Submissions by Madi_Ros3 (Madi Rose)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Razor Blade
A little game
I cannot scream
but tears my drop
they only make it sting more
I have to shut my door
and open much more
This game it hurts
but then the pain
slips away
I do just one
then two more
four turns to ten
in a split second
100's
1000's
just make me bleed
and take this pain
"no one will care
no one will notice
just pick me up
I'll dig into your skin"
They are so silver
they are so shiny
They hold my pain
that little tiny Razor Blade
I cannot scream
but tears my drop
they only make it sting more
I have to shut my door
and open much more
This game it hurts
but then the pain
slips away
I do just one
then two more
four turns to ten
in a split second
100's
1000's
just make me bleed
and take this pain
"no one will care
no one will notice
just pick me up
I'll dig into your skin"
They are so silver
they are so shiny
They hold my pain
that little tiny Razor Blade
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Heather
The walls of my room
Echo with darkness
Filled with the paintings
By my insanity
Only when I hear the voices
Do true feelings weep
I shed a tear when the children arrive
Mom tells me I'll be just fine
They're all in my head
Mom whispered at once
But now that shes gone
No one can care
For a girl who sees secrets
Written in hair
My dad said I'm mad
My brother creeped out
My older sister
Won't bring my nieces around
I know I'm insane
But it's not a game
I'll take the pills if they all go away. ...
Echo with darkness
Filled with the paintings
By my insanity
Only when I hear the voices
Do true feelings weep
I shed a tear when the children arrive
Mom tells me I'll be just fine
They're all in my head
Mom whispered at once
But now that shes gone
No one can care
For a girl who sees secrets
Written in hair
My dad said I'm mad
My brother creeped out
My older sister
Won't bring my nieces around
I know I'm insane
But it's not a game
I'll take the pills if they all go away. ...
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Suicide Academy
The school was small
12 class rooms
5 grades
209 students
Our small little sanctuary,
The place for the freaks, out casts, and weirdos
But then there was us...
2 tall blonde girls
perfect hair
clothes
shoes
bodies
friends
and well boys
The only imperfection,
The school.
We were outcasts.
In any school we would be the most popular girls
But this school is for the freaks, outcasts, and weirdos
City Academy
A.K.A Suicide Academy
How many kids have depression there
How many kids self...
12 class rooms
5 grades
209 students
Our small little sanctuary,
The place for the freaks, out casts, and weirdos
But then there was us...
2 tall blonde girls
perfect hair
clothes
shoes
bodies
friends
and well boys
The only imperfection,
The school.
We were outcasts.
In any school we would be the most popular girls
But this school is for the freaks, outcasts, and weirdos
City Academy
A.K.A Suicide Academy
How many kids have depression there
How many kids self...
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Save me.
My room is so cold
like the north pole
but my head is on fire
with thoughts from another world untold
I sit here in a constent state of worry
you are my best friend
I never knew you had the courage to do something like that
A bathroom stall,
a bottle of pills,
and your shattered heart,
I blame myself,
so here I sit
Pipe in hand
Lighter so full
And a worried soul
You lay in bed,
dead asleep
Heart still beating
but I can't breath.
Please stay strong
Don't let drugs rule ...
like the north pole
but my head is on fire
with thoughts from another world untold
I sit here in a constent state of worry
you are my best friend
I never knew you had the courage to do something like that
A bathroom stall,
a bottle of pills,
and your shattered heart,
I blame myself,
so here I sit
Pipe in hand
Lighter so full
And a worried soul
You lay in bed,
dead asleep
Heart still beating
but I can't breath.
Please stay strong
Don't let drugs rule ...
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Kelton
I am always wondering,
Can you see me
Can you hear me
Is your soul still breathing
I am at a loss
Words won't flow
Onto to this paper
I wish my pen explode
with ideas of what to say to you.
No, this is not another sappy love poem
No, it's not about why I hurt all the time
It's just some words
To my dead friend Kelton
Your eyes like a magical chocolate river
Your hand so cold like every December
Your hair so fluffy like a lions maine.
Your heat was made from pure gold
Your smile was bright and bold ...
Can you see me
Can you hear me
Is your soul still breathing
I am at a loss
Words won't flow
Onto to this paper
I wish my pen explode
with ideas of what to say to you.
