Submissions by Sadsmiles
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Not worth your trouble
SELF POEM
Published
1st Feb 2018 2:06pm
1st Feb 2018 2:06pm
Don’t know why
Monday to Friday mornings
Same alarm at 6 a.m
Eyes struggle to open
Soul returns vacantly
A day older
And why?
Motivation for life is nowhere now
Look forward to the end
Anticipating one last heartbeat
Awaiting you and
No one else will know
Don’t give them the chance
Continue the sadsmiles everywhere
Dark acoustic heartbeats pound anguished tranquility
Bleeding teardrops are here to wiped away.
Same alarm at 6 a.m
Eyes struggle to open
Soul returns vacantly
A day older
And why?
Motivation for life is nowhere now
Look forward to the end
Anticipating one last heartbeat
Awaiting you and
No one else will know
Don’t give them the chance
Continue the sadsmiles everywhere
Dark acoustic heartbeats pound anguished tranquility
Bleeding teardrops are here to wiped away.
600 reads
SELF POEM
Published
15th Sep 2016 3:34pm
15th Sep 2016 3:34pm
I, I, I, & more me.
Sinful morals clouds happiness within I
And know not wait till pitiful forgiveness
releases the fighting shame forevermore
living a losing battle to be pure perfection to
the deluded eyes of all creation.
And so I bloom like a black flower with the vile stench of scars from the heart, oh so desolate.
And know not wait till pitiful forgiveness
releases the fighting shame forevermore
living a losing battle to be pure perfection to
the deluded eyes of all creation.
And so I bloom like a black flower with the vile stench of scars from the heart, oh so desolate.
898 reads
7 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Jan 2016 9:47pm
23rd Jan 2016 9:47pm
Familiar Torment (no love needed)
She comes to me, plentiful yet differently
Slim, skinny, curvacious women with
Blonde, red, brunette, black Locke's and...
Why does it feel the same each moment?
Everytime they handle me differently
Though...now...ecstacy shallow cement
Supple lips that glide over every inch of me
And as I close my eyes to the sensuality
Torment stares through the forbidden.
Feelings so familiar, far less has changed too...
Creeping secrets that crawls my soul closer to hell
A journey filled with silky fires of immoral grace.
Just cry behind...
Slim, skinny, curvacious women with
Blonde, red, brunette, black Locke's and...
Why does it feel the same each moment?
Everytime they handle me differently
Though...now...ecstacy shallow cement
Supple lips that glide over every inch of me
And as I close my eyes to the sensuality
Torment stares through the forbidden.
Feelings so familiar, far less has changed too...
Creeping secrets that crawls my soul closer to hell
A journey filled with silky fires of immoral grace.
Just cry behind...
640 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
24th Sep 2015 10:07pm
24th Sep 2015 10:07pm
(short nothing)
Sins beautifully designed together
Tender consumption of goodness
Short of ones heart to eternal pain
Slumber peacefully
Fantasy serenity
......................................
I dont wanna wake from this fall.
Tender consumption of goodness
Short of ones heart to eternal pain
Slumber peacefully
Fantasy serenity
......................................
I dont wanna wake from this fall.
777 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th Aug 2015 6:15pm
10th Aug 2015 6:15pm
SLOW TEAR
Like torn silk upon bleeding thorns.
Heavenly breeze, slow ripping anguish
Yet the petals bloom beautifully
Heavenly breeze, slow ripping anguish
Yet the petals bloom beautifully
666 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Jul 2015 3:38am
13th Jul 2015 3:38am
Goodnight
You slumber Perfectly by my side
Moonshines that face exquisitely
You turn to me, a gentle embrace
across my chest
do feel my heart pounding beats
as you dream tonight
and do you realize nothing else
mattered to me
You will wake not knowing that
sleep of yours devoured
my darkness...
Cannot wait to see you the next day
Moonshines that face exquisitely
You turn to me, a gentle embrace
across my chest
do feel my heart pounding beats
as you dream tonight
and do you realize nothing else
mattered to me
You will wake not knowing that
sleep of yours devoured
my darkness...
Cannot wait to see you the next day
725 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Jul 2015 5:13pm
12th Jul 2015 5:13pm
She tries endlessly
Her soul is beautiful
Leaving angels with envy
So G_d leaves me in her
loving hands that surrounds
darkened worlds of sadness.
She will never give up
deciphering my codes
of eternal happiness
I love her and I know
Its not enough.
Leaving angels with envy
So G_d leaves me in her
loving hands that surrounds
darkened worlds of sadness.
She will never give up
deciphering my codes
of eternal happiness
I love her and I know
Its not enough.
719 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
18th Jun 2015 10:46pm
18th Jun 2015 10:46pm
(short nothings)
Gentle touches
Feathers silk
then these words
Provoked
I see the eyes dormant
but its within my love
A sparkle less ignited
not shared
Sodomy withered reaching
new heavens
Still as one heartbeats
the other
Life continues to our
FOREVER!
Feathers silk
then these words
Provoked
I see the eyes dormant
but its within my love
A sparkle less ignited
not shared
Sodomy withered reaching
new heavens
Still as one heartbeats
the other
Life continues to our
FOREVER!
758 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
21st May 2015 10:43pm
21st May 2015 10:43pm
Smile with effort
Dormant upon sunshine here...
Daily tormant with smiles
forgiveness within, a non acceptance.
All I know and love needs to happy
but the cost of unknowns...
Life numbs to stray
from reality on repeat.
Bound by weak morals and society
Still I pray.
Death would be too easy, would it?
Still I smile.
Daily tormant with smiles
forgiveness within, a non acceptance.
All I know and love needs to happy
but the cost of unknowns...
Life numbs to stray
from reality on repeat.
Bound by weak morals and society
Still I pray.
Death would be too easy, would it?
Still I smile.
804 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
15th May 2015 8:00am
15th May 2015 8:00am
Long ago (shot nothings)
Cuddled behind your curves
Breathing in crisp perfume
Life lights up in this embrace
Nothing has changed from long ago.
Breathing in crisp perfume
Life lights up in this embrace
Nothing has changed from long ago.
825 reads
16 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
13th May 2015 11:55am
13th May 2015 11:55am
blahhh again
Useless ink sprayed senseless upon this canvas
Words flow full of blurr and colours, disconnect
Staring vacantly at this screen, mind fuzziness
Just another blahhh...
Sincerely apologize to a reader
Wasting time on my thoughts
Medicine setting in...
Mind fuzziness again
Alcohol water
Rainbow tablets
And chill..
Words flow full of blurr and colours, disconnect
Staring vacantly at this screen, mind fuzziness
Just another blahhh...
Sincerely apologize to a reader
Wasting time on my thoughts
Medicine setting in...
Mind fuzziness again
Alcohol water
Rainbow tablets
And chill..
938 reads
10 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
1st May 2015 9:37pm
1st May 2015 9:37pm
Upon my alter (sadistic try hard)
1253 reads
8 Comments
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