Submissions by Psychopathic17

Laying here in bed,
Crying these two brown eyes out.
Wanting to just die,
Playing sad suicide songs in the background.
While just thinking to herself,
She pulls the blade out holding it tightly in her hand.
Getting ready to go back and forth,
Deep into her soft skin arm.
She see's the blood rushing down,
Crying and cutting away the pain.
She knows its her time to go,
So she goes deeper and deeper reaching for her main vein.
It's not good enough,
So she goes and grabs a bottle of mixed pills.
She takes them,
Now she's waiting for...

Why should I even try anymore,
I try and try and I always fail.
I try to make people happy but I just can't,
The words I speak from my heart come out but never actually get listened too.
She brings everyone before herself,
She's running out of words.
She wishes she can help more but she just can't,
She doesn't like seeing others hurt so she tries to help them.
She's tired of being ignored, or feeling like she's not good enough so she's giving up,
She wants people to be happy, but she constantly fails.
She hates herself more and more,
She wants to...

Just a sad depressed 9 year old girl without a word, nor nothing left to say,
She didn't know if she should believe It or if it was a scary dream.
Something must have hurt him so bad he had to leave without word,
There's so many things I want to say, but it seems I just can't.
I never got to say goodbye or tell you that I care,
You must have felt all alone, desperate, hurt, and scared.
I wonder why you felt so bad that your pain made you leave your life,
I wonder if you thought of us, your daughter your two sons, and ex wife.
If I could go back in time I would...