Submissions by RISE
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hey, im a young new poet who has fallen deep in to the art of poetry while looking for that connection and acceptance we all so desperately seek. so please, accept me and lets connect.
SELF POEM
Published
13th Feb 2017 3:18am
13th Feb 2017 3:18am
Deep Sleep
All I want is out
Please just set me free
I'll never learn, I'm full of doubt
I want to bring an end to me
the day of death will soon arrive
deep into a sleep I'll dive
Please just set me free
I'll never learn, I'm full of doubt
I want to bring an end to me
the day of death will soon arrive
deep into a sleep I'll dive
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Feb 2017 4:09am
9th Feb 2017 4:09am
100%
depression takes up 65% of my life
suicidal ideation and the constant irritation
there's sticky red that's running down the edge of my knife
i have internal condescension and external captivation
anxiety takes up 35% of my life
it's like my heads exploding body overloading
pills and pain but nothing works
I find that here and there I am corroding
but then there's 5% percent of hope that I cling to in life
its all the little joys of living
laughing, joking, teasing, loving
playing, listening, and giving
because with hope, the...
suicidal ideation and the constant irritation
there's sticky red that's running down the edge of my knife
i have internal condescension and external captivation
anxiety takes up 35% of my life
it's like my heads exploding body overloading
pills and pain but nothing works
I find that here and there I am corroding
but then there's 5% percent of hope that I cling to in life
its all the little joys of living
laughing, joking, teasing, loving
playing, listening, and giving
because with hope, the...
661 reads
1 Comment
ANGER POEM
Published
9th Feb 2017 1:37am
9th Feb 2017 1:37am
Help me
screaming but it's never free
I don't know you can hear me,
help me I yell silently
my cuts and burns you don't take lightly
it's all a blur I saw the light
but you were there you held me tight
you never let me go you couldn't
you saved me when I thought you wouldn't
while war was raging deep inside me
you understood what you could not see
help me I yell silently
and you understand me
I don't know you can hear me,
help me I yell silently
my cuts and burns you don't take lightly
it's all a blur I saw the light
but you were there you held me tight
you never let me go you couldn't
you saved me when I thought you wouldn't
while war was raging deep inside me
you understood what you could not see
help me I yell silently
and you understand me
615 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
31st Jan 2017 10:15pm
31st Jan 2017 10:15pm
Every day of pain deserved
Every day of pain deserved
I'm crushed by mine own blow
it justice being served
I've fucked it up i know
i know I'll never measure up
each day I'm growing more corrupt
i hurt and cry in bitter pain
for every life that i disrupt
i will never understand
how much you hurt
each cut i land
for every drop my wrist provides
you heart provides the same at hand
i know each time i hurt myself
i put your love up on the shelf
for you can never seem to breathe
every time i hurt myself
pain is what we both receive
I'm crushed by mine own blow
it justice being served
I've fucked it up i know
i know I'll never measure up
each day I'm growing more corrupt
i hurt and cry in bitter pain
for every life that i disrupt
i will never understand
how much you hurt
each cut i land
for every drop my wrist provides
you heart provides the same at hand
i know each time i hurt myself
i put your love up on the shelf
for you can never seem to breathe
every time i hurt myself
pain is what we both receive
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ANGER POEM
Published
31st Jan 2017 10:13pm
31st Jan 2017 10:13pm
dont try to fix me
please don't try to fix me
never will you truly see
what i deal with deep inside
I'm hurting aching set me free
stop saying that you understand
you'll never know my cards at hand
my joker mocks and laughs at me
stop telling me to be a man
be a man
i don't think i understand
you tell me that ill be ok
depressive demons form a Klan
don't you say that its ok
cuz all i see is my dooms day
my feelings fog my glasses up
and all i ever see is gray
never will you truly see
what i deal with deep inside
I'm hurting aching set me free
stop saying that you understand
you'll never know my cards at hand
my joker mocks and laughs at me
stop telling me to be a man
be a man
i don't think i understand
you tell me that ill be ok
depressive demons form a Klan
don't you say that its ok
cuz all i see is my dooms day
my feelings fog my glasses up
and all i ever see is gray
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ANGER POEM
Published
28th Jan 2017 3:56am
28th Jan 2017 3:56am
Colors
i feel like a red hot fireball of fury
with a heart of black
no one ever will get near me
its misery
blue is the color of my soul
i hate myself
I'm never seeing glasses as half full
my life is dull
i don't even want this anymore
i don't wanna live
my body soon will hit the floor
i will soar
Blissfully sleeping on forever
breaking free from everything
all feelings i will sever
I'll end this thing
all my colors fading off to white
never red and blue and black
I'm one the devil will...
with a heart of black
no one ever will get near me
its misery
blue is the color of my soul
i hate myself
I'm never seeing glasses as half full
my life is dull
i don't even want this anymore
i don't wanna live
my body soon will hit the floor
i will soar
Blissfully sleeping on forever
breaking free from everything
all feelings i will sever
I'll end this thing
all my colors fading off to white
never red and blue and black
I'm one the devil will...
