Submissions by MellowJohnny

I always write to this when i am feeling down. And I do feel down right now. I miss the flutter girl so much, she’s on my mind constantly in these days… When I watched titanic, Rose reminded me on Flutter Girl. I miss her so much, I love her so much. I’m keeping think of that I’m going to leave to Slovenia or something, just run off from this country, then I will visit this town in the future, where Flutter Girl will see me, will have me again, but that is so unreal. I want her to feel like how I felt when she moved away from me…
Just imagine that I’ve been here for three years now. I’m...

You don’t want to know me
You don’t want to see me
You don’t want to feel me
Anymore
But I saw your eyes
Through the mirror
Your eyes went direct into my
Heart

You’re so far away
I can’t even think I’m going to see you anymore
Your eyes seem to be afraid of me
Your sense must have said that I am not the chosen one
It kills me how you are ignoring me
It’s like I’m in the coldest, deepest hole where the sun never shine
My heart is searching for you, but you are the needle on the mark
The more I feel down, the more I see you
The more I feel loss, the more you stuck
The more the days go the more I feel pain
You’re never here, I never see you
Everyone talks about you, I can’t remember how you look like...

You confuse me
You change
I thought it was our moon
It was complete
But you changed your mind
The moon got smaller
You were just here beside me
Talking about how beautiful the complete moon was
But now
The moon is half
And you’re just far as
Our moon