Submissions by Rawan

I’m broken, shattered, and destroyed
I can’t feel my legs oh god I prayed

God, I’m begging you to keep my head above water
I wanna live and I promise I’ll stop being a whiner

I don’t wanna be dead anymore
And traumatize my loved ones so hardcore

God I deserve a second chance I’m your poor slave
I promise I’ll worship you and soon I’ll be brave

God my heart is pounding
And I can feel that I’m drowning

I’m broken, beyond repair
And I’m tired of the role I’ve played
Oh god save me I prayed.

Calm me down and hold my palm
and tell me something that would make me smile
like my scars will fade away with time
and I will find someone to call mine
I don't want jewelry nor dime
I want him humble and divine
frivolous and sublime
oh god when will my time to shine?
these heavy burdens are crashing my spine
dear god you know how tired I am
and how I'm too broken to be fine
oh god give me a sign..

They struck fear into an innocent kid’s soul
And prevent her from playing with the doll
her broken miserable heart    
Wonder why they left her apart
Why don’t they set her free?
And let her play carelessly
Free her from her anxiety
And she promises she will play quietly

Lost among the stars
Tryna escape my head wars
I’m in a constant fight between what’s wrong and what’s right
It was never my intention to get attached
And lose my sanity along with my heart
I’m starting to miss the old days
Where I sleep, eat, and prays.