Submissions by Numer90 (Numer0-un0)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Let this be my only prayer, spare me there and let me pay for my sins here..From A survivor living Eldorado. I write for the sake of me..
Property Of A Lady
Loud and clear
Can you hear me?
I am not but your property
You have possessed all my body
Oh! You Lady..
If you feel like
Seek or hide me
I'll take a stand for you all night in an alley
Unconditionally, you can trust me
I'm a weapon in your armoury..
Come to test me
I'm your honey
Spend me lavishly
I'm your money..
Come near me not afar me
Sit beside me hey you buddy
Where to find me?
Hills or valleys..
Pick up your pen little baby
With love and harmony
Make me a...
Can you hear me?
I am not but your property
You have possessed all my body
Oh! You Lady..
If you feel like
Seek or hide me
I'll take a stand for you all night in an alley
Unconditionally, you can trust me
I'm a weapon in your armoury..
Come to test me
I'm your honey
Spend me lavishly
I'm your money..
Come near me not afar me
Sit beside me hey you buddy
Where to find me?
Hills or valleys..
Pick up your pen little baby
With love and harmony
Make me a...
#love
#admiration
#respect
254 reads
4 Comments
When my ink speaks
For one more time
Mama sing me your lullaby
My ink spill has no any sympathy
An impaired empathy
Buddy is this psychopathy?
Inside a cell a Golgi body
Buddy, I'm myself antibody
Lately, I can't even speak
Everything I ever seek
Even my broken dreams
Nothing's left not bits nor pieces..
I'm not full of wit
How do I calm my restless feet?
I can't stand nor sit
This syndrome I know I will sooner or...
Mama sing me your lullaby
My ink spill has no any sympathy
An impaired empathy
Buddy is this psychopathy?
Inside a cell a Golgi body
Buddy, I'm myself antibody
Lately, I can't even speak
Everything I ever seek
Even my broken dreams
Nothing's left not bits nor pieces..
I'm not full of wit
How do I calm my restless feet?
I can't stand nor sit
This syndrome I know I will sooner or...
#courage
298 reads
5 Comments
Almighty Whistleblower
At me
"‘Holla!..
God you are my only healer
Call me and talk to me
Lord you are my only healer
Crying in the rain
Am in so much pain
Never been a fortuneteller
So help me my Almighty whistle blower
I am just an avid reader
And an amateur writer
In agony, that's all I could confess
Unlikely, I may live long
And no remakes to counter for my past mistakes
As I keep on missing all these sitters
I feel like this lost drifter
...
"‘Holla!..
God you are my only healer
Call me and talk to me
Lord you are my only healer
Crying in the rain
Am in so much pain
Never been a fortuneteller
So help me my Almighty whistle blower
I am just an avid reader
And an amateur writer
In agony, that's all I could confess
Unlikely, I may live long
And no remakes to counter for my past mistakes
As I keep on missing all these sitters
I feel like this lost drifter
...
#despair
247 reads
2 Comments
Lonely Place
Am all attentive who will teach?
Let me know..
Am all submissive who will preach
Let me vow..
Tied the knot with this crazy witch called the world who threw me out of my home and let me all alone in the ditch save me Lord..
Deep inside this wedlock nor divorce just remorse in return made my head so full and dull am walking blindly crossing lonely roads..
Sitting next or beside this witch
Body itch and muscle twitch
Lord knows I need a switch..
My eyes shut how can I see?
Road blocks I cannot flee ...
Let me know..
Am all submissive who will preach
Let me vow..
Tied the knot with this crazy witch called the world who threw me out of my home and let me all alone in the ditch save me Lord..
Deep inside this wedlock nor divorce just remorse in return made my head so full and dull am walking blindly crossing lonely roads..
Sitting next or beside this witch
Body itch and muscle twitch
Lord knows I need a switch..
My eyes shut how can I see?
Road blocks I cannot flee ...
#emptiness
318 reads
2 Comments
My Only Prayer
Bless me for what I crave
Though am not brave
So severe I dread it night and day
And no more I can now bear..
Give me some wings so I can fly
Make my destination faraway
Where I can't touch, feel or hear
Dreamland or land of wonder..
While I roam around still
Give me much time to ponder
Let this be my only prayer
Spare me there and let me pay for my sins here..
Let me overcome my only fear
While it still rains with thunder
And I shall prey on any obstacles
To satiate my inner hunger.. ...
Though am not brave
So severe I dread it night and day
And no more I can now bear..
Give me some wings so I can fly
Make my destination faraway
Where I can't touch, feel or hear
Dreamland or land of wonder..
While I roam around still
Give me much time to ponder
Let this be my only prayer
Spare me there and let me pay for my sins here..
Let me overcome my only fear
While it still rains with thunder
And I shall prey on any obstacles
To satiate my inner hunger.. ...
#courage
#redemption
347 reads
3 Comments
In My Teleplay
Deep in the zone
In my Teleplay
My rules
My game
It's a fair play..
Gog's and Magog's
My mob
My goons
I don't need me a place..
Don't mind if what I will say's a taboo
Play by play..
Dozing inside the pouch of a kangaroo
Day by day..
I'd rather not stay in Waterloo
I said I don't need me a place
While the Sunshine's I failed to make my hay Simply no room putting on any blame
In this game we got no fair play
All one...
In my Teleplay
My rules
My game
It's a fair play..
Gog's and Magog's
My mob
My goons
I don't need me a place..
Don't mind if what I will say's a taboo
Play by play..
Dozing inside the pouch of a kangaroo
Day by day..
I'd rather not stay in Waterloo
I said I don't need me a place
While the Sunshine's I failed to make my hay Simply no room putting on any blame
In this game we got no fair play
All one...
