Submissions by MeganElisabeth (MeggyMae-MeganElisabeth)

I sit in your truck...
I'm so fucking high...
You can tell something is wrong with me
but I know you don't want to know why.
I know that you care though
you just ask if I'm okay...
maybe I'm sad or down in the dumps
it's just another fucking day.
You're my best friend
I wish that I could tell you
that I'm a piece of shit druggie
but you'd just leave me too.
Not talking to you every day
drives me crazy, drives me insane
but I nod out, not pay attention to my phone
every day is the same.
Then I accuse you of not caring
get all...

I'm sinking deeper and deeper
but man do I want out....
I tell myself every single morning
this is the day I can go with out.
Within hours I'm in my car
finding, borrowing any money possible.
Hustle do what I got to do
till my nose feels nice and full.
Then it wears off again.
I'm back at square one....
maybe I can wait till tomorrow
to have my druggie fun.
Very doubtful.

Hi everyone! I had to change my user name and wanted to let you all know. I've forgotten my password and keep emailing and trying to get them to give me my password but I've sent numerous emails and have had to wait 4 days now, still nothing! I even emailed the webmaster, haha. No luck still. If any one has any ideas for me, please let me know. I'd like to get back to all the poems I have on my account and everything else that goes with it.
Thank you all so much! :)
Megan