Submissions by Ninja-star194 (Save-Me)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Well,I've Been Writing For 4 Years Now,I Was In A Writing Group Then Got Kicked Out Haha Failing Sucks.I'm "Uniqe" Which Means I'm Awkward And Not Afraid To Call Myself A Freak And A Nerd Lol
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
6th Oct 2014 2:42am
6th Oct 2014 2:42am
Untitled
Dear Journal,
Is It Bad to be Diffrent?
Why do So Many People hate Me So Much..
What did I Do.
I Know I'm Not Like Everyone Else,
Even When I Was a Baby I Was Diffrent,
From Any other Child.
I Sat Alone and Played by Myself.
And Now I'm a Young 12 Year Old Girl.
Who Wants to Die But Can't.
Dear Journal,
Is Bad to Want to Die,To Feel So Hurt and Empty Inside,
I know I'm Diffrent,I Know.
I Can Never Escape Pain, Or Heart break.
No Matter how Hard I Try,The Pain Always Comes Back.
I don't Know what to do Anymore
I...
Is It Bad to be Diffrent?
Why do So Many People hate Me So Much..
What did I Do.
I Know I'm Not Like Everyone Else,
Even When I Was a Baby I Was Diffrent,
From Any other Child.
I Sat Alone and Played by Myself.
And Now I'm a Young 12 Year Old Girl.
Who Wants to Die But Can't.
Dear Journal,
Is Bad to Want to Die,To Feel So Hurt and Empty Inside,
I know I'm Diffrent,I Know.
I Can Never Escape Pain, Or Heart break.
No Matter how Hard I Try,The Pain Always Comes Back.
I don't Know what to do Anymore
I...
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DARK POEM
Published
5th Oct 2014 00:14am
5th Oct 2014 00:14am
The Little Girl That's Dying inside
The little girl that's dying Inside,
She Feels Alone,
She Spends Her Time in the Dark,
Creating more and More Scars,
She Spends Her time Crying and Spending her time with a Cold Rusty Knife,
The little girl that's dying Inside,
She Spends her time in the Dark,
Creating More Scars,
She's got No one,
She's Dying.
Faster and Faster.
She's losing Everything She Had,
Even Her Cruel Fucking Dad,
The Little girl that's dying Inside,
She Spends Her Time in the Dark with a Cold Rusty Knife
She Feels Alone,
She Spends Her Time in the Dark,
Creating more and More Scars,
She Spends Her time Crying and Spending her time with a Cold Rusty Knife,
The little girl that's dying Inside,
She Spends her time in the Dark,
Creating More Scars,
She's got No one,
She's Dying.
Faster and Faster.
She's losing Everything She Had,
Even Her Cruel Fucking Dad,
The Little girl that's dying Inside,
She Spends Her Time in the Dark with a Cold Rusty Knife
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Sep 2014 4:56am
25th Sep 2014 4:56am
The Girl that Sits In the Dark
The Girl That Sits Alone in The Dark,
No Friends,No Family,
No One Loves Her,
That Girl.. She'd Spend Her time.. Cutting with a Knife,
One,
Two,
Three,
Four,
It Was Four When The Flood Started to Flow,
It Stained her arms,
The Floor,
Her Clothes,
The Walls,
The Girl That Sits in the dark,
Creating More and More Scars,
The Girl That Sits alone In The Dark,
No Friends,No Family,
No One Loves Her,
That Girl.. She'd Spend Her time.. Cutting with a Knife,
One,
Two,
Three,
Four,
It Was Four When The Flood Started to Flow,
It Stained her arms,
The Floor,
Her Clothes,
The Walls,
The Girl That Sits in the dark,
Creating More and More Scars,
The Girl That Sits alone In The Dark,
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Aug 2014 6:16am
21st Aug 2014 6:16am
I'm Lost.
I'm Lost,
And I Don't Think I'll Ever be Found,
I Don't Know how I Got This Way,
But All I Know Is The Scars are Here to Stay,
I'm Lost,
I'm Breaking,Everyday I Die Inside a Little More,
Hoping and Praying,That Some Day,I'll be Happy.
I'm Lost
And I Don't Think I'll Ever be Found,
I Don't Know How i got this way,
Broken And Lost,
But All I Know Is That I Won't Ever Be Found.
I Can't Breathe.
It Sucks to Feel This Way,But all I Can Remember is all The Pain.