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ANGER POEM
Published
25th Jan 2017 1:33am
25th Jan 2017 1:33am
Insanity
What the hell is wrong with me
Maybe its insanity
I can feel calamity
And fear ain't coming out of me
Insanity
I have a hell that's just for me
I'm a condemned man you see
That why I act psychotically
That's why there isn't sanity
Well I say fuck humanity
And i'm not sorry for profanity
Inside there is pure vanity
And I've tried Christianity
God had made the planet he
Doesn't make mistakes
Well take a good long look at me
That's what they call insanity!
Maybe its insanity
I can feel calamity
And fear ain't coming out of me
Insanity
I have a hell that's just for me
I'm a condemned man you see
That why I act psychotically
That's why there isn't sanity
Well I say fuck humanity
And i'm not sorry for profanity
Inside there is pure vanity
And I've tried Christianity
God had made the planet he
Doesn't make mistakes
Well take a good long look at me
That's what they call insanity!
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
23rd Jan 2017 10:43pm
23rd Jan 2017 10:43pm
Throne
Throne
I've been living in the bottom
From autumn to spring back again
With broken heart and nothing to lose
With me dwelling in Sodom
destruction is unavoidable
There and always a tightening noose
but within a spark
A tiny flame
Is signaling
To my brain
And suddenly feel my throne calling me
My legacy is all i see
Lifting myself off the ground
levitation , not human being
Im rising to the surface brush my tears off
im not worthless
There were voices in my head
But...
I've been living in the bottom
From autumn to spring back again
With broken heart and nothing to lose
With me dwelling in Sodom
destruction is unavoidable
There and always a tightening noose
but within a spark
A tiny flame
Is signaling
To my brain
And suddenly feel my throne calling me
My legacy is all i see
Lifting myself off the ground
levitation , not human being
Im rising to the surface brush my tears off
im not worthless
There were voices in my head
But...
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ANGER POEM
Published
23rd Jan 2017 10:27pm
23rd Jan 2017 10:27pm
The Silent Scream
screaming but it's never free
of course you’ll never hear me
I've been silenced by myself
I wear a mask so you can't see
So you can't i'm on the shelf
on the edge of pure insanity
my bones it's my anatomy
crushed and hurt you wouldn't know
That would be an anarchy
wrists are laced with notes of red
soul is black
Inside i'm dead
I am ok by the looks of it
But nightmares never wait for bed
A silent scream in agony
War rages deep inside of me
What is said is superficial
Never will the truth be...
of course you’ll never hear me
I've been silenced by myself
I wear a mask so you can't see
So you can't i'm on the shelf
on the edge of pure insanity
my bones it's my anatomy
crushed and hurt you wouldn't know
That would be an anarchy
wrists are laced with notes of red
soul is black
Inside i'm dead
I am ok by the looks of it
But nightmares never wait for bed
A silent scream in agony
War rages deep inside of me
What is said is superficial
Never will the truth be...
583 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
20th Jan 2017 3:17pm
20th Jan 2017 3:17pm
pull my trigger
ready aim pull the trigger
it looms above a cold dark figure
it never leaves
we're bound for life
it stabs my heart
a frozen knife
they tell me i'm a work of art
depression, fear and a broken heart
i seems my life is picture perfect
but i'm mot even sure its worth it
with bitter song i scream for help
bet betrayals known me far to long
my screams are silenced
all hope is lost
it appears my life came with a cost
a lifetime of pay and sadness and sorrow
but ill costume as happy
i just need to borrow
it...
it looms above a cold dark figure
it never leaves
we're bound for life
it stabs my heart
a frozen knife
they tell me i'm a work of art
depression, fear and a broken heart
i seems my life is picture perfect
but i'm mot even sure its worth it
with bitter song i scream for help
bet betrayals known me far to long
my screams are silenced
all hope is lost
it appears my life came with a cost
a lifetime of pay and sadness and sorrow
but ill costume as happy
i just need to borrow
it...
690 reads
1 Comment
ANGER POEM
Published
19th Jan 2017 2:24pm
19th Jan 2017 2:24pm
rage
please help me understand
so i can turn the page
they say im sweet as pie
but all i feel is rage
i feel rage against myself
hell yeah i feel it like no other
its has me saying fuck the world
while i feel rage against my brother
i tried to look into the future
but the hate heat fogged my glasses up
all i see is me
and im drinking from your bitter cup
oh god please help me understand it
i hate this motherfucking planet
and i swear i didn't fucking plan this
i swear that only lord knows
i wonder what is wrong with...
so i can turn the page
they say im sweet as pie
but all i feel is rage
i feel rage against myself
hell yeah i feel it like no other
its has me saying fuck the world
while i feel rage against my brother
i tried to look into the future
but the hate heat fogged my glasses up
all i see is me
and im drinking from your bitter cup
oh god please help me understand it
i hate this motherfucking planet
and i swear i didn't fucking plan this
i swear that only lord knows
i wonder what is wrong with...
742 reads
1 Comment
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