No, this is not another sappy love poem
No, it's not about why I hurt all the time
It's just some words
To my dead friend Kelton
Your eyes like a magical chocolate river
Your hand so cold like every December
Your hair so fluffy like a lions maine.
Your heat was made from pure gold
Your smile was bright and bold ...
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A Simple Blade, Tears For Days.
Three words hit me like a train
"We are over"
Get edged into my brain
He had my heart in his hand
I thought forever we would stand.
I loved him
He said he loved me
But he dumped me over a something really silly
The fact that I took a blade to my wrist
Long ago in my past
If I slipped up one more time
He said he would not last
So of corse
the next day
I couldn't handle to stay from the blade
It's silver flickered in the light
It sliced my skin with one swift thrust
As the tears hit the burning cuts ...
"We are over"
Get edged into my brain
He had my heart in his hand
I thought forever we would stand.
I loved him
He said he loved me
But he dumped me over a something really silly
The fact that I took a blade to my wrist
Long ago in my past
If I slipped up one more time
He said he would not last
So of corse
the next day
I couldn't handle to stay from the blade
It's silver flickered in the light
It sliced my skin with one swift thrust
As the tears hit the burning cuts ...
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The Morning Girl
See that girl
She's only 13
Her wrists have swollen
With true morning
Her eyes have darken
With a loss
Of a girl
whom seemed so happy
She let their words
get her worst
Name and sounds
lead to her burst
She took the balde
to free the demons
from her wrist
they seemed to glee
but as soon as the battle wounds heal
The pain arises then is still
I can not help but to cry
Knowing that this girl might die
I know her feelings
they are with me
Because this girl
in such morning
Is...
She's only 13
Her wrists have swollen
With true morning
Her eyes have darken
With a loss
Of a girl
whom seemed so happy
She let their words
get her worst
Name and sounds
lead to her burst
She took the balde
to free the demons
from her wrist
they seemed to glee
but as soon as the battle wounds heal
The pain arises then is still
I can not help but to cry
Knowing that this girl might die
I know her feelings
they are with me
Because this girl
in such morning
Is...
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August.
At lunch today
He asked me why
I had been telling only lies
My eyes filled with sorrow
As his turned to black
I try to look away
but sure as hell he tells me to stay
with the grab of my wirst
I turn to say
"don't touch me there. Not today"
Then he realizes what I have done.
His face with anger
but pain in his eyes
"please just stop"
He begs me at last
But for me my heart is all just shattered glass.
I try to look up and say
"it's not that easy"
But all I manage is...
He asked me why
I had been telling only lies
My eyes filled with sorrow
As his turned to black
I try to look away
but sure as hell he tells me to stay
with the grab of my wirst
I turn to say
"don't touch me there. Not today"
Then he realizes what I have done.
His face with anger
but pain in his eyes
"please just stop"
He begs me at last
But for me my heart is all just shattered glass.
I try to look up and say
"it's not that easy"
But all I manage is...
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A broken lie
A abnormal girl
Living in this Mormon world
Undercover in this mask
Of makeup and lies
Take my past
Please take it at last
Shame and fear
Eat her alive
Friends till the end
Is one big lie
She's just a bitch
Your just a girl
What do you expect
A fairy tale?
Living in this Mormon world
Undercover in this mask
Of makeup and lies
Take my past
Please take it at last
Shame and fear
Eat her alive
Friends till the end
Is one big lie
She's just a bitch
Your just a girl
What do you expect
A fairy tale?
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Just a Little
Just like a porcelain doll
White and tall
Made of glass
But perfect at that
Strong until
She falls from the top shelf
Her strong, put together glass
Finally shattered at last
Everyone though she was fine
Until she broke inside
Her rosey cheeks have faded
A broken heart now hated
A girl so perfect
Now so broken
The thing to blame
A dark and dangerous game
With a silver blade
And a little cocaine
White and tall
Made of glass
But perfect at that
Strong until
She falls from the top shelf
Her strong, put together glass
Finally shattered at last
Everyone though she was fine
Until she broke inside
Her rosey cheeks have faded
A broken heart now hated
A girl so perfect
Now so broken
The thing to blame
A dark and dangerous game
With a silver blade
And a little cocaine
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