The Pain,It Hurts But I'm Thankful For It,
Because It Reminds Me,That i Use...
And I Don't Think I'll Ever be Found,
I Don't Know how I Got This Way,
But All I Know Is The Scars are Here to Stay,
I'm Lost,
I'm Breaking,Everyday I Die Inside a Little More,
Hoping and Praying,That Some Day,I'll be Happy.
I'm Lost
And I Don't Think I'll Ever be Found,
I Don't Know How i got this way,
Broken And Lost,
But All I Know Is That I Won't Ever Be Found.
I Can't Breathe.
It Sucks to Feel This Way,But all I Can Remember is all The Pain.
The Pain,It Hurts But I'm Thankful For It,
Because It Reminds Me,That i Use...
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Aug 2014 7:58pm
17th Aug 2014 7:58pm
The Bridge.
The Bridge,
It's Right There,Calling My Name,
Whispering To Jump,
The Way It Feels Beneath My Feet,
I Smile And Actually Can Breathe,
The Bridge,
Standing On The Edge,
Just Waiting When The Little Voice In My Head Begins The Chant,
"Jump", "C'mon Do It Already"
The Blood That Runs From My Mouth,
Bitter Sweet,
The Bridge,
It's Calling My Name,There's No One Else To Blame,
No One Cares So just Jump,
The Bridge,
It's Right There,Calling My Name,
Standing On The Edge,
Just Waiting for The Voice In My Head To...
It's Right There,Calling My Name,
Whispering To Jump,
The Way It Feels Beneath My Feet,
I Smile And Actually Can Breathe,
The Bridge,
Standing On The Edge,
Just Waiting When The Little Voice In My Head Begins The Chant,
"Jump", "C'mon Do It Already"
The Blood That Runs From My Mouth,
Bitter Sweet,
The Bridge,
It's Calling My Name,There's No One Else To Blame,
No One Cares So just Jump,
The Bridge,
It's Right There,Calling My Name,
Standing On The Edge,
Just Waiting for The Voice In My Head To...
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DARK POEM
Published
16th Aug 2014 1:18am
16th Aug 2014 1:18am
You Left Me
You Left Me,
You Practically Cut Me And Watched Me Bleed.
I Wanted Something I Didn't Need,
I Watched Myself Bleed..While You Stood There Laughing,
You Left Me,
You Killed Me..
You Hurt Me.
You Practically Cut Me And Watched Me Bleed.
I Wanted Something I Didn't Need,
I Watched Myself Bleed..While You Stood There Laughing,
You Left Me,
You Killed Me..
You Hurt Me.
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DARK POEM
Published
13th Aug 2014 11:09pm
13th Aug 2014 11:09pm
Tired.
Tired..
I'm Tired Of Breathing,Tired Of Smiling,
I'm Tired Of Fighting And Faking a Smile,
You Don't Give a Damn About Me Anyways..
I Could Care Less Anymore What You Think
I'm Tired Of Being Your Second Choice..
Your Just a Stupid Boy.
I'm Not Your Little Stupid Toy,
I'm Better Than That.
I'm Tired..So Tired,
Of Smiling,Of Life In General.
I'm Tired Of Breathing,Tired Of Smiling,
I'm Tired Of Fighting And Faking a Smile,
You Don't Give a Damn About Me Anyways..
I Could Care Less Anymore What You Think
I'm Tired Of Being Your Second Choice..
Your Just a Stupid Boy.
I'm Not Your Little Stupid Toy,
I'm Better Than That.
I'm Tired..So Tired,
Of Smiling,Of Life In General.
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Aug 2014 8:39pm
11th Aug 2014 8:39pm
I'm Fine..
I'm Fine..
Isn't It Such a Good Lie...?
Hiding All The Pain Away,
Saying "I'm Okay.."
It's Such a Beautiful Lie Isn't It...
I'M OKAY?!
Do You Honestly Think That I'm Okay..
Do You Not See The Cuts On My Skin..Or The Tears In My Eyes..
Secretly Wishing To Die.
I'm Fine...
Such a Good Lie..
I'm FINE...
Ha,Yeah right..As If Anyone Would Belive That.
Isn't It Such a Good Lie...?
Hiding All The Pain Away,
Saying "I'm Okay.."
It's Such a Beautiful Lie Isn't It...
I'M OKAY?!
Do You Honestly Think That I'm Okay..
Do You Not See The Cuts On My Skin..Or The Tears In My Eyes..
