Submissions by ManiBlue
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Young Girl
Young girl in the dark world
Hoping she makes it to heaven
God been giving her tons of blessings
She continuously learning her lesson
The light that is leading her the right way is so crescent
Trying her hardest to stay strong because she is going thru some changes
Feeling paranoid because she is receiving some glances
Always tells herself she's being too self conscious
It's so hard to have a positive mindset when you don't understand the changes
So she faces the bullshit each day
Hopes it can get better someday
Negative thoughts runs thru her...
Hoping she makes it to heaven
God been giving her tons of blessings
She continuously learning her lesson
The light that is leading her the right way is so crescent
Trying her hardest to stay strong because she is going thru some changes
Feeling paranoid because she is receiving some glances
Always tells herself she's being too self conscious
It's so hard to have a positive mindset when you don't understand the changes
So she faces the bullshit each day
Hopes it can get better someday
Negative thoughts runs thru her...
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" I will and I can do it "
Stress and anger builds up inside of me
I try my hardest to not let the irrelevant people get to me
Just get so annoyed by the ignorance
I never knew I had such a high tolerance
I receive hate from people who don't even know me
Even from some of the people who's in my family
I find it crazy
Honestly I don't have nothing to envy
I know I'm not perfect but don't you ever dare try to belittle me
All these irrelevant people trying to make themselves relevant to me
All this gossip is really annoying me
But you know what I am going to use this...
I try my hardest to not let the irrelevant people get to me
Just get so annoyed by the ignorance
I never knew I had such a high tolerance
I receive hate from people who don't even know me
Even from some of the people who's in my family
I find it crazy
Honestly I don't have nothing to envy
I know I'm not perfect but don't you ever dare try to belittle me
All these irrelevant people trying to make themselves relevant to me
All this gossip is really annoying me
But you know what I am going to use this...
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Finally Realized
"Finally Realized"
~ can't believe it,
While I was on my bullshit
avoidin to catch feelings
Then there you were
while I was avoiding heart pains
I started to gain feelings for you
couldn't believe these feelings were true
you made my eyes realize I needed to settle down with something real other than something that might be fake...
- Mani Blue
~ can't believe it,
While I was on my bullshit
avoidin to catch feelings
Then there you were
while I was avoiding heart pains
I started to gain feelings for you
couldn't believe these feelings were true
you made my eyes realize I needed to settle down with something real other than something that might be fake...
- Mani Blue
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Unanswered Questions Remain
Unanswered Questions Remains~
Frustration, anger, & depression
These days,
that is all what she is feeling.
Sitting in the dark writing poetry & thinking what her plan is
Blood shot red eyes, with tears about to come streaming out of her eyes
Tired because of all the lies
Want to give up but then she looks & realized how far she made it
Making it through life seems to be her only motivation
She feels as if the people who claim they love her is only using her
Blood maybe thicker than water
But nowadays ya own family members would even...
Frustration, anger, & depression
These days,
that is all what she is feeling.
Sitting in the dark writing poetry & thinking what her plan is
Blood shot red eyes, with tears about to come streaming out of her eyes
Tired because of all the lies
Want to give up but then she looks & realized how far she made it
Making it through life seems to be her only motivation
She feels as if the people who claim they love her is only using her
Blood maybe thicker than water
But nowadays ya own family members would even...
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Fear His Own Father & His Reflection
"Fears His Own Father & His Reflection"
Broken smile,
Acts tough around his friends,
But can't face his own fears,
Thinking about how he can move on from his own past.
He makes his face as if he's disgusted,
whenever someone says he look just like his father...
He's staring back at the man who's in the mirror
Then asks his self,
Am I the person that I want to be?
Why did I end up being the person who I feared to be?
He blinks his eyes twice
Hoping his reflection can fade away...
Turns out it was still there
Tears...
Broken smile,
Acts tough around his friends,
But can't face his own fears,
Thinking about how he can move on from his own past.
