Submissions by RedBaron (Baron)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Angst
Oh, no the stream is coming,
Its blocking my vision.
I can no longer see.
The golf ball is squirming in my troath,
I can no longer speak.
The rift in my heart,
is killing me slowly.
So abandoned,deserted here I sit
on a day of love
which has spuned into,
a year of pain.
Its blocking my vision.
I can no longer see.
The golf ball is squirming in my troath,
I can no longer speak.
The rift in my heart,
is killing me slowly.
So abandoned,deserted here I sit
on a day of love
which has spuned into,
a year of pain.
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Death Sentence
I never knew that loneliness hurt this bad.
Falling in and out of the nightmare
there is no stable ground beneath me.
I try to side with denial,
but like friendships it never lasts.
I try to smile to cover up the pain
but I'm not allowed to be joyful
even if its for a little while.
It feels like I've been sentenced life in my thoughts,
that's worse than a death sentence.
I've tried to find god but I guess I'm doing it wrong
cause I've never been more sad.
They say happiness will come to you
if you know Jesus, I guess we're complete...
Falling in and out of the nightmare
there is no stable ground beneath me.
I try to side with denial,
but like friendships it never lasts.
I try to smile to cover up the pain
but I'm not allowed to be joyful
even if its for a little while.
It feels like I've been sentenced life in my thoughts,
that's worse than a death sentence.
I've tried to find god but I guess I'm doing it wrong
cause I've never been more sad.
They say happiness will come to you
if you know Jesus, I guess we're complete...
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Outburst
I am the anger of a irritated,ticking bomb.
eventually detonating
sparing no one rupturing with tears and anger
blindness
the fumes,the flames
A distress look falls upon others
boom.
but my calmness comes
my firefighters
my sanity
my self control
Peace
eventually detonating
sparing no one rupturing with tears and anger
blindness
the fumes,the flames
A distress look falls upon others
boom.
but my calmness comes
my firefighters
my sanity
my self control
Peace
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the good old days
reminiscing on all the memories of past life,
hoping that i can go back to the time where
there was no worries
well,maybe there is,just a little
When i wonder i can eat ice cream again
to not have a care in the world
beating my friends on Nintendo 64 playing mario kart
forgetting every three hours how to work my talkboy
or finally getting the super soaker i wanted
running around the courtyard
til' mom calls us for supper
who would have thought fighting over the last turkey leg
could be such fond memories?
Looking back at the simple life of...
hoping that i can go back to the time where
there was no worries
well,maybe there is,just a little
When i wonder i can eat ice cream again
to not have a care in the world
beating my friends on Nintendo 64 playing mario kart
forgetting every three hours how to work my talkboy
or finally getting the super soaker i wanted
running around the courtyard
til' mom calls us for supper
who would have thought fighting over the last turkey leg
could be such fond memories?
Looking back at the simple life of...
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Lacking Creativity
My Inspiration came from
heartache,sadness and anger.
My creativity is as been gone
for a while now
and all i can do is put
pitiful phrases
together in neat little lines
uneven stubby lines
and hope they pass as second-rate poetry.
My ingenuity as been gone
for a while now
because the heartache,pain and anger
are gone...
because I'm happy
and even if it lasts for a day
at least I'll remember that
I was smiling that day
heartache,sadness and anger.
My creativity is as been gone
for a while now
and all i can do is put
pitiful phrases
together in neat little lines
uneven stubby lines
and hope they pass as second-rate poetry.
My ingenuity as been gone
for a while now
because the heartache,pain and anger
are gone...
because I'm happy
and even if it lasts for a day
at least I'll remember that
I was smiling that day
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"The Wrath of a Simple Man"
You shouldn't have played with my feelings,you cruel bitch
Just because you saw my soft side
doesn't mean i don't have bad side
You played me for a fool then shattered my heart
But now its my turn, my game is about to start
I will not stop,I will not rest,I will hurt you
You wish you could stop me before it is too late
But you already fucked with me,now its time to pay
I will turn those fears of yours into reality
I will crack that "Bad Bitch" attitude of yours
and soon you will lay gasping on the ground
Crawling across the...