Secretly Wishing To Die.
I'm Fine...
Such a Good Lie..
I'm FINE...
Ha,Yeah right..As If Anyone Would Belive That.
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Aug 2014 8:20pm
11th Aug 2014 8:20pm
You Don't Care.
You Don't care..
You Wouldn't Care If I Jumped Off a Bridge While You Were Standing Right There,
You Never Cared,Or Loved Me... I Was Just The Daughter Of a Monster..
You NEVER Loved Me...Did You?
I Was The Mistake..A Mistake,That You Couldn't Take Back,
Mommy,Daddy,don't Worry,Your Little Mistake Is Almost Dead,Her Visions Getting Blury..He Breathing's Getting Slower,
You Wouldn't Care If I Jumped Off a Bridge While You Were Standing Right There,
You Never Cared,Or Loved Me... I Was Just The Daughter Of a Monster..
You NEVER Loved Me...Did You?
I Was The Mistake..A Mistake,That You Couldn't Take Back,
Mommy,Daddy,don't Worry,Your Little Mistake Is Almost Dead,Her Visions Getting Blury..He Breathing's Getting Slower,
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ANGER POEM
Published
6th Aug 2014 6:26am
6th Aug 2014 6:26am
I Hate You..
I Hate You So Much..I Hope You Know That..I Gave You Everything I Had,Everything And You Just Waisted It..Is That What Kind Of Boy That You Are...? Make a Girl Fall For You,Then Break What's Left Of Her...I HATE YOU SO MUCH. You Broke My Heart,Go To Hell! You Hurt Me So Much..What did I Do To Deserve a Monster Like You?! I Hate You!
Go To Hell.
Go To Hell.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th May 2014 00:04am
20th May 2014 00:04am
Finally....
Finally.
Finally I Can Be Myself,
Maybe My Life Won't Be Hell,
Finally I Can Be Happy,
My Work Is done,
I've Done All I Could Do,
Now I've Put All My Trust In You,
My Best Friend,
Finally I Can Be That Awkward Kid,
That Doesn't Stand Alone,
Thinking Maybe The World Doesn't Hate Me,
Finally I Won't Stand Alone,
Hiding In The Shadows,
Thinking That I Wasn't Anything,
Finally I Won't Be Alone,
Finally I Won't Be Alone......
My Life Won't Be Hell,
No,Not Anymore.
Because I Have You.
Finally I Can Be Myself,
Maybe My Life Won't Be Hell,
Finally I Can Be Happy,
My Work Is done,
I've Done All I Could Do,
Now I've Put All My Trust In You,
My Best Friend,
Finally I Can Be That Awkward Kid,
That Doesn't Stand Alone,
Thinking Maybe The World Doesn't Hate Me,
Finally I Won't Stand Alone,
Hiding In The Shadows,
Thinking That I Wasn't Anything,
Finally I Won't Be Alone,
Finally I Won't Be Alone......
My Life Won't Be Hell,
No,Not Anymore.
Because I Have You.
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DARK POEM
Published
18th May 2014 3:59pm
18th May 2014 3:59pm
Hush And Shush
Hush And Shush,
Just Lay In Your Bed And Wait For Your Tears To Turn Blood Red,
Please Silence Your Weeps,
You Wanted What You Didn't Need,
For Gods Sakes They Watched You Bleed,
Hush and Shush,
Just Silence Your Weeps,
You Have To Many Promises You Need To Keep,
They Watched You Bleed,
My Darling Please Silence Your Weeps,
You Have Far Too Many Promises You Need To Keep,
Hush,Just Shush
And Lay In Your Bed And Wait For Your Tears To Turn Blood Red,
You Wanted What You Didn't Need,
My Darling Please Silence Your Weeps,
You Have to...
Just Lay In Your Bed And Wait For Your Tears To Turn Blood Red,
Please Silence Your Weeps,
You Wanted What You Didn't Need,
For Gods Sakes They Watched You Bleed,
Hush and Shush,
Just Silence Your Weeps,
You Have To Many Promises You Need To Keep,
They Watched You Bleed,
My Darling Please Silence Your Weeps,
You Have Far Too Many Promises You Need To Keep,
Hush,Just Shush
And Lay In Your Bed And Wait For Your Tears To Turn Blood Red,
You Wanted What You Didn't Need,
My Darling Please Silence Your Weeps,
You Have to...
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