Submissions by Monster (Austin Kane Mullins)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Most of my poems are about heartbreak. Experience is the name of the game, Bro.
LOVE POEM
Published
11th May 2012 9:01pm
11th May 2012 9:01pm
What the f**k, dude?
Why would you do this to me
time after time?
What have I done to deserve this?
What was my crime?
I thought it was MY turn
but im not fucking worth it.
Im a waste of space,
Tonight I just might end it
All the pain you cause
All the heartbreak you create.
You said you'd date me in a second
The moment passed untaken.
What the fuck dude?
Hes just gonna hurt you.
I have no one now,
what the fuck am I to do.
Im gonna remember this
I'll no longer give you that stare.
You broke the heart of a boy
Who...
time after time?
What have I done to deserve this?
What was my crime?
I thought it was MY turn
but im not fucking worth it.
Im a waste of space,
Tonight I just might end it
All the pain you cause
All the heartbreak you create.
You said you'd date me in a second
The moment passed untaken.
What the fuck dude?
Hes just gonna hurt you.
I have no one now,
what the fuck am I to do.
Im gonna remember this
I'll no longer give you that stare.
You broke the heart of a boy
Who...
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1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th May 2012 9:39pm
5th May 2012 9:39pm
Friends.
All these people are around when im happy
but as I slip into tears and dark dispair they disappear.
When I cry alone and need a shoulder for my tears
who is there? No one. If I say Hey Im sad, Could we have a conversation?
They always seem to run. Thanks "Friends"
for being there when I need you. Only one has stuck around.
She knows her name. My bestfriend. My shoulder to cry on.
My eyeliner angel. I miss you.
but as I slip into tears and dark dispair they disappear.
When I cry alone and need a shoulder for my tears
who is there? No one. If I say Hey Im sad, Could we have a conversation?
They always seem to run. Thanks "Friends"
for being there when I need you. Only one has stuck around.
She knows her name. My bestfriend. My shoulder to cry on.
My eyeliner angel. I miss you.
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th May 2012 4:36pm
5th May 2012 4:36pm
For Now I Wait.
We were always friends
Closer than all others
Talked all the time
Almost like sisters and brothers.
Who knew I loved her?
Only me and my imagination.
I hid it for years
I cut with her name, My creation.
She decided to give me a chance
and we started to date.
I fell so hard, we hung out everyday
I felt so great.
Then she took me by the throat
and ripped out my heart.
When I tore my arms to shit
That was my favorite part.
When she left, we made a pact
Next time we were single.
We'd give it another try...
Closer than all others
Talked all the time
Almost like sisters and brothers.
Who knew I loved her?
Only me and my imagination.
I hid it for years
I cut with her name, My creation.
She decided to give me a chance
and we started to date.
I fell so hard, we hung out everyday
I felt so great.
Then she took me by the throat
and ripped out my heart.
When I tore my arms to shit
That was my favorite part.
When she left, we made a pact
Next time we were single.
We'd give it another try...
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2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Apr 2012 9:37pm
19th Apr 2012 9:37pm
Do you love me?
Seen you run through
Sun soaked grass.
Beautiful, Smart, Caring,
Showing her class.
Astonishing brown hair
Long and brushed.
She takes her time
Can't be rushed.
Stars in her eyes
Between her and me,
The man she loves
I wish i could be.
Our collab is
Only taking up space.
For our kiss
The car finds its place.
We made love
beneath the ramps
I picked you above
all the tramps.
We stared at the sky
for what seemed like hours.
I'd love to hold you all night
this night is ours.
...
Sun soaked grass.
Beautiful, Smart, Caring,
Showing her class.
Astonishing brown hair
Long and brushed.
She takes her time
Can't be rushed.
Stars in her eyes
Between her and me,
The man she loves
I wish i could be.
Our collab is
Only taking up space.
For our kiss
The car finds its place.
We made love
beneath the ramps
I picked you above
all the tramps.
We stared at the sky
for what seemed like hours.
I'd love to hold you all night
this night is ours.
...
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DARK POEM
Published
15th Apr 2012 7:58am
15th Apr 2012 7:58am
Choking The Trigger
I can stay up all night
thinking that im invincable.
Unbreakable and that you
Never hurt me once.
But i seem to float
through a border of strong
and heartbreak.
Tears hid my face from the
World of judgement peering in
His face clouds her dreams now
I should just take my place
in her memories.
I can feel her touch when i dream
I awake then remember
Get this feeling of Nausea
it stays afloat until i occupy.
I cant seem to sleep
Just toss and roll in the darkness
of deep utter imagination.
I need some comfort
I...
thinking that im invincable.
Unbreakable and that you
Never hurt me once.
But i seem to float
through a border of strong
and heartbreak.
Tears hid my face from the
World of judgement peering in
His face clouds her dreams now
I should just take my place
in her memories.
I can feel her touch when i dream
I awake then remember
Get this feeling of Nausea
it stays afloat until i occupy.
I cant seem to sleep
Just toss and roll in the darkness
of deep utter imagination.
I need some comfort
I...
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LOVE POEM
Published
15th Apr 2012 7:51am
15th Apr 2012 7:51am
I bet you'll dream of him tonight.
She took my heart
Buried it in the ground
Can you hear it break?
That disturbing sound
Im gonna miss your blonde hair
on my chest
I gave all i had, everything
or at least tried my best.
