Submissions by Morphine (Nikki is Tradgicomical)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
17th Feb 2012 2:55am
17th Feb 2012 2:55am
All Hail My Beloved King
Look at your voicemail
Hear what youve done
All hail
The king
He who hath won
The prize, my tears and wails
My life, taken so all who hails
Bow down
To the king
He who hath won
Hear what youve done
All hail
The king
He who hath won
The prize, my tears and wails
My life, taken so all who hails
Bow down
To the king
He who hath won
798 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Feb 2012 10:28pm
16th Feb 2012 10:28pm
Written On
I got scars
on me
Like Graffiti
on a brick wall
on me
Like Graffiti
on a brick wall
695 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
13th Jan 2012 10:21pm
13th Jan 2012 10:21pm
Your Shadow
I sit here at the time of 2:44am
I sit here
And stare at the emptiness and shadows
In this room
The clock burns my eyes that are...
Sleepless
I lay here at the time of 3:59am
The suspense of 1 minute
Left
A shadow dancing and mocking me
In this room
I wait to hear a knock
On the door that is locked
Yet no sound
I am here at the time of 6:66am
Somehow the clock has come
To an evil number
Ive lost time
And maybe my hearing
Because I dont hear the knock
On the door
That you promised
On the phone
That...
I sit here
And stare at the emptiness and shadows
In this room
The clock burns my eyes that are...
Sleepless
I lay here at the time of 3:59am
The suspense of 1 minute
Left
A shadow dancing and mocking me
In this room
I wait to hear a knock
On the door that is locked
Yet no sound
I am here at the time of 6:66am
Somehow the clock has come
To an evil number
Ive lost time
And maybe my hearing
Because I dont hear the knock
On the door
That you promised
On the phone
That...
610 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
9th Jan 2012 2:45am
9th Jan 2012 2:45am
Candy Coated Suicide
Dear candy coated suicide
Im tearing out of this life
Ill swallow razors or a knife
Im ending it... tonight
The red tears of my flesh
Tell me this is best
So forgive me please for all I did wrong
Please dont worry it wont be long...
Until im in the ground, burried, and dead
Before the bathroom floor is covered in red
Before they find me I just want to say
Before I was dead I started to decay
From the inside out... everyday
I dont want to wake up to tomorrow
It takes effort to wake up...
And there no effort in sorrow
Im tearing out of this life
Ill swallow razors or a knife
Im ending it... tonight
The red tears of my flesh
Tell me this is best
So forgive me please for all I did wrong
Please dont worry it wont be long...
Until im in the ground, burried, and dead
Before the bathroom floor is covered in red
Before they find me I just want to say
Before I was dead I started to decay
From the inside out... everyday
I dont want to wake up to tomorrow
It takes effort to wake up...
And there no effort in sorrow
717 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Jan 2012 2:43am
9th Jan 2012 2:43am
Dirt
I got no one to turn to
No where to run to
Except anywhere but here
But no where has welcoming arms
No where has a welcoming smile
No wheres waiting for me
Maybe thats a good thing...
...But it still hurts
The constant pain and agony
This...right here is true irony
Leave me now, while Im down
Break me down, Im biodegradable
Ill wash away into the earth
And then.. Maybe then
Ill be welcome in the dirt
Become the dirt...
But im useless and evil
Ill kill the plants
Ill kill the animals
Ill kill the beauty of nature...
No where to run to
Except anywhere but here
But no where has welcoming arms
No where has a welcoming smile
No wheres waiting for me
Maybe thats a good thing...
...But it still hurts
The constant pain and agony
This...right here is true irony
Leave me now, while Im down
Break me down, Im biodegradable
Ill wash away into the earth
And then.. Maybe then
Ill be welcome in the dirt
Become the dirt...
But im useless and evil
Ill kill the plants
Ill kill the animals
Ill kill the beauty of nature...
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DARK POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2011 6:19pm
22nd Dec 2011 6:19pm
Maggots
I look into this haunting window
Filled with torn shadows of the past
They cover this window like curtains
And hide what hurts and lasts
The maggots whisper secrets
Of untold adventure and mystery
Beloved maggots, should I take this death?
The death you want me to seek
Why do you want this so needingly?
You ask, "Why be so meek?"
I am meek because I fear death
You say, "Death is inevitable."
And that I must believe
You want this because Im eatable
You just want to decieve
Have I not told you ...
Filled with torn shadows of the past
They cover this window like curtains
And hide what hurts and lasts
The maggots whisper secrets
Of untold adventure and mystery
Beloved maggots, should I take this death?
The death you want me to seek
Why do you want this so needingly?
You ask, "Why be so meek?"
I am meek because I fear death
You say, "Death is inevitable."
And that I must believe
You want this because Im eatable
You just want to decieve
Have I not told you ...
770 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Dec 2011 7:12pm
18th Dec 2011 7:12pm
Redemption
Here I am alone
(Why was I made so ugly?)
The voices in my head screaming in monotone
(Now all the pain starts to hug me)
Is there a place I can call home?
