I close my eyes. Awkward Peace! Unbearable Silence! I feel somewhat strange and awkward in this shell that houses my trapped Soul. My mind fills with fragmented images and voices of the person that lives within this shell....... of nothingness.
I die and have died a thousand times in my mind. Time after time I fantasize about ending it all but somehow I can never find the courage to complete the task at hand, to end this torment.
I seek what I know I can never attain ....... Happiness, like a fabled Tale of ancient lost treasure; so is Happiness to me. I feel this...