Submissions by Meenjataka_Robby (Meenjataka)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Aimless lost and alone, these are the words that I know, One that dosnt know what to do with him self, So how am I expected to be like by anyone else, Maybe someday someone will make me feel found, this thought to me is beyond profound
Damn You Stupid Bitch
She opened my heart more than I could know,
She made me quit blow and all the other drugs I was so found of, but now she won't be my Jane Founda,
What happened to us Jenna?
You went back to your ex, and think I could just go onto the next girl?
You were my world,
I don't know what to do now why must we be threw, I can't rewind time and make it so we never met, I bet this time I try suicide I'll succeed, now that I know it will never be just you and me,
Jenna what have you done to me, you showed me a glimpse of life and expected me to be able to go back,
It's not...
She made me quit blow and all the other drugs I was so found of, but now she won't be my Jane Founda,
What happened to us Jenna?
You went back to your ex, and think I could just go onto the next girl?
You were my world,
I don't know what to do now why must we be threw, I can't rewind time and make it so we never met, I bet this time I try suicide I'll succeed, now that I know it will never be just you and me,
Jenna what have you done to me, you showed me a glimpse of life and expected me to be able to go back,
It's not...
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Damn You Jenna
I fucking hate you for what you did to me,
I wish I never would have seen,
true love is devastating,
I want for us to have never had met but I can't undo what's already been done,
I was just your fun
A play toy,
your boy when you needed someone to talk to,
to touch you,
You didn't give me a fighting chance,
a half a year I was invested and I guess you can just throw me away, what can I say to get you back,
your fucking someone else and that's a fact,
I almost don't even care cause I loved you and I would do anything to get you bare,
rock...
I wish I never would have seen,
true love is devastating,
I want for us to have never had met but I can't undo what's already been done,
I was just your fun
A play toy,
your boy when you needed someone to talk to,
to touch you,
You didn't give me a fighting chance,
a half a year I was invested and I guess you can just throw me away, what can I say to get you back,
your fucking someone else and that's a fact,
I almost don't even care cause I loved you and I would do anything to get you bare,
rock...
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Shanes Poem Part 2
People need you for your money, if they had plenty you would have no one with loyalty,
You seek royalty, if you ever achieve it someone will put a knife in your back,
That's a fact,
True friendship you can't buy, as hard as you try its impossible,
Your easily crossable,
Your a pathetic human, like any Newman can't just take your place,
You fucking waste of space,
So what you found a way to bleed everyone dry of what they try so hard for,
Without your money your nothing,
Some day you'll see what I already know,
I've had chances to poison your blow,...
You seek royalty, if you ever achieve it someone will put a knife in your back,
That's a fact,
True friendship you can't buy, as hard as you try its impossible,
Your easily crossable,
Your a pathetic human, like any Newman can't just take your place,
You fucking waste of space,
So what you found a way to bleed everyone dry of what they try so hard for,
Without your money your nothing,
Some day you'll see what I already know,
I've had chances to poison your blow,...
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Shanes Poem
I'm going to kill Shane,
Until then I'm just not the same,
His image haunts my brain,
Where dose this coward get off?
One 7x62 is all I need,
Damnit I gotta see him bleed,
I'll wait at the scean of the crime,
And deny, deny, deny,
Until they take me for questioning,
It's all worth it, this little punk likes the fact that I got fucked,
That was the last nail in his coffin,
I'll wait and watch him start coffing,
Up blood, yes, I hold a grudge,
I'll wait patiently, it'll be worth it to hear him scream,
That last breath, what will be...
Until then I'm just not the same,
His image haunts my brain,
Where dose this coward get off?
One 7x62 is all I need,
Damnit I gotta see him bleed,
I'll wait at the scean of the crime,
And deny, deny, deny,
Until they take me for questioning,
It's all worth it, this little punk likes the fact that I got fucked,
That was the last nail in his coffin,
I'll wait and watch him start coffing,
Up blood, yes, I hold a grudge,
I'll wait patiently, it'll be worth it to hear him scream,
That last breath, what will be...
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Misery Is My Best Friend
Misery is my best friend,
It will just be me and her in the end,
When I'm happy misery is lonely,
It never fails misery is my one and only,
I try to get away from her and am drawn back in
We have fun together and never fight,
It feels so right,
She will never betray me or let me down,
We dream of the day when I burn or drown,
We wallow in my sorrow,
Bake about all my mistakes,
When an evil bitch draws me away,
She knows I will be back to her embrace,
So she patiently waits,
Some day me and her will walk hand n hand threw hells gate,...