(If its gunna hurt this bad then why dont u drug me)
Even myself I dont own
(My parents never loved me)
I have no redemption
(Pick up your sins and go trail along)
I never got any attention
(Dont come back for all you did wrong)
(Why was I made so ugly?)
The voices in my head screaming in monotone
(Now all the pain starts to hug me)
Is there a place I can call home?
(If its gunna hurt this bad then why dont u drug me)
Even myself I dont own
(My parents never loved me)
I have no redemption
(Pick up your sins and go trail along)
I never got any attention
(Dont come back for all you did wrong)
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Nov 2011 5:22am
19th Nov 2011 5:22am
The Cycle of My Pain
This frost thickens and hardens my hollow heart and soul
It torments me until I become a fragile hollow body of glass
Touch me and I brake into spasms of hate and ever burning rage
You are the reminder of all those broken fucking memories
You are the reminder of all the pain I fucking swam in
You are the reminder of all the tears I fucking cried
You claim you are innocent and have done nothing wrong
I want you to feel all the pain you have caused me...
You choke with the lump in ur throat but you are not aloud to cry
You will loose all that you love until...
It torments me until I become a fragile hollow body of glass
Touch me and I brake into spasms of hate and ever burning rage
You are the reminder of all those broken fucking memories
You are the reminder of all the pain I fucking swam in
You are the reminder of all the tears I fucking cried
You claim you are innocent and have done nothing wrong
I want you to feel all the pain you have caused me...
You choke with the lump in ur throat but you are not aloud to cry
You will loose all that you love until...
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LOVE POEM
Published
15th Nov 2011 7:13pm
15th Nov 2011 7:13pm
He's Still My Munchkin
You used to be the only one who ever could really care
And in that memory I remember all the times u were there
You used to numb the pain and even take it away
Now I suffer to the icey core and sleep all day
You were the reason, the only reason, to live
For that I gave u all that I could possibly give
I let you inside my mind, my heart, my soul
Now without you, I will never be whole
I still love you, love like this can never fade
And memories like these, I can never erase
And in that memory I remember all the times u were there
You used to numb the pain and even take it away
Now I suffer to the icey core and sleep all day
You were the reason, the only reason, to live
For that I gave u all that I could possibly give
I let you inside my mind, my heart, my soul
Now without you, I will never be whole
I still love you, love like this can never fade
And memories like these, I can never erase
803 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
31st Oct 2011 11:56pm
31st Oct 2011 11:56pm
It's My Fault
Mommys in the nut house because I put her there
I treated her like shit and acted as if nobody cares
She had a loaded gun and decided to lock the door
Thats when I had to run cuz I cant take it anymore
I begged her please and asked her why
She said she cant take me and shes wants to die
I remember those nights when she'd sing a lullaby
When I was little she'd rock me back/forth if I'd cry
That lullaby is now forgotten and doesnt exist
And if I cry now I get slapped or hit with a fist
But mommy is forever gone now, she finally has cracked
Because a...
I treated her like shit and acted as if nobody cares
She had a loaded gun and decided to lock the door
Thats when I had to run cuz I cant take it anymore
I begged her please and asked her why
She said she cant take me and shes wants to die
I remember those nights when she'd sing a lullaby
When I was little she'd rock me back/forth if I'd cry
That lullaby is now forgotten and doesnt exist
And if I cry now I get slapped or hit with a fist
But mommy is forever gone now, she finally has cracked
Because a...
700 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Oct 2011 3:34am
23rd Oct 2011 3:34am
Beloved Maggots
I look into this haunting window
Filled with torn shadows of the past
They cover this window like curtains
And hide what hurts and lasts
The maggots whisper secrets
Of untold adventure and mystery
Beloved maggots, should I take this death?
The death you want me to seek
Why do you want this so needingly?
You ask, "Why be so meek?"
I am meek because I fear death
You say, "Death is inevitable."
And that I must believe
You want this because Im eatable
You just want to decieve
Filled with torn shadows of the past
They cover this window like curtains
And hide what hurts and lasts
The maggots whisper secrets
Of untold adventure and mystery
Beloved maggots, should I take this death?
The death you want me to seek
Why do you want this so needingly?
You ask, "Why be so meek?"
I am meek because I fear death
You say, "Death is inevitable."
And that I must believe
You want this because Im eatable
You just want to decieve
792 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Oct 2011 11:17pm
20th Oct 2011 11:17pm
Reminder
I want to feel the lightning
like the huge crack on my face
This vilience is so frightening
but just slap me back in my place
Uncle, Brother, Father
you insult your own race
Please dont even bother
to try to fix this disgrace
I walk into these public schools
being something fake
With the proof of your rules
Bruises, Swelling, Welts, Scars
Someone please tell me
that you're locked behind bars
You are the reminder
of this secret of ours
like the huge crack on my face
This vilience is so frightening
but just slap me back in my place
Uncle, Brother, Father
you insult your own race
Please dont even bother
to try to fix this disgrace
I walk into these public schools
being something fake
With the proof of your rules
Bruises, Swelling, Welts, Scars
Someone please tell me
that you're locked behind bars
You are the reminder
of this secret of ours
638 reads
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