Submissions by Markus_Geir

I feel cold tonight,
numb,angry,
i was always the silent one,
the one with no emotion,
then i met her, she took me to new heights,
new places,

then plunged a knife into my back,
and threw me to the ground,
pounced on me the minute my back was turned,

what have i done to deserve this,
was i too cold?,
was i too kind?,
If soplease tell me.

have i ever hurt you?,
have i ever betrayed you?,

What have i done to deserve your betrayal?,
What have you done to deserve my love?,
what has anyone done to deserve...

if love is meant to be caring
why does it hurt in the long run,
why does your heart shatter,
why does your soul bleed,
love is NOT caring love is
shit and nothing else,
it will chew you up,
spit you out,
and stomp on the back of your head as you lie face down in agony,
so why do we call love caring

she drove me to be vain, i changed myself for her,
but in the end my heart was shattered to dust and spread
across a wild and distant plain,
so now i sit wondering what i did to deserve this,
to see her flirting with another man as i walked up,
disgust/hatred/sadness/grief all come so easy,
its hard to believe i still love her
grief and sadness are always the last to leave