My sky is falling
to put me out of misery
im no longer yours
Im with you nevermore
I never saw it coming
Thought we'd be forever
When did I think
You'd leave me? Never.
Buried it in the ground
Can you hear it break?
That disturbing sound
Im gonna miss your blonde hair
on my chest
I gave all i had, everything
or at least tried my best.
My sky is falling
to put me out of misery
im no longer yours
Im with you nevermore
I never saw it coming
Thought we'd be forever
When did I think
You'd leave me? Never.
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Apr 2012 00:59am
10th Apr 2012 00:59am
To be honest.
My inbox is filling
With letters from her.
I look through the old ones.
Puts my heart a stir.
Even now old letters
bring a new emotion.
I wont tear you from him.
Dont want to cause comotion.
A long time of emotion.
Thrown down the trash
My heart seemed to crumble.
My heart seemed to crash.
To be honest i still want you.
To be honest i still need you.
To be honest i still think about you.
To be honest i think i still love you.
I need to spark your fire.
Give me your emotion.
It seems to make me happy...
With letters from her.
I look through the old ones.
Puts my heart a stir.
Even now old letters
bring a new emotion.
I wont tear you from him.
Dont want to cause comotion.
A long time of emotion.
Thrown down the trash
My heart seemed to crumble.
My heart seemed to crash.
To be honest i still want you.
To be honest i still need you.
To be honest i still think about you.
To be honest i think i still love you.
I need to spark your fire.
Give me your emotion.
It seems to make me happy...
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3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Mar 2012 4:23am
22nd Mar 2012 4:23am
Always Watch The Guarding Demon.
Why dont you come on over
And give me a reason
A reason for smiling.
Give me a reason,
A reason for fighting.
The rooms getting darker
I can feel them breathe.
They sit at night beside me
and watch me in deep sleep.
Those red eyes haunt my dreams
"In the shadows, watch them creep!
They hate when your happy,
Love when you bleed,
But they do protect you
They're what you need."
He tells me the way to go,
Shows me the way to and fro.
He always listens, never disrupts.
Only loving and never corrupts.
But he'll...
And give me a reason
A reason for smiling.
Give me a reason,
A reason for fighting.
The rooms getting darker
I can feel them breathe.
They sit at night beside me
and watch me in deep sleep.
Those red eyes haunt my dreams
"In the shadows, watch them creep!
They hate when your happy,
Love when you bleed,
But they do protect you
They're what you need."
He tells me the way to go,
Shows me the way to and fro.
He always listens, never disrupts.
Only loving and never corrupts.
But he'll...
746 reads
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
19th Mar 2012 1:39am
19th Mar 2012 1:39am
If Jesus Was A Teenager.
If Jesus was a teenager,
He'd march the streets
Looking for sinners and cheats.
He'd hold them high for
all the good they do
And forgive them for the bad.
He'd give them a thousand chances
A million opportunities
To pick up there cross
and follow him.
He loves the whore
Just as much as the church girl.
He'd be there for you
at every chance he got.
There would never be a time
He ever forgot.
Whenever you need him,
Kneel down at your bed
Cry your tears while he holds your head.
He'll hold your hand,
when you tell...
He'd march the streets
Looking for sinners and cheats.
He'd hold them high for
all the good they do
And forgive them for the bad.
He'd give them a thousand chances
A million opportunities
To pick up there cross
and follow him.
He loves the whore
Just as much as the church girl.
He'd be there for you
at every chance he got.
There would never be a time
He ever forgot.
Whenever you need him,
Kneel down at your bed
Cry your tears while he holds your head.
He'll hold your hand,
when you tell...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Mar 2012 1:13am
19th Mar 2012 1:13am
9/22/1958 - 3/4/2012
Its Been a while
Since I've written
But since then
I've been smitten.
No more rhymes fill my head
Only thoughts
Of the lost and dead.
Rest in peace, Wildman
For you are missed.
Never forgotten this
I can promise.
The look on your face
Always of trouble making.
I can't give you up
Your not for the taking.
Ill miss you uncle Rick
Ill see you again.
Ill see you on the golden streets.
Ill See you in heaven. Goodnight.
Since I've written
But since then
I've been smitten.
No more rhymes fill my head
Only thoughts
Of the lost and dead.
Rest in peace, Wildman
For you are missed.
Never forgotten this
I can promise.
The look on your face
Always of trouble making.
I can't give you up
Your not for the taking.
Ill miss you uncle Rick
Ill see you again.
Ill see you on the golden streets.
Ill See you in heaven. Goodnight.
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
21st Jan 2012 6:02pm
21st Jan 2012 6:02pm
Husk of a man
I am something
Something reclused
Nothing special
Only reduced.
No longer able
To be seduced
Because I've only
Been Used
Corrupting the Angels
Interrupting the monks.
Tattered off my home
Like the corn husk.
Dont lie to me
Dont look at me
Dont spy on me
Dont speak to me
I almost threw it all away
Good thing i didnt
Id regret it Right away
Something reclused
Nothing special
Only reduced.
No longer able
To be seduced
Because I've only
Been Used
Corrupting the Angels
Interrupting the monks.
Tattered off my home
Like the corn husk.
Dont lie to me
Dont look at me
Dont spy on me
Dont speak to me
I almost threw it all away
Good thing i didnt
Id regret it Right away
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