reads
DARK POEM
Published
24th Jul 2014 7:21am
24th Jul 2014 7:21am
--------Her--------
The beaten innocents from uncertainty
Disturbed desires eludes her towards
morbid suffering in my twisted fascination.
The soul cries of millions bleeding,
pleading, begging from blood drenched leathers.
Feeding my intoxication inside her blistering ass now severed with a boundless compassion she withers slowly into weakness.
Latex mask unzipped unleashing a tongue hungry with fury for her blood...wanting to rip her holes apart with taste.
But the anguish in her refusal ignored with enjoyment as she kicks with red thigh high boots, heels piercing...
Disturbed desires eludes her towards
morbid suffering in my twisted fascination.
The soul cries of millions bleeding,
pleading, begging from blood drenched leathers.
Feeding my intoxication inside her blistering ass now severed with a boundless compassion she withers slowly into weakness.
Latex mask unzipped unleashing a tongue hungry with fury for her blood...wanting to rip her holes apart with taste.
But the anguish in her refusal ignored with enjoyment as she kicks with red thigh high boots, heels piercing...
686 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Jul 2014 3:48am
23rd Jul 2014 3:48am
Its all I know ( short nothings )
The type of love never to let go.
To surrender my all and
close me within your heart.
My soul only knows the
suns warmth brought by the
embrace of your affection
Its to die for without
a second thought.
But the reason
why I'm alive.
For the rest of my life
I will love you💝
To surrender my all and
close me within your heart.
My soul only knows the
suns warmth brought by the
embrace of your affection
Its to die for without
a second thought.
But the reason
why I'm alive.
For the rest of my life
I will love you💝
677 reads
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Jul 2014 00:53am
22nd Jul 2014 00:53am
liar liar souls on fire
Deluded spirit persistent
lies within lies
Deceived of not my truth
She shall not see the hurt
But loves me for the world I create
Dissovled into the life I've crafted
then seduced in pain unknowingly
My Greed For Love
lies within lies
Deceived of not my truth
She shall not see the hurt
But loves me for the world I create
Dissovled into the life I've crafted
then seduced in pain unknowingly
My Greed For Love
594 reads
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