Submissions by NotWorthIt (Kirsten Furnish)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Oh, the Horror!
I felt you watching as I carved
My broken heart into me.
I glanced into your eyes
Only to read the shock and the horror
When you saw me bleed.
I could tell you were worried
When I dumped the ink
over my skin.
I only wanted to tattoo my heart.
"Won't you get ink-"
I stop you there
Simply because...I just don't care.
My broken heart into me.
I glanced into your eyes
Only to read the shock and the horror
When you saw me bleed.
I could tell you were worried
When I dumped the ink
over my skin.
I only wanted to tattoo my heart.
"Won't you get ink-"
I stop you there
Simply because...I just don't care.
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Sometimes I Wonder...
I find myself sighing
As I try to erase all evidence of you
Throw these flowers away,
Shove this bear in the closet
Nothing left to do but lay in bed and cry,
But I can hardly shed a tear
How could I feel so crushed inside
And not even cry?
I guess I'm strong on the surface,
But not to the core.
As I try to erase all evidence of you
Throw these flowers away,
Shove this bear in the closet
Nothing left to do but lay in bed and cry,
But I can hardly shed a tear
How could I feel so crushed inside
And not even cry?
I guess I'm strong on the surface,
But not to the core.
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Sexual Diviances
I remember the first time
You slipped your finger inside me.
The moment you entered,
I was gasping for a breath.
We were so caught up
In a moment of lust.
I knew we wouldn't stop there.
You revealed the mysterious
I had been seeking all along.
With the curiosity of a child,
I couldn't wait to touch.
Out went my hands,
Searching for skin.
I swear, my heart was skipping beats.
As I caressed your bulge,
I could hear your heart beat faster.
Your breathing increased
And your hips began to move.
The sound of your...
You slipped your finger inside me.
The moment you entered,
I was gasping for a breath.
We were so caught up
In a moment of lust.
I knew we wouldn't stop there.
You revealed the mysterious
I had been seeking all along.
With the curiosity of a child,
I couldn't wait to touch.
Out went my hands,
Searching for skin.
I swear, my heart was skipping beats.
As I caressed your bulge,
I could hear your heart beat faster.
Your breathing increased
And your hips began to move.
The sound of your...
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I Remember What It's Like to be Sane
Sometimes
I feel as if I'm not worth it.
Sometimes
I don't want to be alive.
Sometimes
I hate my life.
Sometimes
I want to murder someone.
Sometimes
It doesn't hurt so bad.
Sometimes
I feel normal again.
Sometimes
I'm actually happy.
Sometimes
I remember what it's like to be sane.
Sometimes
I miss my old life.
I feel as if I'm not worth it.
Sometimes
I don't want to be alive.
Sometimes
I hate my life.
Sometimes
I want to murder someone.
Sometimes
It doesn't hurt so bad.
Sometimes
I feel normal again.
Sometimes
I'm actually happy.
Sometimes
I remember what it's like to be sane.
Sometimes
I miss my old life.
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"INK"
Busted pen
Busted vain
Ink drips down
Blood falls to the floor
I get a new pen
to finish writing
but I can't get a new me
Unfixible.
Busted vain
Ink drips down
Blood falls to the floor
I get a new pen
to finish writing
but I can't get a new me
Unfixible.
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Untitled
You love me
like the stars hold the moon.
You love me
because you have to.
If your love is forced...
then I don't want it.
I'd rather be broken
then be given
false love.
Sorry.
like the stars hold the moon.
You love me
because you have to.
If your love is forced...
then I don't want it.
I'd rather be broken
then be given
false love.
Sorry.
855 reads
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Long Time, No See
It's been awhile, dear love
Since I have told you my stories
Stories of love, hate, sadness
And just pure depression
But I'm back
I want to talk to you now
Why won't you talk to me?
What did I do?
Do you still love me,
Love me like I love you?
It's killing me now,
Sucking the life from me
I haven't heard from you
I think I might
Die.
Since I have told you my stories
Stories of love, hate, sadness
And just pure depression
But I'm back
I want to talk to you now
Why won't you talk to me?
What did I do?
Do you still love me,
Love me like I love you?
It's killing me now,
Sucking the life from me
I haven't heard from you
I think I might
Die.
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Bully
Me: Stop that, Annie! You know she doesn't deserve this!
"Annie:" Haha, but of course she does. Look at that piece of flab she calls a stomach, those thunder thighs, and those kankles! Hahaha!
Me: Annie, you are nothing but an untruthful, delusive, and plain out mean bully! I'm over your fallacious ideas that you feed into her mind. She needs to be told the truth; nobody is perfect, but she is beautiful. We love her the way she is and she doesn't need to change anything. Tess is truly gorgeous, inside and out.
"Annie:" Haha, but of course she does. Look at that piece of flab she calls a stomach, those thunder thighs, and those kankles! Hahaha!
Me: Annie, you are nothing but an untruthful, delusive, and plain out mean bully! I'm over your fallacious ideas that you feed into her mind. She needs to be told the truth; nobody is perfect, but she is beautiful. We love her the way she is and she doesn't need to change anything. Tess is truly gorgeous, inside and out.
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Dumbass
Call me weird
Call me a freak
You'll see one day
When you live in the streets.
I'll be your boss
You'll be the dummy
You will be broke
And I'll think it's funny.
You'll die a nobody
And no one will care
I'll live a somebody
With my name everywhere.
Fuck you, my enemy
Don't talk to me
You'll see one day
When I'm living for free.
Call me a freak
You'll see one day
When you live in the streets.
I'll be your boss
You'll be the dummy
You will be broke
And I'll think it's funny.
You'll die a nobody
And no one will care
I'll live a somebody
With my name everywhere.
Fuck you, my enemy
Don't talk to me
You'll see one day
When I'm living for free.
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When You're Away
I swear I can feel it,
feel it creeping in.
Depression is not an illness,
but a lifestyle.
I can't take it,
falling in the darkness.
Deep down into the dark.
It's consuming me.
Nights incinerate my heart.
Flames charcoal it's covering.
It's burning up,
but it feels frozen.
It feels as if...
as if it were ice,
locked in stillness
unable to love.
feel it creeping in.
Depression is not an illness,
but a lifestyle.
I can't take it,
falling in the darkness.
Deep down into the dark.
It's consuming me.
Nights incinerate my heart.
Flames charcoal it's covering.
It's burning up,
but it feels frozen.
It feels as if...
as if it were ice,
locked in stillness
unable to love.
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DU Poetry : Submissions by NotWorthIt (Kirsten Furnish)