#dark
313 reads
2 Comments
Temporary
As I reckon..
Our pure hearts collided in this furious car race
We move too fast our dirty minds, we used as we pace
I forced myself to put on this fake smiley face
And until am almost half way mileage
My sight set on nothing but the only free way
Sorry, fella I just don't know how to wave or say goodbye..
I just hate it when I tell and your eyes is the look like I'm kind of high..
No where to run
It is our turn
Speaking in a tongue that only sounds ordinary
Inside my head it was such a...
Our pure hearts collided in this furious car race
We move too fast our dirty minds, we used as we pace
I forced myself to put on this fake smiley face
And until am almost half way mileage
My sight set on nothing but the only free way
Sorry, fella I just don't know how to wave or say goodbye..
I just hate it when I tell and your eyes is the look like I'm kind of high..
No where to run
It is our turn
Speaking in a tongue that only sounds ordinary
Inside my head it was such a...
#grief
240 reads
0 Comments
Blow Your Flute
Blow your flute
Blow your flute
Blow! Blow!
Blow your flute for me..
How am I suppose to live?
Don't know what appeals to me
I don't know how to love
I can't fake a smile
Am not the enemy..
Just not friendly..
Blow your flute
Blow your flute
Blow! Blow!
Blow your flute for me
Blow your flute for me
When the sun rise and set
In Badagry? ...
Blow your flute
Blow! Blow!
Blow your flute for me..
How am I suppose to live?
Don't know what appeals to me
I don't know how to love
I can't fake a smile
Am not the enemy..
Just not friendly..
Blow your flute
Blow your flute
Blow! Blow!
Blow your flute for me
Blow your flute for me
When the sun rise and set
In Badagry? ...
#grief
#loneliness
#despair
362 reads
0 Comments
Everywhere I go
Is this the end of my road?
Everywhere I go
Am left behind while everyone reached their cornerstone
Oh! My God
Let me know something new under this burning sun
Worse than what I've seen before
This stigma I bemoan
I lost it all in respect, love and trust
Empty streets I walked all alone
Bearing in mind I am on my own
My sight blurred nowhere I belong
I started a path the end of which I don't know
Yelling at the top of my lungs
Where am at this scary place I roam?
Shaken and stirred to and fro...
Everywhere I go
Am left behind while everyone reached their cornerstone
Oh! My God
Let me know something new under this burning sun
Worse than what I've seen before
This stigma I bemoan
I lost it all in respect, love and trust
Empty streets I walked all alone
Bearing in mind I am on my own
My sight blurred nowhere I belong
I started a path the end of which I don't know
Yelling at the top of my lungs
Where am at this scary place I roam?
Shaken and stirred to and fro...
#shame
#despair
358 reads
6 Comments
My Blood Donor
Ticking it wall clock
Right behind your front door knock knock
Dwelling in my misfortunes
A path on which I was trading is filled with these potholes
While I went solo
My self esteem is so low
Am dropping next bus stop
My luck's running out nonstop
Explaining why I was such a flop
God! So pessimistic, I can't bear this hold up
Feeling so high yesterday, it's all Disney in Sydney
Today all of a sudden it turns out a house of terror
Stranded forever in this loop hole
For what am saying is no...
Right behind your front door knock knock
Dwelling in my misfortunes
A path on which I was trading is filled with these potholes
While I went solo
My self esteem is so low
Am dropping next bus stop
My luck's running out nonstop
Explaining why I was such a flop
God! So pessimistic, I can't bear this hold up
Feeling so high yesterday, it's all Disney in Sydney
Today all of a sudden it turns out a house of terror
Stranded forever in this loop hole
For what am saying is no...
#sadness
#regret
344 reads
5 Comments
Predator
I can hear some spirit voices
Begging,
Let me rest in one piece
Screaming,
Let me rest in one place
I pray to prey
Of course, am a predator
Oh Pls! Police inspector..
Posing for a bystander
Simply a pretender
Who is my next target?
I pray to prey
Of course I am a predator
Next on my agenda
Not minding you screaming from the pain of labour
Collect your remains from the Sept of Baelor
Skin and sew you...
Begging,
Let me rest in one piece
Screaming,
Let me rest in one place
I pray to prey
Of course, am a predator
Oh Pls! Police inspector..
Posing for a bystander
Simply a pretender
Who is my next target?
I pray to prey
Of course I am a predator
Next on my agenda
Not minding you screaming from the pain of labour
Collect your remains from the Sept of Baelor
Skin and sew you...
#dark
518 reads
7 Comments
Bee's Colony
Bravely taking a bold step towards destiny..
Starving alone somewhere in Hungary.. Suffered for whom?
The Queen or country?..
Tried so hard to prove I am somebody..
Thus, the ego
Neither signs nor symptoms
Oneself antibody..
Quarantined in this Bee's colony..
Got stung in my whole body..
Failed in life for downplaying my destiny..
Wishing this whole thing is just a parody..
And now I know I am a nobody..
Despised the few love ones who shared me company..
For all the sleepless nights they capable of singing for me...
Starving alone somewhere in Hungary.. Suffered for whom?
The Queen or country?..
Tried so hard to prove I am somebody..
Thus, the ego
Neither signs nor symptoms
Oneself antibody..
Quarantined in this Bee's colony..
Got stung in my whole body..
Failed in life for downplaying my destiny..
Wishing this whole thing is just a parody..
And now I know I am a nobody..
Despised the few love ones who shared me company..
For all the sleepless nights they capable of singing for me...
#dark
#emptiness
303 reads
1 Comment
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