It will just be me and her in the end,
When I'm happy misery is lonely,
It never fails misery is my one and only,
I try to get away from her and am drawn back in
We have fun together and never fight,
It feels so right,
She will never betray me or let me down,
We dream of the day when I burn or drown,
We wallow in my sorrow,
Bake about all my mistakes,
When an evil bitch draws me away,
She knows I will be back to her embrace,
So she patiently waits,
Some day me and her will walk hand n hand threw hells gate,...
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My Mothers Only Child
I'm my momma's only son
I feel horrible for all the shit that I've done,
Everything I put her threw,
I can come up with an excuse or 2
But what good would it do?
Now I'll do anything to make her smile,
Whatever it takes to make her proud of her only child,
You would do anything for me,
And when I saw that my heart filled with greed,
I'm so sorry mom, how can I make it up to you?
You just want me to be right and follow what God wants me to do,
So I wrote this poem and I swear its true,
I'll rise up and exceed what you want from me,
I'll be...
I feel horrible for all the shit that I've done,
Everything I put her threw,
I can come up with an excuse or 2
But what good would it do?
Now I'll do anything to make her smile,
Whatever it takes to make her proud of her only child,
You would do anything for me,
And when I saw that my heart filled with greed,
I'm so sorry mom, how can I make it up to you?
You just want me to be right and follow what God wants me to do,
So I wrote this poem and I swear its true,
I'll rise up and exceed what you want from me,
I'll be...
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Bullshit happened
I was raped at 4 years old
I hate when this story is told
I was just a little boy, how could he,
He was 14
I can't believe this man is part of my family
It carried out for years and years
Tears and tears and tears
It still haunts me to this day
All my parents could say is at least I didn't turn out gay
Now I'm 24 and I'm kind of a man whore
Looking for any chic who would let me score
I take whatever I can get, fat, skinny or even a chic that bit
Sex is all I know, what can I say its just the way I was raised
When I was 19 I came up with a...
I hate when this story is told
I was just a little boy, how could he,
He was 14
I can't believe this man is part of my family
It carried out for years and years
Tears and tears and tears
It still haunts me to this day
All my parents could say is at least I didn't turn out gay
Now I'm 24 and I'm kind of a man whore
Looking for any chic who would let me score
I take whatever I can get, fat, skinny or even a chic that bit
Sex is all I know, what can I say its just the way I was raised
When I was 19 I came up with a...
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I just might
I scratched my name on the side of a bullet
If only my finger would pull it
End everything I'm not cool with
What's left to live for?
My soul mate went back to her ex the dumb whore
But that's the story, I just mite
I'll never have a wife
Fuck it I'll just end my life
Written by a true Meenjataka
If only my finger would pull it
End everything I'm not cool with
What's left to live for?
My soul mate went back to her ex the dumb whore
But that's the story, I just mite
I'll never have a wife
Fuck it I'll just end my life
Written by a true Meenjataka
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Who is he or Who am I
Engulfed in darkness in a bright space, Im like a vampire without grace, I dream sending my oppressers to their final resting place, I wake up with a dirty gun that I had just cleaned, I watch the news to make sure he didn't cause a scean, who is this other person I share my body with? I get a glimpse into his mind from time to time, Im afraid for his enemies how can I add names to his hit list, drugs would bring us together when cast them aside I thought he died, how wrong I was I just pushed him away, he takes over at night and leaves me tired all day, who is the real one of us? Who is...
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Aimless and Alone
Wondering threw life so aimless and alone, will I ever find my true home?
If I do find a home, it must be dark and cold, outside reflects the inside, dark as cole, I'm afraid of this place that I don't even know, I seek eternal darkness and never ending sleep, yes, that is the dream,
I live in dream land, couscous only to drink and eat, I live only to sleep,
Evil are other people, full of lies and false emotions, all out for themselves never caring about the Meenjatakas, and yet the Meenjatakas are still the ones they call to serve their interest, just to leave us out on our...
If I do find a home, it must be dark and cold, outside reflects the inside, dark as cole, I'm afraid of this place that I don't even know, I seek eternal darkness and never ending sleep, yes, that is the dream,
I live in dream land, couscous only to drink and eat, I live only to sleep,
Evil are other people, full of lies and false emotions, all out for themselves never caring about the Meenjatakas, and yet the Meenjatakas are still the ones they call to serve their interest, just to leave us out on our...
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