Just because you saw my soft side
doesn't mean i don't have bad side
You played me for a fool then shattered my heart
But now its my turn, my game is about to start
I will not stop,I will not rest,I will hurt you
You wish you could stop me before it is too late
But you already fucked with me,now its time to pay
I will turn those fears of yours into reality
I will crack that "Bad Bitch" attitude of yours
and soon you will lay gasping on the ground
Crawling across the...
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"Anger,my new found gift"
I can't remember when he came knocking
on my door,marching in with authority and pride.
Putting me in the right lane
The pathway which I'm am on is not about closure
It's not about taking back the respect I've lost
It's not about my shattered heart,its about losing
my depressed shell and turning my Hourglass of anger
into hardened revenge
As I patiently plan my foul scheme against them
An evil grin crossed my face...and i thought to myself
"This is gonna be fun"
on my door,marching in with authority and pride.
Putting me in the right lane
The pathway which I'm am on is not about closure
It's not about taking back the respect I've lost
It's not about my shattered heart,its about losing
my depressed shell and turning my Hourglass of anger
into hardened revenge
As I patiently plan my foul scheme against them
An evil grin crossed my face...and i thought to myself
"This is gonna be fun"
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"Rainy Blues"
Not Long Ago,
I loved you you were my rock,my soul
So I loved you ,because you were different from
all the others I had know, because of your courage;
your skin like the earth,your mind like the ocean
and your smile not realizing how misleading your smile
But you became distant, the daily and meets, turned to
weekly calls and the calls pivoted to nothing.
I waited days,weeks and months you never showed
I came to your house,called,wrote to you but
You never acknowledged me.
Then I had learned the reason behind your indifference
I was...
I loved you you were my rock,my soul
So I loved you ,because you were different from
all the others I had know, because of your courage;
your skin like the earth,your mind like the ocean
and your smile not realizing how misleading your smile
But you became distant, the daily and meets, turned to
weekly calls and the calls pivoted to nothing.
I waited days,weeks and months you never showed
I came to your house,called,wrote to you but
You never acknowledged me.
Then I had learned the reason behind your indifference
I was...
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Forgive my Stupidity
I love you so very much,
Even thou at times I do things that hurt,
I try so hard to hope that you always see,
How much you being in my life means to me,
That without you, I feel like nothing
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain,
that is the last thing I ever wanted to do,
Even when I am trying to look out for you
and do the right thing,i mess up,
and i always act like a stupid idiot
I am sorry for that too.
Every time i screw up I feel hopeless;
like nothing can save me,
then you make me smile...after all the...
Even thou at times I do things that hurt,
I try so hard to hope that you always see,
How much you being in my life means to me,
That without you, I feel like nothing
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain,
that is the last thing I ever wanted to do,
Even when I am trying to look out for you
and do the right thing,i mess up,
and i always act like a stupid idiot
I am sorry for that too.
Every time i screw up I feel hopeless;
like nothing can save me,
then you make me smile...after all the...
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"Twilight Torment"
Clutching my pillow,
body draped in sweat.
All of a sudden.
I can hardly breathe.
My heart had been ripped
apart,and I had awoken again.
A recurring Nightmare
My death I constantly see.
Every night it haunts me,
it pains my lively-hood.
Death so engulfing that
suffocating sensation,
the thought of fading into
nothingness,it scares the
living shit out of me.
I cant change it,I cant
stop dreaming my constant demise.
Then as i slowing lay down,
it hurts knowing...
body draped in sweat.
All of a sudden.
I can hardly breathe.
My heart had been ripped
apart,and I had awoken again.
A recurring Nightmare
My death I constantly see.
Every night it haunts me,
it pains my lively-hood.
Death so engulfing that
suffocating sensation,
the thought of fading into
nothingness,it scares the
living shit out of me.
I cant change it,I cant
stop dreaming my constant demise.
Then as i slowing lay down,
it hurts knowing...
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