He makes his face as if he's disgusted,
whenever someone says he look just like his father...
He's staring back at the man who's in the mirror
Then asks his self,
Am I the person that I want to be?
Why did I end up being the person who I feared to be?
He blinks his eyes twice
Hoping his reflection can fade away...
Turns out it was still there
Tears...
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Younging In Love
" Younging in love "
Once she falls in love
She falls head first
Ends up turning into a fool who's in love
No matter how much it hurts her
She will always be there for that 1 person
Regardless of the problem,
She will always go back to that 1 person
Deep inside her heart she wants to call him "hers",
Wants to say that he's "mine",
But then she knows she can't force him to feel what she feels for him
All she ever wants him to be happy...
- Mani Blue
Once she falls in love
She falls head first
Ends up turning into a fool who's in love
No matter how much it hurts her
She will always be there for that 1 person
Regardless of the problem,
She will always go back to that 1 person
Deep inside her heart she wants to call him "hers",
Wants to say that he's "mine",
But then she knows she can't force him to feel what she feels for him
All she ever wants him to be happy...
- Mani Blue
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Young Girl
Young girl, why act tough?
When you know that you really want love
Why not smile?
Is it the numerous amounts you cried?
Why hide your feelings?
Don't you know that the more you hide it,
The more it shows
Why act careless?
When you are selfless
No matter what you are running away from,
It will always get you
From now you better get use to it
No one can ever fight their feelings
From now you should of been learned that
Why so stubborn?
Are you still scared?
Still scared to get hurt again?
How would you know if you have found...
When you know that you really want love
Why not smile?
Is it the numerous amounts you cried?
Why hide your feelings?
Don't you know that the more you hide it,
The more it shows
Why act careless?
When you are selfless
No matter what you are running away from,
It will always get you
From now you better get use to it
No one can ever fight their feelings
From now you should of been learned that
Why so stubborn?
Are you still scared?
Still scared to get hurt again?
How would you know if you have found...
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Overdosin on Sex & Love
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Good Intentions
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still alive, dying on the inside
|Still alive, dying on the inside|
~ Numerous arguments
Constant constrictive critiscism
I shed tears over you each day,
as I lay in that bed of yours
The scars on my heart are adding up
Eventually they are going to show
After I finally said I loved you
All of a sudden you wanted to take control
You taken my heart, & broken it
Can it ever be healed again? The constant pain is killing me on the inside
But ...
But still yet I'm here alive
~ Mani Blue <3
~ Numerous arguments
Constant constrictive critiscism
I shed tears over you each day,
as I lay in that bed of yours
The scars on my heart are adding up
Eventually they are going to show
After I finally said I loved you
All of a sudden you wanted to take control
You taken my heart, & broken it
Can it ever be healed again? The constant pain is killing me on the inside
But ...
But still yet I'm here alive
~ Mani Blue <3
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a strong temptation, a wicked ride
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Teenage Love Affair Pt.2
Teenage Love Affair Pt. 2
My heart aches when I smell the aroma of roses on his shirt
That's how I know he's cheating on me
How foolish I am to stay in a relationship with him
But he was the finest of them all in high-school
Only reason why I dated him because I only cared about POPULARITY
But the clarity of this is that I must be Prom Queen in the end
Oh how desparate I sound
That's all I wanted to be
Before I actually started to catch feelings for him...
I wonder which Jezebel is he with
I'm hoping its not my best friend, that will show how much...
My heart aches when I smell the aroma of roses on his shirt
That's how I know he's cheating on me
How foolish I am to stay in a relationship with him
But he was the finest of them all in high-school
Only reason why I dated him because I only cared about POPULARITY
But the clarity of this is that I must be Prom Queen in the end
Oh how desparate I sound
That's all I wanted to be
Before I actually started to catch feelings for him...
I wonder which Jezebel is he with
I'm hoping its not my best friend, that will show how much...
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